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Thursday, January 24th, 2008
1:32p
Gah why do i keep getting trapped in these webs! its like i dont even see it coming or even a chance to say no and im already immediately sucked in to do what i have to do. i fucking cant stand being so miserable anymore. i cant stand putting myself at fault and just worrying about everyone else but my happiness. but sometimes i guess i have to. everyone else is right but not me? how the fuck does that keep happening. like how am i always the one wrong? how do u think u do absolutely nothing wrong!?
GAH i cant deal with this shit anymore. i just want a job, i want to be mobile and i want to separate myself from everybody just leave me the fuck alone. i m sick of catering to everyone's wants needs and desires. and im sick of being taken as a fool. im not that dumb for fucks sakes. give me alil credit eh?

i just wanna go home now : (

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