11:55PM - eating snowflakes with plastic forks
another day consisting of downloading music and chatting online also a long block of radiohead to go along with that that just seems to be my life these days i mean i am almost excited to go back to work tomarro i just cant wait to get a full time job and a good paycheck because i havent had one of those in a long time and i hate playing catch up i also need to get my shit together for next semester at college because i am gonna try again. i just cant wait to have all these bills and crap outta the way because i am sick of looking at all of it i am ninteen and i suffer from bad credit i just cant get the hang of paying people back unless they are my friends because its my money why should i have to give it to people i dont know and frankly dont care to much about obviously. so here we go again another long night of talking online and watching conan because i love him and i made a really good cd with the faint and the postal service on it along with a couple of my favorites that they play at the castle. i cant wait til tomarro so i can get out and go dancing its not the same anymore though its getting way to packed these days, i used to go to the castle two times a week and everytime i would be like running to the club and know i am just like "when are we gonna leave" because it is just a bunch of the scene kids and another thing the reason i started going to the castle was because i heard it was eighties night and now you gotta get there early just to hear some good eighties now its constant techno shit though i do like some of the stuff they play i still think they should give me more eighties songs but i guess i will just have to start going on mondays to enjoy it more oh well enough is enough i need to get out of the house but theyre is nothing to do. i could have gone to a show tonight i wanted to go even though i hate the juliana thereoy still it would be getting outta the house oh well i think i am just gonna go wait for eric to call me back and we will talk for a couple hours and then i am gonna go to sleep.
anxious