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| 07:50pm 31/01/2004 | |||
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i had a veyr weird dream last nite but instead of typing again im gona copy paste my IM VTSEAN: hey PierLights721: omg ur alive VTSEAN: yey hi emily PierLights721: *gasp* i didnt hear from you all day yesterday or today VTSEAN: i know :( VTSEAN: lol PierLights721: omg toran is SOOO annoying i can't stand him VTSEAN: i had to go to horse barn today i went squirll hunting VTSEAN: lol im srry y exactly VTSEAN: just being retarded? PierLights721: cause he is retarded!!!!!! yes! VTSEAN: im srry lolis he tlaking to u right now? PierLights721: was, i stopped talking to him VTSEAN: o ok PierLights721: they just said on tv "fuck you bitch suck my dick" without beeping it out VTSEAN: lol awsom wut r u watching? PierLights721: a hearing on c-span VTSEAN: how was ur day wiht dana? PierLights721: yesterday? tiring, her parents argued a lot, screamed "fucking" this and "fucking" that VTSEAN: i decided not to call u last nite since u prob think i call to much as it is ;) figured let u relax VTSEAN: thta suxs sounds kinda lik my parents PierLights721: a white woman said nigger-lover on tv too PierLights721: u should watch PierLights721: lol VTSEAN: lol PierLights721: its about women and the law PierLights721: "fucking little nigger babies" VTSEAN: brb getting food PierLights721: ok VTSEAN: mmm grilled cheese PierLights721: i get baked chicken and baked potatoes and my mom's making homemade chicken noodle soup for tomorrow PierLights721: but grilled cheese can be good too PierLights721: lol VTSEAN: lol VTSEAN: im at my grandmas i lik her food VTSEAN: hehe VTSEAN: yea i had a dream last nite u where in it lol PierLights721: i had a dream last night and u were in it but it was weird so im not gonna explain VTSEAN: lol then i wont xplain mine :-O VTSEAN: lol PierLights721: fine say urs VTSEAN: r u gona tell me urs? PierLights721: after u tell me urs lol VTSEAN: hmm ok well itas long and well uhmm .... intresting..... PierLights721: JUST SAY IT VTSEAN: lets see i was in a desk wiht wheels and rode up to mrs williamsons classroom and got outm and walked in and the desk fell into the ditch beside her little stair thing then when i got in you and my sister and my mom and few other ppl were inside PierLights721: lmao VTSEAN: well i talked to every1 and then i asked u to mary me lol then u where lik ok then all of a sudden we were in fornt of a store and u came running out wiht a big orange wedding gown lol then i said somthing bout it dont remem wut VTSEAN: then we where at the fair im guessing not sure how and it was dark PierLights721: haha VTSEAN: and then u me my sister and not sure who else where on a boogie board going down a snowed over hill VTSEAN: then i hit a bumb or somthing and we got flung over a fence PierLights721: omg thats hilarious VTSEAN: we looked at the fence and it was electric then a security guy ran up and said were not suposed to b bakc here and i xplained how we go ttheir then hes lik well ok u need to get out tho VTSEAN: so i looked behind us and theirs no way out its all brambles and stuff VTSEAN: then hes lik the paths right their and then i spotted a path and we got on hands and knees to get out then i woke up PierLights721: lol VTSEAN: lol VTSEAN: told u it was uhmm intresting.... PierLights721: the orange wedding dress is hilarious VTSEAN: lol VTSEAN: i dont know y in my dream it was orange but w/e lol VTSEAN: it was lik not bright orange but it looked pretty good except for the whole fact it being a wedding dress PierLights721: haha VTSEAN: ur turn PierLights721: i dont remember the whole thing, it was really weird, but u and i were in this parking lot, a really small parking lot and there was a fence around it (funny, it was electric), and you were leaning against a car and i came up and kissed u and i backed up and smiled then walked off.....thats all i remember from it...it was really weird VTSEAN: hey i lik ur dream already VTSEAN: ;) PierLights721: lol VTSEAN: heh my dream made no sense lol PierLights721: but it was funny VTSEAN: i tihnk we where all living in mrs williamsons room btw PierLights721: hahaha VTSEAN: lol |
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| 07:03pm 18/01/2004 | |||
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uhmm went over to brittanys party Fri wiht emily and alicia emily late cuz of play had lota fun glad emily came otherwise it wouldnt hav been near as kool had to leave after waTCHING SOM MOVIES stupid caps, cuz dad casm pover grr on him o well uhmm emily went to mcbee dont know wut ne1 else did im t dads mayb going to visit grandparents tomor or going wiht emily somwhere rather go with her uhmm yea i hope i dont hav to go to grandparents watchign a movie now emily got back at lik 1:20 but went to aimees party till 5:20 so there goes today lol i got her present at my hosue finaly, lol now i gota get it to emily lol hmm mayb tomor hopefully i really miss her o wlel i dont feel lik writing right now -=-dazed and confused-=- |
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| 08:35pm 14/01/2004 | |||
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well seeing as every entrie almost was bout emmy im gona write about my other life lol well friday im hopefully going to brittanys party if emmys going bno wait scratch that im not tlaking bout her this entire im srry its hard haha but yea frankies sounds funnnertho i wont say where ig ot the idear from lol and im stuck at jimmys for now dam basturd parents lol o and my mom says ill b switching skools cuz of moving and also guess wut to a catholic skool hah yea right i dont plan to ever go to catholic skool again lol and im now suposed to move in less then a week i havnt even thought botu packing lol so lik thats happeneing hmm i gots another idear mayb i could go home with brittnay and emmy too and brittanys mom could pick us up when she done then we would all go together then i would also get to watch ebgining of play emmys in and hmm i see possabilities i hope i tinhk i might? -=-dazed and confused......and now in love-=- |
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| 09:26pm 13/01/2004 | |||
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im suposed to write somthing here cuz i was told to she wore an itsy bitsy teenie weenie yelo pokadot bikini for the first time today hehe jsut heard commercial i got no idea wut to write lol hmm actually im gona write in my other blurty HAH! |
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| 09:02pm 12/01/2004 | |||
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well emmy wants to break up with toran which ud think id b lik YEY! but im nto cuz i hav to watch wut shes going thru to try and do it cuz she dont wana hurt toran cuz she all nice lik that :) so right now tho shes got a migrane/headache i dont know if it feels ne better i hope so tho. she lying down so im typing in here. today i tried to get every1 away form toran and emily but no1 was really listening they jsut wanted to crowd and find out wut happened i dunno fi she cared or not but i tried nevertheless, not cuz im trying to rsuh sher into it but bcuz i knew if she wasnt going to break up with him she did want to tlak to him. yea she wascrying today :'( it was the worst thing ever to watch her and not know wut to do besides telling toran for her but i dont think she would want me to but i hope if nehtign i hope this is over soon just bcuz i cant stand to watch it :( also britany told heather of wut emmy wanted to do which i think is really mean of her but thats not my place to judge i guess.... well im gona write in here tilkl she gets back hopefully soon i miss her already :( (sad huh?lol)yea i feel lik im coming off of this lik desperate or somthing but no its jsut that shes the first perosn ive ever reallly loved so..yea lol, yea i was suposed ot hav gotten kicked off of net i think my mom basicaly forgot so thats goodcuz i knwo emmy doesnt feel lik talking on phone now cuz i mean she usually doesnt newayz shed rather tlak on here which is cool i guess lol hopefully shes back soon im gettign bored of this lol but o well lol this si the only time i usualy write in here neways is when she not on or somthing of the sort haha (btw emily if u dont wnat me to write som of this stuff then tell me ill delete it)but im tired of wrting for now ill jsut wait silently lol -=-dazed and confused...and now also in love-=- |
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| 10:11pm 10/01/2004 | |||
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yea skip the other entry ok now back to somthing important lol, ok well cuz emmy asked me this im gona answer it (even tho she never really asked) y do guys lik her lol well ill write y as best as i can without making it to confusing btu ig euss uve grown used to understanding wut im trying to explain this may take awil btw lol btu amyb not ok well whenever i think about y i lik emmy i think about alot of stuff first off bcuz ive grown so attached to her and shes one fo the only people ive ever really expressed myself to lik not in a show off wya y i do that to toher ppl is byond me so dont ask actually dont assk nethign till im done ok? ok. but she is also the first perosn to come to me for enthign besides som petty retarded thing lik miky or som1 emmy has i guess the best way i can put it is an alure i dunno if that amkes sense but i mean when im near her i dont know how i can go on nto being near her wut this alure is i cant really explain cuz i dont really know and the fact even tho shes in my eyes at leats one of the most buetiful gurls ive ever known or prob will knwo she doesnt consider herself to b the way i see i see it as kinda modesty or somthing which i really lik in her who knows in her head she may consider ehrself the most perfect person above all else but to every1 else at least shes modest for som reaosn i dont think the in the ehad theory is right lol but i tinhk shes perfect above all else hey shes even the greatestperosn in the world haha but yea hmm leme think and the fact that shes intelligent is somthing that i lik msot, i mean bimbos annoy me no matter how good they look i cnat stand to talk to em, when i tlak to emmy hey she even corrects me nto syaing that its mean of her but the fact she cna compared to gurls who dont relize theyve made a mistake even after uve corrected them lol and also she doesnt try to hide being intelligent to fit in ppl that do nehtign to fit in i dont lik them either lol and another factor i guess would b my affection to her whihc is kinda haerd to explain cuz i dont understand y but its jsut their lik i jsut know i love her but nto a dam thing tells me y lol, but i do knwo its their lol i guess also a reason would b cuz shes the sweetest person in the world hey she can b ciniacal (wow i butchered the spelling of that) and evil but i lik that also lol wut i eman by sweet is things lik the fact she doesnt want to break up wiht torn cuz she doesnt wana hurt him or hey mjayb she telling me that not to hurt me HEY! lol either way shes being sweet lol, i guess also the fact shes willing to do stuff to make ppl happy besides herself theyr r far to many ppl who only think of themselves finding som1 whop doesnt is klik finding a diamond in the ocean. a diamond would fit perfectly as a definiton of ehr or at leats hwo i consider it, also she doesnt lik to lay her worrys on others even tho i try to pry it ut of her smotimes lol (i wouldnt mind if u told me tho lol) but yea as i was saying she doesnt lik to mak other ppl worry over her i guess also the fact thqt if ne1 eklse was to try totake her place i would see imperfections comparedto her and i couldnt styand having som1 else who i can tell isnt newhere near is perfect as her, well mayb theyu wouldnt hav a hurt neck(im jk lol) wow this is taking shorter then i thought it would. but yea when i see emilys face i see som1 who has everything i could imagine in a person even som of thsoe i couldnt imagine a perosn having (all good) (except swhen she wants to b evil btu i lik it nuaghty haha) i guess also ic an tell wut kinda perosn she is cuz she said to me once that the only reason she hadnt killed herself was bcuz of her mom and that she would care so much as tro suffer for som1 else without even the notion of somthing in return i admire everything about her i dont think i can finish explaining it in here lol so i guess im gona leave it at that o and the fact shes *drop dead gorgeous*(excuse me for the pun lol)doesnt hurt |
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| 09:35pm 10/01/2004 | |||
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| 08:55pm 07/01/2004 | |||
| uhhm well hey lol waiting for em to get back grr yea she knows my asite thing to lol (read below) very embarresing at time still kinda form som of the stuff in it but if u read this kelly i told her nto ot tell u lol u dont get to kno :p today was pretty uneventful it was first day back to skool and wlel we kinda jsut hung around emily and brittany brought their cameras and took pics i told em to bring hers tomro cuz she didnt get a group pic ill get eveyr1 in it tomro also cuz the fact i get em after shes saved em lol i did brake a slinky hehe thats all tho that was intresting today did get to see ppl i havnt seen since skool ebnded for holidays i guess lol well im goign now ttyl | |||
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| 04:45am 06/01/2004 | |||
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ems mad cuz she cnat see my other journal even went so far as to call me a meanie lol eh well me and her jsut plaed checkers she beat me badly it was lik a sacrifice not a competition but o well mayb next time hmm havnt dont nehting tday really cept watch movies lol so yea lik lion king which is stuck in my had whihc i in turn got stuck in ems head srry lol also watched another couple movies lik pianst dont ask y i wasnt in controol of remote we even watched ferngully two lol i had to stop it at swan princess 3 so yea i didnt watch it well em told me to writ in here but i cnat think of nehting for this entrie o well ill jsut ramble on and on and on and on lol u get the picture im sooooooo hungry all ive had is a bowl of cereal really lol ahg ill eat later tho right now im writing see ^ look at all that writing lol u knwo above the arrow ok im done lol its short and sweet for me -=-dazed and confused-=- |
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| 12:36am 06/01/2004 | |||
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well im talking to emily but she gona off somwhere mayb to rest or somthing i dont know but i decided while i wait i tlak to u ppl out thier actually mayb 5 ppl total will ever see this psot os o well, well she cam back as i was bout to post omtinhg o well ta ta -=-dazed and confused-=- <-- been fogetting |
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| 08:23pm 05/01/2004 | |||
| ok uhmm well lol i gota write stuff well actually emily cant read not cuz its mean to her but its embarrassing to write but i need to write it somwhere so im gona put it somwhere lese in a new one srry emily lol srry keely too if u ever read this cuz i knwo ulll b dieing to knwo hahahaha o well well all i will write right now then is this uhmm this is a cool site of mine > http://www.hometown.aol.com/vtsean/ well actually brittany started it and em made one then i did so yea lol its not done and it has links everywhere i think | |||
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| 07:03pm 03/01/2004 | |||
| well i may hav anoyed emily i hope not but either way im waiting for her to get back on so ill write in here i did pretty much nothing today!! whoa i sat around really waiting for emily to get ont ehn got off cuz my dad wanted me to then read the book emily got me for xmaseven tho i stikll feel bad cuz i havnt gotten her her gift cuz its at my dads but im gouing thier tomoro so im goan get it then after reading for a bit iremembered i can get on vt geez well when i got on she wasnt on but earlyer i had neomailed her msomthing and she had neomailed me back so i figured she may hav been on earlyer so i neomailed her again and then she imed me from a diff user i didnt hav added to vt geez but she jsut imedf me so yall dont get to hear end of story o well | |||
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| 01:40pm 03/01/2004 | |||
| waiting for emily to get on really so im occupying my tme with this lol do do do do do yup well hope she gets on soon | |||
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| 10:54pm 02/01/2004 | |||
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well hola, i had really ona the best days ive had in a while. em invited me to the beach today and then to the festival of lights well at first i couldnt go so i was pissed off but my sister came in handy cuz she needed ride home next day so i hitched rie with her to my house that morning and thenm called em who i woke up so i let her go back to sleep then called again at 12: 1:30 2:30 and 3:30 which is when she headed to my house and picked me up cuz well no1 in my family is nice enough to pick ne1 else up but we got theior i tried to throw a sand snowball lol doesent work(emilys sand snowball worked)(grr)then we walked toawds the water relized its freezing so walked around the beach played with her camera a little ok most of the time i tried taking pics of em but she kept deleteing them i think she looked good in thenm but she didnt think so made a small short movie thing too of her trying to run away from the camera lol got a pic of a weird flower thing too and we went sat around on the wood thing then went to festival of lights walked around a 5min thing 3 times for an hour lol ythen went thru driving part twice we stopped grabbed some food b4 we went(sonics)then em's mom dropped me off cuz apparently i cant b picked up either by ne1 of my relatives who can drive buig jerks the lot of em loli might put the pics in her later if u ppl r lucky u little ppl who search thru others blurtys yea im tlaking to u -=-dazed and confused-=- |
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| 11:03pm 31/12/2003 | |||
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its about to b the big 2 0 0 4 i dunno y its feels so special i guess cuz of wuts happened past year well actual;ly mor elik the past few months, well im gona list som stuff of 2003 well at beggingin of 2003 or end of skool since i cnat remem much lol i was good frends wit emmy ashley torn exc but the part for som reason i remem is me winning checkers against every1 at end of year yea egotistic aint it lol then as summer began i spent time at torans he is going out with emily at this timem, and i got forced into going out with ashley who i did kinda (not really) lik at the time well to the summer, i didnt do much intresting stuff this summer i went sailing for twio weeks spent most of my sumer at torns i did place well in a few regattas i cant spell it o well and thats about it for my summer , WOW my summer suxed begging of new skool year, well this is when my year began to pick up, first off me and shley bropke up ok so i got duimped lol and for a guy whos name makes me think of a dolphin named flipper, i also relized i liekd emily(i couldnt tell if i loved her or not but w/e it didnt matter then cuz shes going out wit tonr) we did to much stuff in skool year to mention really but by thxs giving i knew i loved emily with all my heart so most of this time i spent callign her and buggin the hell outa her and her mom cuz i liked to talk to her, im surprised her mom still likes me ;) , then i went on my vacatrion thing to snowshoe had fun their missed emiyl alot threw snowballz off the lift and made ppl trip down the mountain (very fun) then got back home and now im tlaking to emikly who btw said she loves me too which is kool and made my year really lol i duno thats right then was the highliht of my year lol well thats that i tihnk i covered most of my year in a couple of paragraphs |
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| 07:10pm 31/12/2003 | |||
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i missed emiyl all my trip i wihs she coulda come :( but no my mom wont let ne1 else come god i hate her, i was tryign to think of somthing wamr trhe last day cuz it had dropped 30 degrees and i thought of stuff in this orsder, hot chocalate popcorn then emily (yea i guess the chocalate in [popcorn com first ;) ) i dunno y but i did so yea if ya didnt blive i was missing u i was lol but i guess overall it was a ok trip i hope she gets on soon shes in mt pleasent i had to stay at a hotel so i couldnt get on last nite lik i said (she stayed up for me cuz i said id b homwe tonite but i didnt get thier makes me feel bad lol) o well ttyl -=-dazed and confused-=- |
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| 11:36pm 25/12/2003 | ||||
hmm, lets see where to begin where to begin, ok here it is, right now, im bout to write it, so be ready, r u ready, u sure?, ok, ok emily is(sounds lik som title to a book)uhmm caring sweet very sexy whether she blieves me or not & cute when ur trying to be and also very intleligent(even scored 2 higher on som IQ quiz then me heh)very trustworthy (or at leats to me screw every1 else) also helpful whenever need be including to ur mom very enertaining(hey u kept me from falling asleep ha) really cool personality kinda laid back at times but hyper at others depending on wuts happening even if ur not feeling happy n chipper u dont lik to ruin ne1 elses time really musically talented whether its singing or writting music(at least i lik ur music heh) really funny one moment when u want to b but sincere the next if it fits the situation really friendly even enuf so to put up with me lol ;) ok even tho i could go on with this i feel lik going back and taling to u agian i may finish it later so im gona wrap it up... all in all a really nice person and thats y i love u o and ive been forgetting my hamsters -=-dazed and confused-=- |
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well i jsut read emilys blurty www.blurty.com/users/another_defect/ and she said she thinks she loves me which is a good thing cuz ive liked her pretty much since i got to know her, she not like most of the people at our skool (whyihc is another good thing) but shes well guinianlly a nice person(bad spelling) and really caring which is kool i could make a nice little list but shes the only person who reads so since it would b about her thats kinda pointless who knows i might right it later i keep thinking im talking to every not just you emily unless u told kelly my blurty hmm o well well now i gota decide on a sig for mine -I'm Out- yea i could steal hers hmm -gone- -=-dazed and confused-=- <-----we got a winner ill prob change o well |
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| 07:13pm 25/12/2003 | |||
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i liked my yelo backround jsut fine ty very much and the green links (if thats wut color they were)( added a nice touch toi the scheme ok so by now urve prob figured out im lazy and didnt want to change it cuz well im lazy,o and ty em i didnt think bout putting the VT colors on it :), o and cuiz em used her sig to sign off my journal im going to hav to use it this once . . here it comes . . -I'm Out- WHOA that was fun ttyl emilty cuz well ur the only operon who reads this ;) |
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