So Fritz and I were talking on the phone almost two minutes ago. He said he does not relax unless forced. "What a concidence" I was thinking. Anyone who knows me knows I don't relax. The difference? I don't have anyone forcing me. Might as well, too vulenarable. Lol - I just realized something. I have a hard outter sell, similar to Dave and Fritz - Fancy That. My friends have confimed it. Hehe - Oh Well. Better safe than sorry - I think that's most people's philosaphies. Another similarity - both of us have trust issues. I trust no one - everyone knows that, everyone can tell that from how I act. Although, there are a two exceptions - Mike and Fritz. I hope Fritz does trust me though. I want to open up and tell him that hey we have so much in common! But at the same time, we have so many differences. What are they? Most of them come from the fact that Fritz had Friends - I don't. I have "Friends" People who are not aquatences but who are definetly not friends! No word for that reluctantly. These "friends" know the outter shell not me whitin. Better off that way too, I'd get killed. Heh. You know Fritz and Dave probably would to. I talked to someone who saw Dave the other day, hence why he is being mentioned too...I miss him, I miss Fritz. I guess I miss the two people I can be me around. I can't even do that around Mike, that's sad but life. I guess, I want to mention this all to Fritz - that we have a lot in common. And yet, if I do - I'll seem competetive, and I don't want that. I want this relationship to work. I Love Fritz a lot and want the best for him, I only hope I may be the best for him.
BTW - Fritz does have normal charcteristics, In fact all of them do - Jon, Ash, Chris, Dave, but they won't lt on to it. True - they are different, but not different (different meaning they are wicked awesome) to the point where they're inhuman. But I guess you have to search deeper into the woods before you find that out.
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