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Strange feelings of déjà vu that fades in and out I seem to trade moments of now for moments of past. Like driving down the toll way in my car late at night. Had a momentary lapse, forgetting I’ve been gone for a long time, and that I have life now somewhere else. Everything seemed so familiar, so the same. I woke up this morning just as the sun was coming up, and I lay awake for long time thinking. I will always marvel at those trains of thought that start somewhere, and end leaving you to wonder how you got to it. But of course, if you trace it back, it all makes sense. Seems that everything was up for thought this morning. I’ve never really been in this situation before. Its transient, somewhat encapsulated. I’ll be here for a time, then I will return to somewhere else. Most things here are temporary. But right here is the strangest thing of all. Very few of the people I’d want to spend a lot of time with are here, and I’m not really in a position to make a whole pile of new acquaintances. My only real accomplishment today was to catch on the episodes of QAF that I missed. I would have gone over to starbucks but my dad took my application. No idea why. |
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working.
cold.