| even if I don't know where to go from here.... |
[25 Jul 2004|12:03am] |
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Still
It’s like how I wrote our names together
In our locker in permanent marker.
The ink wore out into a faint image of what was there
We should be erased along with it
But still
I never saw you as ever after
But I can’t find a good enough reason to get up out of here.
What a long ass fling this has come to be
Fourteen months and then some.
Wasn’t supposed to last this strong.
Everybody told us why bother
Then we proved them wrong.
And still
We weren’t supposed to be
But it’s the only thing that makes sense to me
And still
I could never envision forever with you
But I’ve always liked surprises anyway
Feeling insecure has never felt so good
Prime example of the not supposed to be
But it’s still the only thing that ever made sense to me.
Yeah still
It’s likes all the times
How we got in trouble for excessive PDA
Still we did it anyway
It’s how it’s always been you
Who can always make sense out of me
Watch as I claw my way
Out of every mistake I made
And still you’ve stayed with me anyway.
Yeah still.
And still
I can’t picture till death do us part
But I’ve always likes surprises anyway
Feeling insecure has never felt so good
and still it’s the only thing that ever made sense to me.
Yeah we proved them all wrong
and still
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| who are you and what did you do with my dad? |
[25 Jul 2004|11:33pm] |
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My dad really wigged me out tonight. He actually told me that he loved me.
Something that doesn't get said very much around here. I can't even remember the last time I heard him say it.
We were having a conversation about something and he gave me a big hug, and was being very loving and when I was about to go upstairs he called me back down and said: "You know I love you right?" and gave me another hug.Affection is another quality that doesn't go on much between us. Unless someones leaving on a trip or something (that hardly ever happens) He didn't even get onto me about my hair this time when I dyed it. He just asked if I don't like my original hair color and I told him I just like the change and he was like: "Well if you like it, I guess that's all that matters." and patted me on the back. I'm not sure of he's trying to make up for what was said the other night or what, but needless to say, I was stunned.
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