wannabe87's Blurty

Time:	7:45 am.
Mood:	sore.

Last night, was last night. The other half of the reason I couldn't go hang with Paul was becasue my mom wanted to my ister and I to go run errands with her all night. So we did, I followed my mother everywhere - this is the most action I've recieved since i don't know when. However, I frieghtened her - she was always asking why am I comming in with her - as if I knew why. I didn't Oh Well though. So yes, then when I got home - I stayed up - really stayed up (at lest for me). After dinner I went into my room to think. This was around 8:30 or so. I finally decided I should check the time and see what everyone else was doing, I can hear everything from my room and I thought I heard a TV. Wrong, it was 12:10 AM no one was awake. I guess my mind was so load that I didn't hear anyone else really. T'was interesting. Then this morning - no one's awake. Instead they're all sleeping.

I have a hypothesis: Humans were made to be nocturnal creatures. This would explain why the so called "8 hours of sleep" never work. It would also explain why I and others I know aren't tired in the evening yet are exausted in the morning and durring the day until late afternoon/nightfall. It would also explain why 30-50% of people need sleeping aids.

I also got yelled at yesterday for trying to sleep when I got home. Why did I get yelled at? Dad found something wrong on the computer - no one in this family would surrvive if I were not here to solve their stupid computer problems - half of which aren't even problems. Arg. It seems lately, that if I am in my room attempting rest or sleep before 10 PM I get bitched at.

My tremors is comming back I just noticed. And I realize this is a lot of shallow bull shit, but who the fuck cares? My life, My Journal - not your concern, mine.

Needless to say, because of the weather - no bike ride. However, in my mothers words "an excellent day to go to Saturday Service and Clean Your Room." Neither is happening - I assure me.

I can;t do this anymore - Im downloading aim. Talk to you all soon. Luv Yas!

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