Hello....so Im back - had to clean my room. So my mother continues to bitch at me each time we're in the car. She doesn't seem to understand the fact that I am NEW to this so I am going to make mistakes. But I guess Im supposed to be perfect. Errrr - to top things off, I've been getteing head aches each time after I drive. One thing that's scary, is speed - I like it when Im not driving. But I don't know, i get scared that Im going to loose control and back off. BUT - my instrctor says Im doing great, and the only reason he keeps me off the bust roads still is my confidence. He says I can do it, but I need to relax and undestand that I can. Part of that problem is every night I get my mother screaming in my ear and I think Im worse than I am. And even thoguh I understnad that now, I can garentee that Im still gonna feel like shit and be nervous as all hell when I drive with my mother. Guar - no stoping it.
So what else? Nothing much - been around. That's okay though, I've been tired. So I hope you all are doing good. Cause I Love You All.
One more thing, yesterday I did not give Gen the appreciation that I should have. Gen is a great friend, a GREAT friend. I have to say out of anyone, even though I've only known her for a few monthes she seems to have understood me more than people at my school who've known me since kindergarden. She's been there through bad times already, and good times. She is a great friend, she knows what she's gonna do with herself and she is incredibly smart I have no doubt in my mind that she will succed in life. I Love Gen, I would give my life for her. And it is no surprise for me, but it is a well deserved and hard worked accomplishment. I wish Gen the best in her life and in her continued education. Im always here if you need me Gen. I Love You. Happy Birthday and Congraulations on your Graduation! I LOVE YOU!!!!
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