| "You're the reason I believe in love" |
[11 Jun 2004|12:44pm] |
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I miss my baby
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| Who Am I? |
[11 Jun 2004|12:14pm] |
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So I have been taking care of the dogs lately and they piss me off!! They make me think horrible things about them, I just can't stand them! It makes Des unhappy to hear this but I hate her dogs, there's no way around it. Sometimes I want to kick the annoying assholes right in thier faces and then I feel horrible about hating them so much. I just needed to get this off of my chest....I would never do anything horribly wrong to them, I just can't even stand the sight of them, right now.
BARF!
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| Why is this joke so funny to me? |
[11 Jun 2004|12:07pm] |
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A couple in their nineties are having problems remembering things, so
they decide to go to the doctor for a checkup. The doctor tells them
that they are physically okay, but they might want to start writing
things down to help them remember.
Later that night, while watching TV, the old man gets up from his
chair. His wife asks, "Where are you going?"
"To the kitchen," he replies.
She asks, " Will you get me a bowl of ice cream?"
The husband says, "Sure."
She gently reminds him, "Don't you think you should write it down so
you can remember it?"
He says, "No, I can remember that!"
She then says, "Well, I'd like some strawberries on top. You'd better
write it down 'cause I know you'll forget it."
He says, "I can remember that! You want a bowl of ice cream with
strawberries."
She adds, "I'd also like whipped cream. Now I'm certain you'll forget
that, so you'd better write it down."
Irritated, he says, "I don't need to write it down! I can remember
that! Ice cream with strawberries! And whipped cream!" He then
grumbles into the kitchen.
After about 20 minutes the old man returns from the kitchen and hands
his wife a plate of bacon and eggs.
She stares at the plate for a moment and says, "Where's my toast?
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| And I'm back... |
[02 Jun 2004|04:36pm] |
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Well, I can't really write about what has happend in the past month, but if you want to know just IM me or email me and I will answer anything you want to know. It's just too much too write!
I do have a new Badger site! Everyone should go visit it! So addicting!!
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| 2 more Hours |
[05 May 2004|11:16am] |
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Emotionless and Speechless.......oh and so nervous!
...I can't forget excited....
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[04 May 2004|03:24pm] |
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I feel so crappy right now. I had the worst dream and I just wanted to talk to Brian. He heard my dream and then made jokes. Maybe he didn't realize I was crying on this end but I don't know. I don't want to push him away but he has no time for me right now (when he's not physically with me). Am I being selfish? I feel like I am, I feel so jealous of Lauren because now she gets all of his time and he has none for me now. It hurts, he's my best friend and I feel like I can't even talk to him anymore. I really am happy for him, I'm glad that he found someone he can be with and spend lots o' time with, I really am. Lauren makes him happy and I want him to be happy.
But on my end I'm not happy and everyone is too involved with themselves to see that (is that a bad thing?), so instead of helping everyone else maybe I should take time to mend myself and then get back to them...or should I just let it go....does it really matter, anyway? I'm leaving and I'll have plenty of time to myself tomorrow and on.....
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| Ahhhhhhhhhh |
[04 May 2004|02:13pm] |
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It's so close now......I'm so scared! However, I am curiously nervous....
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| "big fans of the art of debunking" |
[03 May 2004|10:03pm] |
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Best show ever!!
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| My favorite Movie |
[28 Apr 2004|05:03pm] |
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"No one has ever made me smile as much as you have.
You know exactly what to say and when to say it"
"That's because I love you"
"..see..."
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| STOP THIEF! SCOUNDREL!!! |
[27 Apr 2004|05:01pm] |
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My sister is stealing my journal!! She is taking my layout!
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[26 Apr 2004|11:23am] |
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Ok, Des, Let's not pretend I'm pregnant anymore....
So, on a lighter note I talked to Chuck and Suzanne yesterday and Katey today. I missed those peeps. I need to try to get a hold of Bex, it's been about 2 years since I've talked to her. If you haven't noticed I've been feeling a bit nostalgic lately.
How do I get myself into these situations? Jeremiah wants to come over and it wouldn't be such a good idea since I'm with Steve now and Jeremiah wants to get back together again... I'm feeling so without a companion right now. It's like, I'm not lonely I just want to be, literally, with someone. I just need to have Steve's arms around me and I know it'll be fine...Soon....
I think I'll go play a little ninja gaiden...maybe that will cheer my spirits up. No, I'm gonna go play with AJ, he's such a little ball of cuteness sometimes!
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| X-Box Long Time No See |
[25 Apr 2004|06:41pm] |
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I think I'm going to go play on X-Box Live, I haven't played in such a long time!!! I miss all those guys! XBL, here I come...
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| Must Stop Smiling |
[24 Apr 2004|07:46pm] |
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...So, I like the layout change, I think Marilyn is so beautiful! Arg, I'd love to look like her.
Anywho, AJ is using up all of my energy, I wanna take a nadsflkasdjhf....zzzzz......
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| Again?!?!? |
[23 Apr 2004|07:53pm] |
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I'm not happy with the layout...So alas, I'm gonna change it again....Marilyn, here I come...
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| I didn't learn this in kindergarten |
[23 Apr 2004|07:51pm] |
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I've learned....
That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them
I've learned....
That I can't choose how I feel, but I can choose what I do about it.
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[05 Apr 2004|06:52pm] |
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I don't know if I like it......What do you think? I know Jake Gyllenhaal is so gorgeous but I think I'm gonna go back to a Marilyn Monroe layout idea, when I get back from Jersey, of course.
...From constantly having to chose a mood I've noticed that I'm anxious a lot more than I thought I was...
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[05 Apr 2004|09:59am] |
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It's time for a layout change.....
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| Dawn of the Dead Awaits |
[05 Apr 2004|08:26am] |
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So, I am leaving for Jersey today. I will be there for about 3 days and in those 3 days I will accomplish the following:
~I will receive my license
~I will receive a new birth certificate
~I will watch Dawn of the Dead
~I will watch The Ladykillers
~I will play The Sims
~I will see my parents and siblings and some friends
~I will receive some money to pay bills with (meh)
~I will learn more words to the Animit's An Unfortunate Truth album
After all that is achieved I will be on the train back to New York By the latest, Thursday morning. I will watch AJ and celebrate the fact that I AM A VEGETARIAN AGAIN!!!!!! Penn and Teller did a show discrediting Peta, as much as I don't like Peta the footage they showed made me realize why I stopped eating meat in the first place. I'm so excited about this. Hope it lasts longer than 8 years this time...
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| "It Would Have Been 3 Days" |
[05 Apr 2004|08:02am] |
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I dream about him at night and during the day.
I hate when I'm so smitten that it makes my heart race from highs to lows. How can I get a hold of myself? How do I gain control of my feelings and my emotions so that they aren't running ramped through my body?
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| Ba Dump |
[04 Apr 2004|05:50am] |
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Why does my heart feel like it's going to explode any minute. It hurts to breathe. I should probably get this looked at...
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