wannabe87's Blurty

Time:	11:20 am.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	I Can't Remember - The Thorns.

I went over to Jon's and payed him back. :D I must say, I enjoyed myself a lot! We had fun chatting and listening to music. It was great. I was told not to dissapear again, and that I must go to see evenasence lol. I spose it will happen won't it? on's the first person from thr group I've seen since...well RENT. And it was fun, I enjoyed it - he's a sweety. Thanks Jon, I Love You!!!

So what else? West driving for the first time, I cannot figure out how you stay in your own lane when turning. It's so difficult! Then I was also told something my mother told me, "you're thinking too much." There's so much going on how can you not think? I dunno, guess I have to relax too. Driving's harder than it looks, but Im gonna do it - just wait! I LOVE driving. Can't wait to get a car. Now if I could only figure out them turns....

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Time:	6:02 pm.
Mood:	happy.

memo to self: when boy starts to compliment you over the internet, never be eating.

Anywayz, been thinking. Jon: Jon does this thing that surprises me ever time. I like it though. Right when you see him he gives you a HUGE hug and Kiss. It's great! I like it a lot! I don't get it too often, so when Jon does it or anyone for that matter it's very nice and appreciated a lot. I've been thinking about it a lot and it's reassuring and comforting. Right when you come up - *HUG* n *KISS* It's great, just to be firends and do that - I Love It.

I Love You.

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Time:	7:41 pm.
Mood:	crappy.

So in conculsion, when driving with my mother - be perfect of get bitched at. Seriouly, Im sorry - this was about my second time driving in sum and yet i get bitched at for my turns.

I can't stand getting yelled at - want me to cry? Yell at me, that's the only time I cry. I cannot stand to be yelled at, it signifies dissapointment and worthlessness. I can't stand that feeling. It means I did something wrong, I screwed up, I don't deserve to be around. I HATE that feeling, but in this family? All anyone knows how to do is yell and make me feel like shit. Great - Im going to LOVE learning to drive with my mother - NOT. My father - being the low life bitch he is refuses to take me out. The damn whore got laid off, now why doesn't he pick u[p the tab and teach me? He's a peice of shit. Im telling ya - I can't wait to get out of this house and away from this family. It's like highschool. You got the popular gossips, wannabes, menatlly retarded, goths, punks, smart, snobs, jocks - oh yeah, it's all good. And Im part of it. What am I considered? You're goth, punk, and/or miseray chic. Anything negative and against society. At least that's how I appear. Grrrrrrrrrrr. Grow Up People - You Make Me Sick.

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