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Thursday, January 10th, 2008
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5:14p
ok.
relaxed and not angry anymore
that was a good vent
im clear headed now.
im ok
i got this.
i just wish the person i love the most was the person to point out what a fucking horrible person i am
thats what hurts the most. this person that all i want to do is make them happy and in fact i have made them absolutely miserable. thats not a good feeling. and changing who you are after 18yrs of yer life is fucking hard.
im really trying sooooooo hard
but i guess a year is the deadline. it wont continue like this.
god i truly feel like a huge piece of shit
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