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Sunday, June 15th, 2003

Subject:I HATE BEING FIFTEEN
Time:8:43 am.
Mood: frustrated.
A group with which you're affiliated with could suddenly seem to grow closer, and a "family feeling" could develop among its members. One of the people in the group could suddenly appear to you in a new light, dear Virgo, and a romantic attraction might develop. Whether you pursue it or not depends on your situation, but nonetheless, you'll feel closer to your friends at this time. Some intimate conversations could take place amidst discussions of other matters.


Let's hope this horoscope for today is true...however I'll be with my family, not friends. Unless someone wants tod o something tonight. Eh. Most would think im foolish for even reading this, but at times they can be so true it's sick. Im fifteen - not eighteen, everyone else knows. Which of course is to be expected. As my family and phyciatrist would say, "you've alwaysed hung out with kids older than you, never once have you hung out with kids your own age, we were fearing this would happen when you reached teenage years. It has happened. Now you need to deal with it." No getting around the fact everyone knows who they are and what they're doing, they're older of cource they do. I guess, yeah, since im younger I feel lost, like im being left out. But really im not, im just not to that point in my life yet. Than again, I've alwaysed also been more mature than the people in my grade/age, which is why i've alwaysed hung out with kids older than me. So am I really more mature now? Or since the teenage years hit have I lost that upgrade I always had? Quite possilbly. I'd liek to be upset about this, it does upset me. But I have no right, and it makes no sence to be upset about it. Im not eighteen, im not a senor, Im not supposed to know it yet. I wish I did though....arg. So being upset is foolish, and I just have to let if all go - cause it makes no sence. But still, it does upset me....*sigh*I just need to let it go, give my till 10 and I will forget it like I should. Thanks For hearing Me. I Love You.

One Last Thought: Early maturity isn't always the best thing in the world.
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