wannabe87's Blurty

Time:	2:43 pm.
Mood:	geeky.

Right now I feel upset and helpless. Why? Dave, Jon's blunt personality is yet right again...Dave is probably going to go to jail for a year now because he broke probabtion. And all of us are worried about him, and scared. Is so much to ask to see him? To know that he is okay? Apparently it is...cause I can't have it. I Love Dave. Do me a favor? No matter what religion, pray or meditate, or do whatever you do in order to help someone and do it for Dave, he needs it - he deserves another chance. He's a great job, and his trouble is my fault. Please do that for me - pray medditate - anything, even thinking about him - please do that.

Wise words from Gen - if I could spell her name I would - it would be more apporpiate. I Love Her, and she is Wish beyond her years:

Work like you don't need the money.

Love like you've never been hurt.

And dance like no one is watching.

Love like you’ve never been hurt.

So besides that, I am A TOTAL GEEK! I am going to download an entire 80 minutes of VIDEO GAME MUSIC! And Im going to download Gen and Fritz's music - that's totally cool that you guys know the lead singer. Talk to you all later okay? Luv Ya!

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Time:	3:34 pm.
Mood:	cranky.

Im treating Mike like shit - Frankly I don't care anymore. I don't know if I even Love him anymore - he's been too much of a jerk the past 7 months for em to care about him anymore. If Becca's right, than we will end up together in the long run. But right now he can kiss my ass and I'll be as rude as I want to him - he's changed for the worse and it's because he does whatever Mindy tells him, he's forgotten his roots - not my fault. When he falls, which he will - that relationship will not last. For two reasons:

1 - Mike doesn't trust Mindy, she's already cheated on him ONCE - Mike doesn't trust her around any other boy anymore and gets suspicious and enraged when he doesn't know she's with another guy.

2 - Mindy doesn't trust Mike, if Mindy had trusted Mike she would've gladly told her what happened, but she didn't, he had to nagg it out of her. Not to mentiont he fact that she's not a virgin and she is pretending to get mad whenever he moves further with her - she has been entirly fake about this.

And for those of you who think I don't knwo what Im talking about, A - Mike's my best friend, I know him and he tells me EVERYTHING - even the details and secrets I shouldn't know, even about other people. Another thing, I've talked to Mindy and have found out things I shouldn't know. If you want further proof, ask me personelly - i'll give you all you need.

So, as of now - Screw Mike. Athough, a boyfriend would be nice...im thinking about pulling one night stand shit - jsut so I can get something here - but yeah, i dunno - an actual relationship would be better, lots better...No Korine I will not ask Jacob out, I just realized, he lacks two things I need - expierence and aggressivness - no boy will make it one hour with me without those two things...I want one, i really do - but wanting doesn't do anything and since I won't be out for another couple weeks I can kiss my luck goodbye.

Alright, i have responded to your posts feel free to respond back - or email me, wannabe87@msn.com

BTW - Paul or Gen? Hey, email or call me if you aren't doingthis we anything ekend - I need something to do and have really missed you guys. Otherwise Ill be on my bike all weekend, and who knows - to your house I may come!

(Unfortunetly I know not where you live)

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