wannabe87's Blurty

Time:	10:24 am.
Mood:	satisfied.

Alright, so I have one person whos' at college (damn) telling me what I already know, but I guess I just didn't want to listen to it at the moment. Paul's looking interested again...I don't know, I've been arned several times, he acts like it to, I don't know. I don't anymore, I Love one person and need that person, but with another? I think I'm just going out on the rebound without thinking...yeah - hold it off. that would be best. So Fritz is stressed, he gets a back rub next time I see him - good luck to allhis adventures ahead for the next two weeks too! Gen is getting bitched at, so next time she's on she's got my entire attention - she needs it and deserves it. Gen is a graet girl, and people are being jerks, so I'll give her the break that she needs - after all I am her wench! So what next...I don't know, I feel alone - at the same time I'm needed in all aspects. SO what am I supose to do? Be there for those that need me, I can't do anything for myself, so might as well do for others. Best way to go, the way I've always gone. Others before myself, I'm better off...I have no clue what I should od for myself, but I do know for others - that works. Others are needed, I can get ignored. It'll go like that untill something drasitc happens and I need help, which the people who have been there *cough Mike, Brian cough* know I won't say anything lol. Yes...Brian. Mmmm...Haven't heard anything from him lately, miss him. lol, "Fritz's competeion" as Fritz put it. Oh well, how'd his play go? Anyone know? I'd really like to know. A conversation for another day I guess.

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11:38 am.

Sick, I feel sick. Hence why I'm home. Also, because I have too much homework. i've competely slacked for the first time in my life and am getting C's. The good thing is my parents don't care about the 3rd quarter report card because it doesn't count on your offical report - only the semester grades do. I'm going to get hurt now aren't I? Quite a few of my friends get "worse" grades, and when I complaina bout C's I usually get smaked. Only problem? My parents expect A's - not B's or C's - I ususally get grounded for those - only if they're semester reports though, so now I have to get back to my homework. Arg. I don't want to go to school tommarrow. Well, one good thing though, I don't have to go to yoth group anymore, my mother has finally figured out that my little sister and I HATE going to church more than we have to. Saturdays and Sundays is all it is now. That's good though. Errrrr - my throt is red! I usually only get sick if it's by kissing someone, but Fritz wasn't sick so what the hell!?! I don't know, frankly, at the moment I don't care. Buh-bye.

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Subject:	Whining
Time:	6:52 pm.
Mood:	Frezzing/Sick.

*shiver* Cold, ever notice how if one part of your body hurts the rest of it hurts? My foot hurts (Tripping out of Jon's Car), My shoulder hurts (Smaked it getting into Gen's Car), My inside elbow hurts (Archery In Class), My Head hurts (Don't know why), My Throut hurts (Don't know why), I'm frezzing Cold and have a fever.

I NEVER GET SICK, Now I am - I HATE This feeling. Save Me from Insanity! Errrrr - shot me I swear. I want to be held and told everything's gonna be alright, but who doesn't? Arg!

*Closes eyes*

And I still have that damn essay to wirte! Errrrrr - where are guys when you need them! I'll buy one God Damn It!

*End of Whining*

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