It just felt right, standing there, with Jacob, it was just...good, it was right. A lot of people have wondered are we going out. I don't know if we are, frankly, Im too scared to ask him out. Jeez - I hate myself, and my stupid hormones.
*thinks*
I don't know what to say anymore, I guess, well I've been reading this book and it's phiosophy - well let;s just say I think I found a place for me. A place where I can do good as a teenagers - something I can follow. A philosophy. Yeah, it works...I'd like to think - that everything I never put on paper - that no one has ever heard from me is philosopy - but doesn't everyone have that - that part of you you have never told anyone about? Philosophy is mine, and now that I've found a place - yeah...I think if I embrace it enough - I'll be good, set for life, I can find a place. And yeah, I think a lot of my summer is going to be spent in Whitnal and Jackson Park - I have a place in Whitnall no one knows - nor will you. It's peaceful, can't wait to go out again.
*thinks*
Love You All
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