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[13 Jun 2006|10:28pm] |
i'm tired of hurting
i'm tired of crying
i'm tired of lying
and saying
"i'm fine"
i'm tired of you
i'm tired of me
i'm tired of...
everything.
so he left me for 2 months, without the slightest warning.
+then he came back for about a week.
+and now he's gone again.
+2weeks and counting.
lyrics on moving on?
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[02 Jun 2006|05:24pm] |
i just dont know what happened...things were getting good again after the rollercaoster...and then today...
i just dont know...
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[05 Dec 2005|11:27am] |
once a-fucking-gain i let my heart get in tha way of my sanity...
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[05 Dec 2005|11:27am] |
the bastard made me cry again...i hate the way i feel...the way i've felt..KNOWING i was right...but i let myself get to caught up in the rush of falling in love
and now where has it got me?
on a one-way ticket to looneyville.
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[25 Nov 2005|11:00pm] |
he said he loves me on the same level as her...this meme is reassuring...but my mind or heart or w/e is telling me this is wrong--it tears me apart.
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[16 Nov 2005|11:18pm] |
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just saying hi...n he cheated on me with jessica for the second time a while back...n she's gunna regret being a whore...n he's in japan since oct. 8...i got a 580, 560, n 560 on the SAT :( n i miss my boo cuz i havent talked to him in days...pz
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[16 Nov 2005|11:18pm] |
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just saying hi...n he cheated on me with jessica for the second time a while back...n she's gunna regret being a whore...n he's in japan since oct. 8...i got a 580, 560, n 560 on the SAT :( n i miss my boo cuz i havent talked to him in days...pz
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[16 Nov 2005|11:18pm] |
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just saying hi...n he cheated on me with jessica for the second time a while back...n she's gunna regret being a whore...n he's in japan since oct. 8...i got a 580, 560, n 560 on the SAT :( n i miss my boo cuz i havent talked to him in days...pz
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[04 Aug 2005|05:14pm] |
| TRISHA |
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Talented |
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Rebellious |
| I |
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Important |
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is for |
Sensual |
| H |
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Hot |
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Abstract |
i likey this one =D...
idk why but i havent heard from brian since what tuesday nite...n its pissin me offfffff...and this whole shyt wit jessica mannnn dont get me started(ghetto voice) i will be poppin sum caps fro shizzle
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[31 Jul 2005|07:16pm] |
Ok you are a romantic anime girl and you love and
care for a lot of people.There is no evil in
you soul or your heart.Though sometimes people
don't feel the same way as you do you keep on
trying to change their mind.You love to help
people out and you are always happy.Keep on
trying to make the whole world smile because
you know smiles are contagious ^_^.Oh and if it
seems like there is nobody who could love you
as much as you could love them it doesn't
matter the thing is that the only thing that
matters is that he cares and loves you and it
doesn't matter how much well maybe it does but
don't set you standards to high cuz then you'll
find nobody
If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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[31 Jul 2005|07:07pm] |
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she's gunna break soon...
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[31 Jul 2005|07:06pm] |
HOW IN BD
 | You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.
Sex God | | 88% | A Slave To BDSM | | 88% | A Romantic | | 75% | Virgin | | 35% |
How are you in bed
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[25 Jul 2005|12:30pm] |
Auto response from GoldMemberPB: i guess i dont really care....thats a good one...she thinks i dont wowow...pplz will always have some SHIT to say and tha funny part is that THEY DONT FUCKIN know ME!!!!!!!!
because my mom's an asshole...
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[24 Jul 2005|09:14pm] |
| Your Kissing Purity Score: 69% Pure | 
For you, kissing isn't a casual thing
Lip to lip action makes your heart sing |
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[24 Jul 2005|07:50pm] |
I'm sorry I'm not everything you want
Or exactly the way you I think I should be
Sorry I make mistakes
I'm sorry that I'm me
I'm sorry I can't do everything
Exactly good or even right
Sorry that I did what I did
I'm sorry I darkened your light
I'm sorry for my mistakes
I'm sorry that I'm here
I didn't mean to hurt anyone
Sorry for these tears
I'm sorry I pretended
And wasn't myself all the time
I'm sorry if I hurt anyone
I'm sorry I'M not fine
I'm sorry things didn't work
I'm sorry that you're not happy
Sorry that every thing's my fault
Sorry I couldn't see
Sorry I didn't know
That things would end up how they are
Sorry I couldn't stop it
I'm sorry everything drifted so far
I'm sorry things ended like this
And so much has changed
Sorry that these wishes failed
And priorities rearranged
I'm sorry you're not pleased
Sorry if I mistreated you
Sorry for everything about me
And what I put you through
I'm sorry I'm in your life
And I made things how they happen to be
Sorry that I'm this way
I'm sorry that I'm me
~Lately I've been ruining everyone's life...and I'm sorry...I mean I never meant to...I just do...lately I'm nothing but a hardship to people~
--A FRIEND
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[24 Jul 2005|07:30pm] |
Hello Skants And Cunst
I dont want to be the girl who sits alone on a Friday night wishing i was with *you*
I dont want to be the girl who everyone doesnt want , and doesnt want to be.
I dont want to be the girl who everyone hates, and doesnt want to be with.
I dont want to be the girl everyone is forced to pretend to like.
I dont want to be the girl on the front of the bus that is trying to fight her tears, while everyone else is in the back smiling.
I dont want to be the girl that has to take pills to put a fake smile on her face, while truley on the inside she is tearing herself apart.
I dont want to be the girl who has to drag the sharp razor across her flesh to help her escape from herslef, and to release herself.
I dont want to be *that* girl....
yet when I stand in front of the mirror, the girl looking back at me is *that* girl, and I dont think that it will ever be alright again.
i mean i could sit here and go on and on about everything that is going wrong but i dont think we have the time or the interest in hearing it....
i mean it doesnt really matter to me what i end up like in my life...because no matter what road i go down it will lead to the everything bad....because i guess thats the way it is supposed to be....
im remaining anonymous.
if kids found out, i would be an outcast; someone they would hate
..but if so, wouldn't that make them some what fake?
go figure. people=fake. they scream it; most of them live it.
and yet, everyone complains about DRAMA
;;the only people who complain are the ones that MAKE it.
..you're nothing special. we all bleed.
people just, force it out of themselves
that feeling you get, when you just want to scream. WHEN THE WORLD IS GOING WRONG; WHEN YOU HAVE NO ONE; WHEN YOU FEEL ALONE. cutting is like, a heaven. it makes it go away. it makes you feel real "when everything feel's like the movies, yeah you bleed just to know you're alive." no one can tell you how it's wrong when you know it's right
people have different feelings.Sometimes, these feelings cant... wont be shared. people have no one at times, people hurt more than others know. they look at others as if they're plastic, fake. and yet still remain to be so perfect. those are the ones we envy. we hate. we destroy in our minds. but what makes them so popular?
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Her best friend tells her not to do it again,
But she never listens to anyone.
12:00 again,
Loking the bedroom door
Pressing the knife against her wrists
Crying out loud one more time
Letting the blood drip on her arms down to the floor
She goes downstairs
Her mother asks what happened to her arms
She saids "Oh,Um...the cat just scratched me thats all".
Runs upstairs again,Screams,"Why wont it stop BLEEDING?!!?"
Calls her best friend,Manny.
Manny screams,
"I told you not to do it again!But you never listen!
That will do so much to you!
I hate it that you want to kill yourself!I love you..."
Hangs up the phone
Takes the knife to her throat
Dead. Silence. Gone
Her mother walks in and sees her daughter dead on the floor
Screaming and crying,she calls the girls best friend
Asking,"What the f*** happened to my daughter!!!"
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[19 Jul 2005|10:03pm] |
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opps i just said "ewww i cried last nite" on emolyrics...didnt mean to do that haha....ahh well...gosh life sux...
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