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So why is it that I am allowing Fritz to hurt me through Gen? See, he won't tell me anything, but Gen tells me and I get hurt. I want to know, but I wish Fritz had enough of a head to think, "oh maybe im hurting sam" No, he doesn't - Great. So a another weekend with nothing to do, why? Im not invited, everyone else had plans. "Opps, didn't think about you sorry." Yeah right, you all hate me, and only talk to me beacuse of pitty I get it, and im sick of it. Yeah, I have real friends, real ass sucking loser friends that can go to hell, no not hell - hell's too good - heaven, haven, hate the goodness, they hate goodness - so heaven would be torture. Go there and stay the fuck away from me, I need none of your pitty. You can do everything else with anyone else EXCEPT me, no not me - there are better people, all I ever tried to be was a god damn friend. Thanks a lot, do me a favor? Don't talk to me, seriously Im sick of you guys. "I Love You" No, you don't, you not only used me you don't even want to be friends with me. Well Fuck You. In other news, life sucks and until summer it's going to be hell. I need to find something to pick up, to make new friends. Actual people who care about me. Boxing is looking promising, a place to take out me anger from your people. Or maybe dancing, I love singing and dancing, something like that would be fun. Other news? Lol - people at my school think im dating Jacob - HELL NO, no offence to the guy but yeah we aren't dating. Maybe we will, maybe we won't - but I still need to figure out this thing with Brian too. So I don't know. "Comes what may" |
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infuriated.
annoyed.