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Sometimes, I get this terrible fear. A fear that I'm somehow this huge snob and don't even know it. Maybe it happened when I went to Hockaday; maybe I just was one to begin with. But, is it wrong to expect a certain level of depth from people? It's really just my roommates. There is never any discussion about anything but "cute guys", drinking, and music. It just so boring. There is never really even discussion about anything remotely personal. Except, of course, who wants to be dating whom. Did I just miss this dullness by going to Hockaday? I guess I just never really thought that people didn't occasionally sit around and shoot the shit about stuff?really just for the fun of having a debate. I mean, it wasn't even always all about the actual topic. I guess I'm just wondering why I feel like this is not really my fault. Like they should want to do these things. I mean, I just always thought that's what friends did. |
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