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[21 Jan 2008|11:33am]

amnesia140
Name: Anj
Age: 18
Ht: 5'4
HW: 140
LW: 114
CW: 137
STGW: 130
LTGW: 110

Im sick of feeling this way....i spiraled downword with my self control and ballooned up in weight. Im sick of seeing the girls in the hall who are size 0's and wishing my size 7 and even size 9 jeans would be drowning me....it all started when my best friend of 4 years gave away my secret journal to my father, and all my friends found out...thats when i stopped using blurty. up until that point this was a safe haven for me but now im away from home, away from her, and ready for a new start.
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hello. [02 Mar 2007|06:28pm]

_candystars
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | tell me-p diddy ft. christina aguilera ]

Stats:
Name: gina
Age: 16
Ht: 4'10
HW: 110
CW: 104
GW: 90

i know that everyone believes that short girls are skinny but we have a harder time at maintaining that. well, i do anyways. its hard for me. ana has been a pretty bumpy road... sometimes i have an occasional purge. my cravings get in and out of control and i hate it. i hate being compared to girls that are skinnier than i am, and well, comparing myself to them as well. i have INTENSE anxiety issues and i always feel that people are talking about how chunky i am and how fat my legs are... it really makes me hurt.
and my ana hasnt helped me all that much. it gives me some strength tho. the strength to have a disease, a disorder and not tell people about it. its a battle, it is.
and sometimes i break down and cry. when i cant cut calories or when i cant fast. i literally break down and cry and lead myself into a depressed state that lasts for days.
its so hard... so hard.
but im not gonna stop. and i want to be strong...
and ill be here for anyone that needs help.


here's and update for me that ive copied&pasted from previous journals:
so as of right now i have not eaten anything besides a hash brown today, and that was for breakfast.
and strictly to make it so that i dont fall asleep in class or pass out.
because i refuse to eat anything else today that consists of anything besides carrot sticks and crackers, unless ill have a way of getting rid of it.
so thats it for today, right now.
i think im gonna go for a three day fast, thats my goal for trying to start over.
and then ill get into a longer one.
so i'll update later.

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I wanted to be wanted to before I was loved. BY. CNT [28 Jan 2007|10:58am]
borderlineana
I wanted to be wanted to before I was loved. BY. CNT
http://www.anorexicweb.com/InsidetheFridge/proanorexia.html

I lovw my boyfriend and my self
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weight [17 Jun 2006|09:48am]
borderlineana
Hi,
Im 17 turning 18 in early Aug. I want to lose weight to i've been ana miaa abd bdd. I'm still a little bit of all of them. You have to be strong and sucicide is not the way out of anything its selfish and lazy and poor or neglected character. Stay strong and stick to you goals. Get angry at your self and work harded dont get all self pitied and gave up or in to suicied It's selfish ana is a community to self improve with inspiration all though some do the opposite and self destruct. remember this

I want to be the best i can be improve and work on all your weaknesses make your self face them and incounter them even though you hate it you have to deal with it. No matter how hard it is and then you will have the strength to reach your goals. I use to try and hide and cover my fat when ever i went out. that jusr babies and and keeps you from trying to burn it off. Dont hide it you gained most likly you did it to your self although some have health disorders which is in that case you didnt do it to you self however. Its your body dont hide it. That will empower you to change it. I have some much to share im kind of in a rush though.I do hope you read this I usualy never post so i do hope you read this. I think the moral of our core is getting low lol ( i went to a military school sorry i couldnt help it) but it is getting low so i wll post this orginal comment to you (Caitlin) in a lot or ana rooms i did not put you user name but you know who you are and. Theirs so many Caitlins that no ones going to know which one im talking to accept you Caitlin
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starting crash diet [17 Jun 2006|09:45am]
borderlineana
Tomorrow I'm starting it. Now that i think about it im storng i will start it today and up date later
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Yo [15 Jun 2006|09:36pm]

fragileframe18
[ mood | chipper ]

New Members Needed To Create An Active Community
Join
http://www.blurty.com/users/below110_iam/
Read Rules

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[15 Jun 2006|05:38pm]

fragileframe18
Bonjour.
^ Thats Right I Went There.
Name-Emma
CW-108
Goal-94
Height-5'3
<*l.j-cut*>[IMG]http://i65.photobucket.com/albums/h236/emilydickson/Ems006.jpg[/IMG]
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interesting info.. [19 May 2006|03:58pm]

lungsnlipslockd
[ mood | lazy ]

ok, i went lookin for tips online and i found a very useful website packed with info and tips on ana and mia and just weight loss in general. it gives you lists of "safe foods" and low calorie things. and things you can do or eat to refrain from eating bad things

the website is

www.pro-ana-nation.com

just thought that was an interesting find.

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motivation [19 May 2006|02:05pm]

lungsnlipslockd
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Bad Habit by: The Dresden Dolls ]

ok...so i have been losing weight pretty steadily over the last year. i've lost 30 pounds which doesnt sound like much (to me at least) but i look a lot better than i used to..but i'm still not happy with my body.

i am not anorexic..but it sounds nice. to have the control over whether you eat or not. unfortunately it does not come easily to me.

i've gone a few weeks with eating almost nothing every day and i lose a lot of weight that way. and then i go a few weeks when i will eat whatever the hell i want to. and i cant seem to help it no matter how much i try.

i'm 5'5''
the highest i've ever weigh is 173
the lowest is 132
i weigh 140 right now. ...and i'm stuck. :-/

i am looking for motivation to help me out...

i keep jumpin from somehwhere around 133 back to 140 and its driving me nuts. ...my goal weight is anywhere between 100 and 110

if anyone has any motivating words, suggestions, tips whatever! please PLEASE share!

:-) thanks!

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[05 May 2006|06:46am]

killerbunni
[ mood | accomplished ]

I MADE JV CHEERLEADING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!

(a great form of exercize comming to kick my ass)

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[25 Apr 2006|12:59pm]

killerbunni
heyy long time no posty. i'm 109.5/110. yay! heh.

im not very hyper or in a good mood but i have been told to post. so i am. ::sigh::

not much else to say.
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New [26 Feb 2006|02:52am]

heyvalentine19
Hey I'm new to this community. My name is Sarah.

Age-17
Height- 5'2"
HW- 126
LW- 108
CW- 112

I really want to lose six pounds this week.
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[22 Feb 2006|08:43pm]

xkiss_of_firex
I really want to lose weight, my stomach is so fat. I can litterlly pull the flab away from it, its disgusting.
Does any one have any tips?
On how to lose it? Tone it up?
And just in general stay motivated?
any help,
x
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[22 Feb 2006|08:42pm]

xkiss_of_firex
Name: Xiu
Age: 15
Location: united kingdom.
What ED do you have?: I just want to be beautiful.
How long have you had your ED (s): On and off for a few years, but never as strong or as long as this.
Height: 5.7
Highest Weight: 9 stone
Lowest Weight: 6 stone
Present Weight:9 stone
Short Term Goal Weight: 7 stone
Long term Goal Weight: 5 or 6 stone
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[19 Feb 2006|10:24am]

killerbunni
[ mood | happy/ tired ]

114.5! 19 lbs to go, in 55 days.

WEll, im happy about that. last night at this stupid thing my mom made me go to, i did 800 cruches (4 different types, 150 for the all abs one, 75 per side to single sided ones.) ^_^ and 50 push ups. which, yah, isnt that much im comparsion to other girls here, but it was good for me. and i did my belly dancing this morning (i half assed it though bc it was to early in the morning and i wasn't strechable)

However on the eating side, i ate kinda alot. i had breakfast that i figure is around 250 calories... lunch 700... and then at 2:30 i had these cinnabun things... but then i did all my crunches after i ate those bc i felt sooo guilty.

I didn't gain any wieght from them so ++. ANd for the last two days, where I've lost about a pound.. ( i think) I haven't been using my green tea pills or the energy pills. GO ME! heh.. alright well, I'll stop babbling now.

THINK THIN LADIES. Perfection exsists because we make it so. You girls are perfection.

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[15 Jan 2006|11:37am]

killerbunni
I'm 100% new, my mind likes the idea of being ana yet my stomach says maybe not so much ...

Age - 16
Height - 5'0"
HW - 121
LW - 119
CW - 117
STGoal - 100
LTGoal - 95

I'm looking for someone who i can talk to, someone who i can help and they can help me with fasting and things, pretty much an anorexic buddy system... anyone?
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[12 Jan 2006|09:50pm]

hellogoodbyexo
Hey I'm new here, my name is Laura.
In the past 2 weeks I have lost 10 pounds.
And I could really use someone to talk to.
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[12 Jan 2006|03:48pm]

hiximchristine



I like that picture.

QUESTION

1) Whats B.E.D?
2) Whats B.D.D?
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[12 Jan 2006|03:05pm]

hiximchristine

READ!



I thought last night that im so glad i have all of you. If i told my bestfriend about me being mia, then she just wouldnt understand. Thats why i think that all of you girls are the only people i can talk to about it cause you go through the same thing. I just think if i told my bestfriend that she would care and i mean way too much. and i dont want that caring leading to telling my mom. I mean, she just doesnt understand the way i think about it. She'll think its this whole big thing and its dangerous and in some cases, yes it is but i just dont care because im been mia for a year now and ive never told anyone besides all of you. I thank you all so much that i have somebody to support me. I am always here for you girls. No matter what. Thin is in and thats what we want and who cares about other people and what they think. They dont understand the feeling. I love youu. THANK YOU SO MUCH!

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[10 Jan 2006|06:05pm]

hiximchristine
I have two questions.

1) Does drinking water before a meal make your eat less?

2) What is a water fast?

i mean, i know im probably supposed to know but thats a new term to me b/c i only know ana and mia.

THanks in advance
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