wannabe87's Blurty

Time:	7:57 am.
Mood:	tired.
Music:	Rabbit Scratching - Errrrrrrrr.

Arg, my rabbit wakes me upr egardless of what day it it at 7. Er. Well now, I think Im going to run away today. I'll call Fritz later, but besides that. If it's not too buggy I will be staying at Whitnal Park. Trying to find places. *rabbit scratches* I don't want her anymore - I don't have the time for a pet, nor the patience. And Im so incrredibly tired. All this whinning....all im doing right now.

"I'm struggling between what feels right and what is right"

Still in my mind from time and time ago. Always remembered: The whisper, the hands, the eyes, the look of knowing what you want but being held back. I think of it. From time ago - long ago. *smiles*

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Time:	8:26 pm.
Mood:	Hateful of Self.

Simply Put? I’ve been acting like a whore and I’m severely embarrassed about it. I realized this when Fritz said something and I got caught. It was rude and embarrassing. On top of that, I was treating Gen like a third wheel - that is the one thing she’s NOT. I’m sorry. I Love You All. I broke down and cried and that’s something I NEVER do. That was twice as embarrassing. And I’m trying to figure out what Jon truly meant. Sorry you guys had to put up with that. Did you have a good time at the party after I left? Hope so…hope the game went well. Luv Ya.

The good thing was Fritz, what he did did help and I appreciate it - thank you. And thanks to everyone else for respecting me. Although there is one thing I would like to know. What was with Ash? Don't get me wrong - I liked it, I mean I LOVED it. He was nice and sweet. But it was wierd. I was almost positive he hated me. Guess we'll never know now will we?

One more thing..."Give me the rabbit, please God. I would love to kill it and make it my "nail bunny". I'M FUCKING SERIOUS!! GIVE ME THE RABBIT!! GIVE ME THE RABBIT NOW!! AAHHH!!!
~ROCK~" I LOVE this chich LOL. She makes me laugh - I Love Her!!!

And to Mike, Matt, and anyone else who knew me before I knew Dave....This is what it feels like

Miss independent
Miss self-sufficient
Miss keep your distance, mmmm

Miss unafraid
Miss out of my way
Miss don't let a man interfere, no

Miss on her own
Miss almost grown
Miss never let a man help her off her throne

So, by keeping her heart protected
She'll never, ever feel rejected
Little miss apprehensive
Said ooh, she fell in love

(Chorus)
What is this feeling taking over?
Thinking no one could open the door
Surprise, it's time, to feel what's real
What happened to miss independent's no longer need to be defensive?
Goodbye, old you, when love, is true

(Verse 2)
Misguided heart
Miss play it smart
Miss if you wanna use that line, you better not start, no

But she miscalculated
She didn't wanna end up jaded
And this miss decided not to miss out on true love

So, by changing a misconception
She went in a new direction
And found inside, she felt a connection
She fell in love

(Chorus)
What is this feeling taking over?
Thinking no one could open the door
Surprise, it's time, to feel what's real
What happened to miss independent's no longer need to be defensive?
Goodbye, old you, when love, is true (when love, is true)

(Bridge)
When miss independent walked away
No time for love that came her way
She looked in the mirror and thought today
What happened to miss no longer afraid?
It took some time for her to see
How beautiful love could truly be
No more talk of why can't that be me
I'm so glad I've finally seen

(Chorus)
What is this feeling taking over?
Thinking no one could open the door
Surprise, it's time, to feel what's real
What happened to miss independent's no longer need to be defensive?
Goodbye, old you, when love, is true (when love, is true)

I Love You.

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