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Thursday, July 3rd, 2008
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7:42 pm
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| Wednesday, June 25th, 2008
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7:31 pm
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Today's Card: Queen of Wands
In this card we see the queen sitting upon her throne. Behind her
are grayish kind of drab skies, and before her is her familiar, her
companion represented in the kitty cat before the throne. This queen
is loving and affectionate. She aims to please and longs to receive
love and attention in return. Generous and always giving of her time
and resources, sometimes this queen gets so caught up in others she
loses her own sense of identity. Her own needs get put aside, and
without being attended to, they begin to loom behind her.
She reminds us that in self-fulfillment we are better able to draw
others to us who respect our decisions and value our uniqueness.
Being a strong role model and example for others requires us to know
ourselves, and to be confident with who we are. We cannot give what
we don't have. Often we are told that to be self-serving is an act
of selfishness. However, being self-fulfilled is not only
not "selfish", it is a sure way to return something positive to the
world. Those who take the time to fulfill their own destiny inspire
others to also find themselves. This card reminds us to balance
time spent on ourselves with our other obligations if we are to
remain strong. Don't allow your dreams to be placed on the back
burner.
Today honor yourself and the important role you play within your
family, place of employment, and community. Recognize your ability
to lead by example, and use your fresh new ideas and inspirations to
enhance your experience and bring joy to those around you. Remember
we can't "fix" others, but in working on developing our own strength,
we will naturally inspire others to do the same.
Where does your power lie? What are your greatest strengths and what
challenges are you growing through? Looking for your soul purpose?
My life path and know thyself spreads both look at all of these
questions in detail. Try one of these or many others today and gain
insight and wisdom to assist you on your path.
gosh its amazing how much these flippin apply
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| Monday, June 23rd, 2008
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6:00 pm
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| Saturday, June 21st, 2008
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8:58 pm
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What if i said you never mattered. That i never lost one moment of sleep. What if i crushed all our dreams and broke all the promises you swore to keep. Tell me how your life would be if i did to you what you did to me.
Welcome to the tragic kingdom.
Cornfields of popcorn have yet to spring open.
Disillusioned as they enter.
They're unaware what's behind castle walls.
Once was a magical place.
Over time it was lost.
Price increased the cost.
They pay homage to a king whose dreams are buried in their minds.
that is all......
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| Wednesday, June 18th, 2008
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7:47 pm
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Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don't be ashamed to cry
You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Herald what your mother said
Read the books your father read
Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time
Some may have more cash than you
Others take a different view
My oh my, hey hey
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Don't ask no questions, it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning
You can't stop it, if you try to
This time it's danger staring you in the face
Oh oh
Remember
Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
My oh my, hey hey
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Yeah yeah yeah
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Yeah yeah
Got to be bold
Got to be bad
Got to be wise
No one ever said
Got to be hard
Not too too hard
All I know is
I never saved the day
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
for real........
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| Thursday, June 12th, 2008
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11:25 pm
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# 1
She had been dreaming. She let the night speak of fears and tranquilly however, the fire had come too near and the dream was wakened with a cry
-JG
# 2
All will remain this lovely and sweet. romantic boxes puzzle her sweet kiss. gentlemen loved her inner most kiss. He never knew about the picture in her white kept sprout. She drew guesses. Then, it was doubtful they would be proud of her. He sat on the edge of the bed and looked as if he had cut off five moving men. Of course he was the uneasy child.
Lovely Liza was the gayest, wildly, simpler child until she was asleep in unproper places. See her on her knees sweet as evil folded up prettier for you. See a map, draw a map, zigzags with splashes of colour. lonely gnomes, princes and decay with a hooked nose. murders, chocolate and rather confusing flamingoes turned upside down.
Parents have a magic for adventure but by day you could not understand the most perplexing minds.
cocky pet?
fairies were part of time and grown ups assured words "it is non sense". it would blow over and be troubled, for their dead revolution smiled. It is naughty. she came on her bed and knew love is not true. could it be a dream?
im fucking sweet...just remember that.......
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| Tuesday, June 10th, 2008
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8:18 pm
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| Wednesday, June 4th, 2008
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11:43 pm
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
(Ohhh)
It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
(Ohhhhh Ohhh Ohhh)
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
Oooooh Oooooh Oooooh
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| Monday, June 2nd, 2008
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10:45 pm
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| Monday, May 26th, 2008
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5:16 pm
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| Tuesday, May 20th, 2008
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12:03 pm
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Today's Card: The Chariot
In this card we see the charioteer driving the two lions. He is
taking charge of the situation, and making his move.
This card reminds us that it is important to not lose sight of our
goals. Take steps every day that move you towards your highest
ambitions.
Try making a "to do" list or break your larger goals into
smaller, "bite sized" chunks and cross off all the smaller goals as
you reach them. Seeing your progress at a glance can keep you on
purpose and motivated.
The Chariot card reminds us that growth requires action. If you
have been spending more time planning than doing lately, put your
plans into action.
The chariot is a card of ambition and desire, but also a card of
stamina and drive. Do whatever it takes to boost your enthusiasm
and stay on purpose. Also, evaluate your goals. If you find some
goals remain elusive, or you can't seem to get things moving,
perhaps you are chasing the wrong dream. When we are truly
passionate about a goal, the energy to achieve it will follow.
The chariot speaks of the ability to overcome obstacles as you
continue to make progress.
its so true.....
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| Thursday, May 8th, 2008
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1:02 pm - lovee it haha
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(Intro)
This is a national security alert.
Ground music.
Flipmode.
Aftermath.
(Verse 1)
Here we go!
Back with the most venomous rap
I be the god father of the club banger, let me hear you clap
You can applause me from the very beginning
You can give me yo, standing ovation while I'm banging your face in
With another banger, now call it a cliff hanger
Watch me mangle and strangle this whole rap shit, Come On!
You can see the way I make em act sick from down bottom
The way I got em gimme my cash quick, Come On!
Rock on, you better grab on to something
Because I'm about to shake shit again to make a black bitch, Come On!
I can hear the shots ring off, my bitches taking everything off
Each other got em wilding one of a kind
By the King Kong, Big Foot gully with a scully bully of rap
Still ugly with the money running a trap
Now they giving me dap
As far as I'm concerned in this motherf**ker look how I got em
Now they ready to shout
(Chorus)
So, don’t touch me nigga, you might burn yourself (Ha)
Don't touch me nigga, you might burn yourself
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
(Verse 2)
Here We Go!
Now you see the alcohol spilling
And we got em, hands in the ceiling
You know we only come to rattle the building
And break it on down just a little once again knowing we holding
The bank so let me keep the dice rolling
And keep it traditional the way I keep my money falling
While you slacking on your macking dude we always keep it going
Right to the left, do it to def
Now watch me come through with a chisel
That make the game sizzle, And I
Pull out the skillet prepare for the cooking
How I'm wilding niggas wondering when I'm gonna bring the hook in
Thugs ice grilling every time they get to looking
Got em wilding over seas all the way back to GO BROOKLYN!
Now they ready to spaz, cause we bring the best to them
Shit that shut it down on the regular
That’s with the, fly 80's nigga that was whipping in a Creseda
Fresher than, most of these niggas killing the rest of them
Villains that was thinking that they rushing in and busting in
But the way we was doing, we was muscling their hustling
(Chorus)
So, don’t touch me nigga, you might burn yourself (Ha)
Don't touch me nigga, you might burn yourself
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
(Verse 3)
Here we go!
You don't really want it my dude
I'm saying most my niggas is rude
And when we come, we eat a nigga food
Back to the fact of the matter at hand
For me to come and control this whole shit, was only part of the plan
The other part of the plan, for you to understand
That nothing can f**k with the kid, Let me say it again!
The Broad Back B, Busta Bust back to put out the trash
And just for the record we got it on smash, now
How the f**k they even got the audacity
To fire marshal come and try to talk about the capacity
Every time I'm in the spot I hope you know it has to be
Extremely packed to shut it down you'll probably cause a tragedy
Don't you know that when I'm in the place I change the mood again
I be wilding with raunchy bitches and a bunch of hooligans
Now don't get it f**ked up just because I flaunt it
Niggas think that they can test me bring it if you really want it
See I be the type to always beat you to the punch faster
I keep a smile on my face but carry the bush master
(Chorus)
So, don’t touch me nigga, you might burn yourself (Ha)
Don't touch me nigga, you might burn yourself
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
(Verse 4)
Keep it going!
You already know I said it word to the mother
Shit is so hot you niggas think its cold up in the summer
Shh - calm the noise down lets get a little quiet
Cause the neighbors call the police, they know we cause riots
And they know that we'll have them thinking they dancing with the devil
When they play the music turn the volume to the highest level
(Breathe in, breathe out, and sigh)
You got it right let’s keep the bombs going like we lit a stick
Of dynamite now you know you need to follow whenever you hear the god spit, Aww shit!
You see me nigga back in the cockpit
I be getting this money I'll give you all a stock tip
First buy a nigga till you see the sweat drop, drip
(Chorus)
So, don’t touch me nigga, you might burn yourself (Ha)
Don't touch me nigga, you might burn yourself
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
We got em hot in this bitch, so throw the water on em (Hey)
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| Tuesday, May 6th, 2008
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12:35 pm
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this just says it all really... any of my words dont seem to work....
let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels
our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain
let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind
if it's me you need to turn to
we'll get by,
it's the heart that really matters in the end
our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain
all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now
in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain,
still remain
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away
but these small hours
these little wonders still remain
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i feel like i gotta get it all out. i need to express what is haunting me but yet i cannot seem to find the right words to get my exact point across. but i dont know where to start. i dont know what exactly to say. the right ideals and thoughts have yet to seep in and make themselves known for my speaking pleasure. im not sure when it is going to happen or what exactly it is going to take but i know i need it to happen soon. i need to like totally transfer my body and mind into nothing but a big ball of positivity. nothing more, nothing less. and i know its just gonna be one of those things that when it clicks its there and i will finally be at ease. i can stop putting myself through a personal hell that need not exist anymore but for some reason my brain still feels as though it does. i swear i either need to be hit in the head or like hypnotized lol my brain and though process just does not seem to get what is going on. i guess that is my fault for maybe not trying hard enough and for letting the negative still seep through and come out at unwanted times....
god dammit see i just fucking did it again...like i do it now without even realizing. i guess what im not seeing is A. how frequent i do it B. when im doing it C. and i cant seem to catch it before it just spills out.
i need to think slower and like really think about what i say before i say it. gotta stop focusing on what i dont have and what i want and do have. i gotta start feeling better about myself and not being my own worst enemy. i mean this lifestyle isnt even working anymore but yet my fat head cant just snap with these realizations and apply them to daily life!! i wish i wouldnt get doubted though. i mean i understand it may not seem like im trying or getting it etc but i really dont want to hear that you think im stuggling even if it is true. i dont feel that constant reminder is needed.....
but yeah i understand i can suck to be around....but im working on that....and i know its something that can be altered and continuously worked on. i feel like im getting there, i have gotten better even if it doesnt seem like it i know deep inside the seed is slowly starting to sprout and i am slowly letting the sunshine in to let it grow and blossom into the amazing person i know i can be.
Trust, love, happiness, success, appreciation, gratitude and positivity. these are words i need to constantly live by even when i feel one is lacking.
ok im done blabbing... feel alil better though so i guess thats all that matters im not writing to please anybody else but myself....
thats all i need to start worrying about.....
current music: John Butler Trio
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| Monday, May 5th, 2008
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2:01 pm - good idea.....
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Ace of Swords
The Ace of Swords indicates a period of overcoming obstacles and
making the most out of a challenge.
When the Ace of Swords comes up it indicates a time to wipe the slate
clean and start fresh. Do you have a situation in your life that
needs to be cleared up to get you toward your goal of inner peace?
Time to reconcile the differences
When spring approaches many of us set about the task of spring
cleaning, a sort of ritual almost in releasing the old and welcoming
the new potential of spring. This card reminds us that now is a good
time to for another "housecleaning" of sorts. Take time to clean up
areas that no longer serve your growth and you can then wake up to
more of your potential with the same kind of enthusiasm and new energy
that often accompanies the arrival of Spring.
Swords are action cards, Aces new beginnings and fresh starts. This
ace reminds us that complacency or procrastination can be harmful. By
removing all that is no longer needed, you make room for better
circumstances to make their way to you.
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| Thursday, May 1st, 2008
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1:11 pm
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12:35 pm
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i will one of these days be able to give a big fuck you to all who have ever doubted and thought i couldn't......
i cant wait. and i cant wait till you see what i big deal i am once i am no longer around........not saying im about to jump over the falls or nething.....but in general....
do not take advantage or it slips through your fingers like sand......
to laugh in the faces of those who ever thought negative of me...
fuck not feeling good about myself why shouldn't i. i am a lot better than people make me out to be....
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| Saturday, April 26th, 2008
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4:51 pm
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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck this day fuck this week fuck everybody fuck everything i officially do not give a shit anymore fuck me over lie to me i dont care because nobody cares about me either....you dont care about me feelings my concerns my issues man fuck off for making me believe you ever fucking did.....its all about you and yer selfishness everybody all for yourself and nobody else......
well guess what?
time for me to be greedy and for me to do whatever the fuck i want...not caring who i hurt and who gives a fuck cuz i sure as hell dont....
so for a lack of better words
FUCK OFF
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| Friday, April 25th, 2008
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9:50 pm
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i need to stop caring so much.
you dont consider my feelings, then why should i.
everybody its just fucking ridiculous.
i feel so insufficient right now. im fucking sick of it.
well gonna drop one habit and start picking up a few better ones for real.
i need to get myself worked out first
its my time now
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