wannabe87's Blurty

Time:	10:50 am.
Mood:	curious.

I think I know, but do I? Do I really know? *thinks* I can only guess, I want to speak to Fritz and Gen too - haven't in a while. I Like talking to Jon now, maybe I was just being imature and a bitch. Or maybe he was, but I don't know. It's not necissary to question it really, we are friends - were always, on good terms is better stated. Which I'd like to stay. Really want to talk to Gen and Fritz. Now im just getting random. Mmmm...don't know, Spring Break started - not too thrilled. Why? Easter - A christian celebration in which I must sing my heart out of things I do not beilive. But I will, and my grandma will brag that I am the best in the choir and then all the old people will come up to me and say "You Irean's Grandaughter - you sound so wonderful, just like an angel!" Arg, ritual, will always be. But I must admit, I do like the glory. Im human - who wouldn't? There are others in the choir with voices just a good as mine though.

Was listening to Light My Candel - from Rent - I finally got the Soundtrack! I Love it, and I keep on thinking about when Jon and Kendell sang it - it was so angelic. If you want to go to Chrisitan ideals - it was like being in heaven. They sound so good together - they remind me of my bestfriend and I, Mike. We sound that way, at least that is what other tell us. I LOVE singing with him, our voices do sound good. And it's fun, at times I think Mr. Brown choses us for deuts on porpose. Mmm...wish he'd do that again, was so fun. I miss him, haven't talked to him in a while. Hope everything with Mindy is going alright.

Well, I have gotton a responce from one person at least, Thank You. Do I know whom you are? Possibly. However I will be good, and keep the name out of my journal - at least for now.

Hope to talk to you all soon! Luv Yas!

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Time:	3:48 pm.
Mood:	Empty.

Talking to Gen...About a lot of things. Who my secret admierer might be, (Prolly Paul and Anne playing a trick on me, it's been done bofore by others) Jon, (Great Friend, we all Love him) Fritz, (Those who read this thing day to day know abotu Fritz) and rocking the house better than the teacher! GO GEN! YOU ROCK!

Right now I am sitting in front of the computer without a shirt or bra on, I am terrified my parents will come home without me knowing. So why don't I jsut get dressed - it's so damn hot in this house!

What next? I LOVE talking to Drew, he's a 23 year-old from colorado, still in Band. And he's so nice. He cares about me, I don't know why - he just does. I swear - bolt can create families - it's great!

I feel lonely, and underprivalaged. See, all my friends treat me with respect and treat me as though I am thier age. Well Im not, Im the youngest, 15 - and so it pisses me off sometimes when I know I can't do something cause my parent's will say no just cause of my age. But yet, it is only fair. I guess this is the down side to having friends older than you, but I've never had friends my own age or younger. Just doesn't work out, don't know why. Prolly cause of me. Arg, oh well. Something I have to deal with - until August! I finally get privallages in August! I will be 16, can go out weeknights, hang out later - and have fun! I cannot wait!

Mhm...nothing really new - it's spring break and I've got nothing to do. So anyone want to do anything? The 22 and 21 are looking to be filled and be appreciated greatly (hint,hint). Anyways, Im available, help or fun - im here for you. Just Call, 327-1884. Luv Ya!

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