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Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
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1:16 pm - Ho-lee Shit.
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The days have gone by so fast......
The months........
Okay.....
A breif overveiw of the past, like, what...three, four months?
Still no love life. School is almost over. I made a new friend: Megan.
And that's about it....
current mood:  calm
current music: The Cure - Boys Don't Cry
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| Sunday, February 29th, 2004
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1:25 pm - < sigh >
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Today, I feel...........
current mood:  indescribable
current music: The Damned - Jet Boy Jet Girl
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| Thursday, February 26th, 2004
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9:56 pm - fj
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9:40 pm - I enjoy my friend's...
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I was talking to Demmi, AKA Chrybmb, for a little while.... an insignificant conversation, but still, the best company i've had all day....
chrybmb420: hey
BootlegRobotics: Whoa!
BootlegRobotics: Hey!
chrybmb420: wazup homie
BootlegRobotics: Areoplanes..... and clouds and, and, and... blueness.
chrybmb420: hahhahah across the universe is on your profile thats coo
BootlegRobotics: Yeah... I had that song stuck in my head all f-ing day.
chrybmb420: hhaha
chrybmb420: crazy
BootlegRobotics: Fo sho
chrybmb420: dude catering to venus and caustic resin played a show together last night\
chrybmb420: at neuor;ux
BootlegRobotics: Yeah... my mom told me about that....
BootlegRobotics: Did you go?
chrybmb420: nerolux, 21 and over my friend
BootlegRobotics: Pssh... oh yeah. I forgotteded.
chrybmb420: but i watched the video tape today and it was a really good show
BootlegRobotics: I bet.
chrybmb420: suzanne and dana were all drunk and dancin all over the place it was funny
BootlegRobotics: Haha!
chrybmb420: and this chick with this like blonde super curly hair told my mom that she wanted to bone andy
BootlegRobotics: HAHAHAHA
chrybmb420: and then she founf out that who my dad was and she went to muy mom and was like you were with him too your lucky
BootlegRobotics: That lady sounds like a wack-o.
BootlegRobotics: A poop weirdo.
chrybmb420: i know
chrybmb420: poop
chrybmb420: hehehe
BootlegRobotics: Tehee!
chrybmb420: so battle of the bands is on sunday the13th
BootlegRobotics: Really?
chrybmb420: and ctv is playin
BootlegRobotics: Coo.. we should go toether... with Rae.
chrybmb420: yah
chrybmb420: im plannin on goin
chrybmb420: its on a sunday though so theres school the next day
chrybmb420: and its pretty late
BootlegRobotics: Oh... that's dumb,
chrybmb420: yeah
chrybmb420: but im goin any way
BootlegRobotics: My mom might let me go... maybe,,,,,,
BootlegRobotics: If I ask.
chrybmb420: we should practice again i feel like playin but i have noone to jan with
chrybmb420: man
BootlegRobotics: Yea. doooood
chrybmb420: 8-)we need to find a drummer
chrybmb420: some one who just clicks
BootlegRobotics: Clicks.
chrybmb420: and we dont need to teach them anything
BootlegRobotics: Yeah.......
chrybmb420: we all just play good together
BootlegRobotics: The only drummers I know are assholes AND they're already in bands....
chrybmb420: hahaha
chrybmb420: yah
chrybmb420: same here
BootlegRobotics: Hmm....
BootlegRobotics: I wonder how we would find one....
chrybmb420: yeah
BootlegRobotics: We could place an ad in the paper, but... that means there might be, like, auditions... and that's dumb.
chrybmb420: yeah
chrybmb420: its like it should just happen
chrybmb420: but noone we know can play
BootlegRobotics: DAMNIT!
BootlegRobotics: AHHH!
chrybmb420: hahah
chrybmb420: i know
BootlegRobotics: What if someone just fell out of the sky... and they could play the drums...
chrybmb420: that would be awsome
BootlegRobotics: Yeah
chrybmb420: but dude i got to go
BootlegRobotics: Okay..
chrybmb420: ill talk to you later
chrybmb420: till next time
chrybmb420: nah nye
BootlegRobotics: Goodbye!
chrybmb420 signed off at 9:35:36 PM.
Today was a horrid day. But hey! My dentist gave me some valium for my tooth!
I may be cynical, but at least i'm not neurotic.
Yesterday was my birthday.
People sang to me.
Rae gave me a better Ouija board... and a Japanese sub-title movie.
Caustic Resin and CTV, played at the Neurolux last night, too (duh)
I really wanted to go, but I couldn't...
That's the third time Brett, Demmi's dad, has been in town, and I haven't been able to go to a show.
They always play at the bars.....
Tomorrow is Friday. I want to go to the Record Exchange.
Maybe I wont, maybe I will....
current mood:  cynical
current music: Dead Kennedys - Forest Fire
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9:40 pm - I enjoy my friend's...
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I was talking to Demmi, AKA Chrybmb, for a little while.... an insignificant conversation, but still, the best company i've had all day....
chrybmb420: hey
BootlegRobotics: Whoa!
BootlegRobotics: Hey!
chrybmb420: wazup homie
BootlegRobotics: Areoplanes..... and clouds and, and, and... blueness.
chrybmb420: hahhahah across the universe is on your profile thats coo
BootlegRobotics: Yeah... I had that song stuck in my head all f-ing day.
chrybmb420: hhaha
chrybmb420: crazy
BootlegRobotics: Fo sho
chrybmb420: dude catering to venus and caustic resin played a show together last night\
chrybmb420: at neuor;ux
BootlegRobotics: Yeah... my mom told me about that....
BootlegRobotics: Did you go?
chrybmb420: nerolux, 21 and over my friend
BootlegRobotics: Pssh... oh yeah. I forgotteded.
chrybmb420: but i watched the video tape today and it was a really good show
BootlegRobotics: I bet.
chrybmb420: suzanne and dana were all drunk and dancin all over the place it was funny
BootlegRobotics: Haha!
chrybmb420: and this chick with this like blonde super curly hair told my mom that she wanted to bone andy
BootlegRobotics: HAHAHAHA
chrybmb420: and then she founf out that who my dad was and she went to muy mom and was like you were with him too your lucky
BootlegRobotics: That lady sounds like a wack-o.
BootlegRobotics: A poop weirdo.
chrybmb420: i know
chrybmb420: poop
chrybmb420: hehehe
BootlegRobotics: Tehee!
chrybmb420: so battle of the bands is on sunday the13th
BootlegRobotics: Really?
chrybmb420: and ctv is playin
BootlegRobotics: Coo.. we should go toether... with Rae.
chrybmb420: yah
chrybmb420: im plannin on goin
chrybmb420: its on a sunday though so theres school the next day
chrybmb420: and its pretty late
BootlegRobotics: Oh... that's dumb,
chrybmb420: yeah
chrybmb420: but im goin any way
BootlegRobotics: My mom might let me go... maybe,,,,,,
BootlegRobotics: If I ask.
chrybmb420: we should practice again i feel like playin but i have noone to jan with
chrybmb420: man
BootlegRobotics: Yea. doooood
chrybmb420: 8-)we need to find a drummer
chrybmb420: some one who just clicks
BootlegRobotics: Clicks.
chrybmb420: and we dont need to teach them anything
BootlegRobotics: Yeah.......
chrybmb420: we all just play good together
BootlegRobotics: The only drummers I know are assholes AND they're already in bands....
chrybmb420: hahaha
chrybmb420: yah
chrybmb420: same here
BootlegRobotics: Hmm....
BootlegRobotics: I wonder how we would find one....
chrybmb420: yeah
BootlegRobotics: We could place an ad in the paper, but... that means there might be, like, auditions... and that's dumb.
chrybmb420: yeah
chrybmb420: its like it should just happen
chrybmb420: but noone we know can play
BootlegRobotics: DAMNIT!
BootlegRobotics: AHHH!
chrybmb420: hahah
chrybmb420: i know
BootlegRobotics: What if someone just fell out of the sky... and they could play the drums...
chrybmb420: that would be awsome
BootlegRobotics: Yeah
chrybmb420: but dude i got to go
BootlegRobotics: Okay..
chrybmb420: ill talk to you later
chrybmb420: till next time
chrybmb420: nah nye
BootlegRobotics: Goodbye!
chrybmb420 signed off at 9:35:36 PM.
Today was a horrid day. But hey! My dentist gave me some valium for my tooth!
I may be cynical, but at least i'm not neurotic.
Yesterday was my birthday.
People sang to me.
Rae gave me an Ouija board... and a Japanese sub-title movie.
Caustic Resin and CTV, played at the Neurolux last night, too (duh)
I really wanted to go, but I couldn't...
That's the third time Brett, Demmi's dad, has been in town, and I haven't been able to go to a show.
They always play at the bars.....
Tomorrow is Friday. I want to go to the Record Exchange.
Maybe I wont, maybe I will....
current mood: cynical
current music: Dead Kennedys - Forest Fire
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| Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
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8:50 pm - Um...
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Today was a shit day.
But, it got better...
When school got out, Drew, after much, much pleading, took Emily and I too her house.
Drew hung out for a little while -- then he left.
I love Emily!
current mood:  good
current music: Cock Sparrer - White Riot
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| Saturday, February 21st, 2004
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4:24 pm - :/
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Last night, I was at Demmi's house, and Andy brought over his Ouija board.
So, we come across this spirit called Rita.
We first asked her "what" she was, and she relied with:
A ghost.
Then, Rae asked, "What is Nychele's biggest fear?"
It slowly moved, spelling my fear, one letter at a time.
It moved to A.
It slithered to L
And, then it advanced to O
It prowled upon the N
And, as it was creeping up on E...
I took my hands off and broke into tears.
Then, Rae started crying, too.
We were huddled in the cornor in a hysterical fit of sadness.
It was actually kind of cleansing.
My biggest fear is being alone.
So, today, I got out my Ouija board and Yaz, my dog, came through.
I started crying.
I was so happy!
I asked him, "How did you die?"
And he replyed with "Lymph node cancer" which is how he died.
I asked if he loved anyone in the room and he said "Yes" so I asked who and he said "You".
"How do you know you love me?" I asked
"Because I just do", he said..
Then, he told me that Tyler Sturgil is my soul mate.
And that Tuesday would be the perfect day to confess my love to him.
I said al oud to myself, "but i'm too scared"
and he said, "Don't be scared. I will be with you."
It was so weird...
...afriad and yet so very comforted.
current mood:  curious
current music: The Beatles - Across the universe
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| Thursday, February 19th, 2004
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8:40 pm - dsfgkjbnhk
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AHHH!
I don't know what to say..... uh........
current mood:  weird
current music: The Exploited - Sex and violence
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| Wednesday, February 18th, 2004
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9:42 pm - Uh..
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This really isn't half as exciting as yesterdays fire accident...
Today, in theater, we had this snooty, tight-ass bitch from a substitute, for two hours, even (block day) and we, the class, are watching this horrible four hour musical, The Unsinkable Molly Brown.
So, Emily and I are sitting in the back, like always, with Kam, Tyler and Valarie.
So, Emily and I, stand upo and just, walk out of the classroom, no questions asked.
"For all I know, you could have been smoking in the bathroom, or you could have been taken and held ransom for thousands and thousand of dollars and it would be all my fault...blah blah blah"
She was over reacting, entirely.
Anyways, chitter chatter, blah blah, etc, Valarie had her lighter and lit my pants on fire.
They were on fire and I freaked out.
Seriously, I saw my life flash before my eyes.
I screamed, the teacher flipped and then the bell rang.
Not really that fun of a story, but, whatever....
P.S: I love The Darkness, so choke on chinchilla chode, scumfuck.
current mood: content
current music: The Dwarves - I will deny
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| Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
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4:20 pm - GOD.
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Everything is so fucked up right now.
I don't even want to talk about it.
Then, to make things more painful, my wisdom teeth are growing in, causing a majorly unbearable ache in the back of my mouth.
It feels like........... I have an ice-pick wedged in between my teeth. A horrible simile, I know. But, i'm in too much distress, agony, misery, torment, discomfort, torture, to even think.
It hurts to talk.
It hurts to smile.
It hurts to fuck.
AHHH!
GOD DAMN!
And then, I seem to be submerging back into that savage state of anxiety in which I need my drugs to calm me.
And the depression; it's back tenfold.
I must confess, though, that a portion of my day was quite enjoyable:
Danny, Tyson, Rae, Drew, Asa, and I were in one of those brimming-to-bursting-with-a-miscreant-sense-of-pervese-humor type of conversation, and just being our usual defiled selves, during lunch today.
We were prattling about, if a women shoved a bag of flour up her twat, would cookies come out of her ass? Things of that sort.
As we were discussing the insertion of an apple up the twat and an orange proceeding to fall right out of the ass, Rae, accidently, swiped the fire alarm with her arm and it went off.
It was the funniest god-fucking-damn thing I had every participated in, my whole shit life.
So, in a hysterical clot, we were all standing outside Mrs. Romani's class room, where the fire-alarm was planted, when she came out of her classroom; she looks hard, right at me with her protruding blue eyeBALLs and does that finger thing. That, you-will-come-to-me-because-you're-in-troble or the you-are-sexy-come-over-here-and-spread-yourself finger gesture; in this case, I think, and hope, it was the trouble option.
You know? Yeah.. whateva...
She says, "Come here."
And I said, "What the hell? I didn't do anything!"
Then rae came out of the classroom parallel to Romani's and saved my life by claiming full responsibility to the fire drill happening.
It was still fukin' funny, though... You really should have been there to see the unimpressed looks we received from the people who littered the halls.
Priceless.
current mood:  indifferent
current music: The Doors - Who do you love
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| Monday, February 16th, 2004
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4:53 pm - x{
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My wisdom teeth are growing in very painfully.
The other day, they were hurting so bad, I was on the verge of etering a spell of projectile vomiting.
They hurt now, too.
Boo-hoo, i'm in pain. Take mercy upon my foresaken soul.............. < cough >
No school today.
I've been listening to Elvis Presely and Roy Orbison all day, and now, i'm bored.
I guess, as terribly dreadful as this is, I would rather be in school - doing something.
current mood:  sore
current music: Roy Orbison - In Dreams
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| Saturday, February 14th, 2004
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3:16 pm - um...
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Happy Valentines Day, I guess........
God, I hate this holiday.
But whatever, i'm babysitting for my uncle tonight so I'll have some extra cash.
P.S:
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I'm in a Rocky Horror kind of mood....
current mood: blah
current music: Rock Horror Picture Show - Sweet Transvestite
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3:16 pm - um...
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Happy Valentines Day, I guess........
God, I hate this holiday.
But whatever, i'm babysitting for my uncle tonight so I'll have some extra cash.
current music: Rock Horror Picture Show - Sweet Transvestite
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| Thursday, February 12th, 2004
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5:10 pm - So...
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Tyson and I have this new theory:
The reason sloths are so damn slow, is because they are saving up all their energy to have fast, hard, sweaty sloth sex.
That is why they are so slow.
current mood: calm
current music: 45 Grave - Fucked by the Devil
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| Sunday, February 8th, 2004
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9:54 pm - HAHAHA!
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I'm still laughing....
XDD
current mood:  chipper
current music: GG Allin - I wanna eat you out
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9:50 pm - x}
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< cackle >
I am laughing so fuckin' hard right now.....................
current mood:  crazy
current music: GG Allin - Bite it, you scum
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| Saturday, February 7th, 2004
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11:30 am - Wow...
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I was feeling really, um... obsessive-compulsive.. and, well...
I just, fuckin' raped my bathroom.
I don't think it has ever been this.... clean.
God.
V.v
current mood: weird
current music: < No music? >
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| Thursday, February 5th, 2004
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9:40 pm - Le sigh...
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School sucked, like usual.
Today was blockday.
Two fuckin hours with the English teacher who is my idea of hell.
Two fucking hours with my plaque-faced math teacher.
Two fucking hours in Latin with our new seating arrangement which leaves me isolated in the back of the classroom.
Not that it's a bad thing, being in the back, but now my Latin friends and I can't cheat off each other anymore.
I'm really annoyed with everyone, lately.
So bad, that I can't even stand to be around my bestest-best best friend in the whole entire world and more.
I don't know why.
I, also, had a major realization, today: I have no chance with Asa.
So i'm giving up on him.
But, not Tyler.
I have clandestinely loved Tyler for three years. I'm not giving up.... yet......
At least tomorrow is Friday... for whatever that is worth....
current mood:  sad
current music: GBH - City Baby Attacked By Rats
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9:40 pm - Le sigh...
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School sucked, like usual.
Today was blockday.
Two fuckin hours with the English teacher who is my idea of hell.
Two fucking hours with my plaque-faced math teacher.
Two fucking hours in Latin with our new seating arrangement which leaves me isolated in the back of the classroom. Not that it's a bad thing, being in the back, but now me and my Latin friends can't cheat off each other anymore.
I'm really annoyed with everyone, lately.
So bad, that I can't even stand to be around my bestest-best best friend in the whole entire world and more.
I don't know why.
I, also, had a major realization, today: I have no chance with Asa.
So i'm giving up on him.
But, not Tyler.
I have clandestinely loved Tyler for three years. I'm not giving up.... yet......
At least tomorrow is Friday... for whatever that is worth....
current mood: sad
current music: GBH - City Baby Attacked By Rats
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7:16 am - Fuck....
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I don't want to go to school, today.
current mood:  cranky
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