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I've come to the conclusion that no matter how bad something may seem, there are always ways for it to get worse and ways for it to get better. No matter what, there is something good out there. I made a random phone call because I felt like I should, and it ended up making me feel really really good. I ordered for myself something I have been coveting, because it was 50% off and I needed something to make me a bit happier. Now, every time I think about it, I can at least smile in anticipation of it arriving. I think that if I can get started on making next year better, then I can be better equipped to shrug off and ignore the bad things around me now. At some point soon I think I'll call my parents and level with them about all the stuff going on because I know it means a lot to them when I keep them informed and show that I do need them. And I'm going to try and keep to my goal of studying harder. As lame as it seems, I think I need to actually follow through with it. I'm starting to believe in people again, and that above all has to be a good thing. |
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satisfied.