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Velgar's Blurty:
| Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003 | |
| 6:45 pm | Even more Christmas than ever Just decorated our Christmas tree. Feeling more and more the spirit of Christmas near me. Even the ham is prepared in the oven as I write. I'm so happy. Actually I'm a bit annoyed by my friend. *Two portals open and someone jumps from one to another* See, what I mean? It's truly having fun. But, so am I. Current Mood:  bouncyCurrent Music: Neljä Ruusua - Poplaulajan Vapaapäivä |
| 3:33 pm | One night... just one night more Only on night until I can sink my gready little hands into Christmas gifts. If I get any, that is... Yet again you won't hear anything from my starred friend. When I woke it, it looked at me with eyes full of fear and ran away. Haven't seen it since. But made couple of quizes. And why else would I do them, than to show them for you.  Jake Sparrow You are Jack Sparrow. Most think that you are a stupid pirate, when really you are intelligent. You are funny and to most untrustworthy and a little on the crazy side but you still look good doing what you are doing. All you want in life is to take back what was once yours in full ownership (hint). Which Pirate of the Caribbean's person are you? brought to you by Quizilla He was truly my favorite character in all PoC, loony, drinking and yet intelligent in his own way. The same cannot be said from Turner and I bet we all know why.  You are a DRAGON You are the most Cunning and Powerful of all winged creatures! What Winged Creature are You? brought to you by Quizilla Well can't say anything else, than quizes never lie, I'm truly mighty. *Grins* *Portal opens and from it appears someone* *Doesn't look surprised* Well you took your sweet time to learn the trick I gave you. Can you truly control it now, it would be shame if you get cut in pieces by your own portal. *Nods* Hopefully so. For you other people I won't say "Have nice Christmas" or such, 'cose I will be back tomorrow. Current Mood:  blankCurrent Music: Hassisen Kone - Levottomat Jalat |
| Monday, December 22nd, 2003 | |
| 6:08 pm | Here again, at the "day" time Right, like here would be day time after 4:00pm. It's dark as in the head of my starred friend. *Looks to the pile of blood, bones and rotting flesh* No, it's still quite dead. Not like in the other entrys. Thought to keep it silent this time. I prefer to it with the simple word it, 'cose I haven't decided which sex it should be. Can't be rude to ladys and stupid guys I have seen more than my soul can bear, one looks always back to me from the mirrow anyway. *Laughs warmly* In others news: Quizilla has finally convinced itself, that I'm not any kind of threat for it existens, might be spelled wrong. But, due to the happyness I experiencing, I'm not going to torture your minds with any kind of quiz answer. By the way, when I went to check my friends journals for funny updates, I noticed that my friend Gabby had placed her self-made Christmas card pics for all to see and I like to inform her, that her art has aroused much positive reply, left it on a table and my brother and my friend saw it and both asked, if it was copied from somewhere or can it be self-made. What can I say, they liked it, even as it was quite small, not that my opinion would go far from theirs. We shall see if Phambys art can surpass this little card. *Holds the card in hand and carefully places it on a table* And if it couldn't be read between the lines, I say it straight: The challenge has been given and you have yet to fulfill your part of it, arwenaminrim Phantom. I'm waiting... Current Mood:  pensiveCurrent Music: Vengaboys - Shalala Lala |
| 1:57 am | The night beckons... Didn't see the time fly and here I am. At the time darkness, hidden powers and foremost the time for my mind to be free. But before I forget. *Grabs a blunt object* Here boy, here boy... *Runs and catches someone* *Grins madly* SO YOU DO LIKE TO HIT PEOPLE FROM BEHIND, DON'T YOU?!! WELL I HAVE ANOTHER GAME WE CAN PLAY!! *Grins even madder* *Meeps and trys to smile* *Loud mad laughter* *Beats the hell out someone* *Louder mad laughter* *Sound of blood dripping on the floor* *Deep breathing* AAAAAAAaaaaaarrrrrhhhhh... That was truly relieving! And it can be done without remorse and pity. *Mad laughter* Whatever I do, will not be lethal, until I decide so. *Takes crystal goblet and lets blood drip in it* *Laughs* Even this can be done without any bloodloss. *Drinks* Fresh blood, nothing like it. The simple elixir of our very life! *Laughs* But now to sleep, tomorrow is still another day, that I must pass with death as my guide. *Leaves the deformed pile of blood and flesh* Current Mood:  complacentCurrent Music: Neljä Ruusua - Juppihippipunkkari |
| Sunday, December 21st, 2003 | |
| 7:11 pm | The day when nothing special happened Just wanted to use it once again, 'cose even this entry tells about my beloved God, who in His ultimate wisdom spared me from misery today. Wasn't a nice thing to do? *Smiles* Managed to get in quizilla again. *Grins* And guess what I brought with me... just had to ask...  You're TIM BURTON. ooooh... nice one. 'that's so dark' no but seriously, the guy's my favourite director :) think "Edward Scissorhands" and "Beetlejuice" *** which film director are you? *** brought to you by Quizilla I kinda liked him and especially his movies. And the next one! You are an individual,go you! You think for yourself and don't need to wear tight shirts and short skirts to get the attention you want.You are somewhat depressed but try not to let people know.That where the cutting comes in.You're not one of thoes people who need to be labeled and you dont have a group.You're just you. What clique do you belong in? brought to you by Quizilla It's me alright. No-one tells what to do, unless I ask. Truthfully my family and some of my friends think I just need to know the things that I have known since I was minus twenty years old... *Sound of someone laughing* *Swings katana under someones throat* What was it again? *Raises hands and walks slowly backwards* He will never learn... *Hit* *Falls* *Waves goodbye, holds a club and grins widely* Current Mood: blankCurrent Music: Pizza Enrico - Mitä sinä sanoa |
| Saturday, December 20th, 2003 | |
| 10:10 pm | The day when God hated me It was truly today and probably even tomorrow now that I will talk about Him again. He hates when I tell about his doings, don't know why or I do, but for sake of my life won't tell it to you. *Nods* The day started nice enough, but after I woke up, it turned out to quite another... -Almost were late from Christmas Church, a school thing. -Didn't get request from Phamby. -Were shocked how awful music was, no offence, not the singing thou. -Wen't with my mother, who had been in the Christmas Church too, for every-day-kind shopping and there "ruined" gift candle, that she had bought, couple tiny "scratchs", on the lack of better word, hardly noticeable. -Got her somehow so mad, she would have abandoned me twice, first time she walked out from cafe we were, even forgot the stuff she had bought, luckily taxi was ordered just outside so she could not walk very far, second time she even said: "I can take the shoppings and you can go were ever you like..." AND I'M SUPPOSED TO BE GRATEFUL FOR MY GOD FROM THAT! And sadly I'm am, 'cose I believe God is as evil as good and all that is given is taken, even parents... *Looks sad* At least got home and the things are getting little better. -Got my father angry as strangely as my mother and it started from red whortleberryjam, can't you invent shorter words? -Perhaps got my friend banned from us, he was at our place with his computer. Father can't hurt me so he hurts my friends, I lack the ability to be insulted, you see. -It looked like my friend could keep the computer at us longer and he says, that he thinks his going to get sick and for that we should take even the computer away. YEA RIGHT! He wasn't even coughing! *Coughs* Well, perhaps one or two times, but thats it! -Can't even get to quizilla. And the next one who's going to say I had a good day, meets his or hers own God, very soon. *Starts...* DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT, I HAVE MY WAYS TO MAKE YOU DIE! ENTIRELY! *Meeps and runs for shelter* I'm not kidding here, this was one of the last things that beloved God of mine laid on me... -And even now I started live my life on double speed, don't ask how it happens, I don't know. Thought, that I had got rid off it... Current Mood:  pissed offCurrent Music: Stratovarius - Millenium |
| Friday, December 19th, 2003 | |
| 11:02 pm | It pains me greatly... Yes, even I wanted to wish happy birthday for my dear friend Smily. Happy birthday! *Applouds* Thought first to skip it all, but then thought this would be the least I could do after what I could not do... I only wish I could have given you at least some sort of present, now more than at the morning. But you know me, or should know at now, that I don't give much of material gifts and nor would I know what to give... *Sorrowfull sigh* Yes, even he didn't know what to do. But, hopefully you had great birthday. Current Mood:  uncomfortableCurrent Music: Stratovarius - Black Diamond |
| 3:43 pm | Aaa... the Christmas spirit is here... Yes, even I'm afflicted with the spiritual presence of Christmas. After the little weeping I did yesterday and announcement of my belief, it was simple a matter of time, until the old white bearded Father of ours would stick his almighty hand into my life once again. Or then it was Lady Luck, can't say. Just my beliefs, don't mind about them. Anyway, I had just said how lonely I feel and all and then suddenly, one of my friends gave me a pig shaped ginger-bread or cookie or what ever you like to call it, another friend asked me what picture I want for my Christmas card, a true artist, and another artist is going to give me a request picture tomorrow, reminder for Phamby. Oh the joy of having friends... I'm so... HAPPY! *Bursts in tears* *Looks unbeleaving* Ok, I'm not happy. *Looks angry* I'm frustrated, nearly mad from anger. You know the feeling, when someone gives you a gift and you don't know, nor can give them anything. It's annoying! It's just simple making me angry! *Taps on the shoulder* Thank you. You have always helped me to feel better, but it still won't help me in this matter. I just have to hope that joy of giving is greater than the joy of receiving. *Sad smile* It's not so bad just to receive, but being emotionally varying like me, it sometimes gets on to me, but it wears of in due time, sadly... But enough for the sad things, lets bring some tasty happiness in the mix and I think we all know by how:  You're Skittles!!! You have a very interesting personality, you're so unique. You're the kind of person who always thinks outside of the box. You're also a very accepting individual, and believe in inner beauty. Which kind of candy are you? brought to you by Quizilla Yes, I was able to do couple of quizes before it closed from me again. What's up with that? Current Mood: frustratedCurrent Music: Nightwish - Bare Grace Misery |
| Thursday, December 18th, 2003 | |
| 7:02 pm | Clock is ticking... Yes, yet again I'm here all alone and the only one from my friend group that updates at least once in a week. *Look insulted* Well, at least almost alone. It is strange how the time flows. Even now it's almost Christmas and every passing second is escorting me closer and closer to my death, not like anyone would be sad to see me go. *Sad sigh* Not like I would myself be sorrowfull to see myself kick the bucket. *Sad grin* *Raises hands in the air* So many tainted seconds, minutes even full years, that been spoiled by the lazyness, greed and indifference. *Starts to yell* Every passing second could be used for good and where I am using them?! To write these words in a place where no-one understands the true meaning of them! Second by second my life runs from me, second by second I am more dead than alive! *Lowers hands and stops yelling* Still I'm not alone, my life has been used for good as much as for bad... I have brought joy and help for those who don't have them... hopefully... I have stayed away from the way of the great and for those, that are weaker I've given image of even worse fate, thus giving them the spark of hope, that gives them strength to go on... *Looks down* For good or for evil, that is not a choice of mine. That is something that I will leave in the caring hands of our beloved God, the master of all that has been, all that is and all that shall be... *Claps hands couple of times* *Looks up* I truly meant what I said. *Nods* Thank you... Current Mood: moodyCurrent Music: Linkin Park - In the End |
| Wednesday, December 17th, 2003 | |
| 9:39 pm | Speeking of japanish If you won't get anything out of the last entry, it's not your fault. I tryed myself translate it with Babelfish and got a load of shit, last time I translate anything with it. The entry wasn't containing anything important, so don't mind trying to translate it, god knows what it could turn out to say. To make you feel better, I'd like to present a part of me through... *Emotionless moment* A GUIZ! *Cheering* *Whistling* *Applouds* *Deep silence* Or I would like to, but it seems I can't get to quizilla, strange... *Trys and fails* Strange... Current Mood:  curiousCurrent Music: Europe - The Final Countdown |
| 6:27 pm | *Looks confused* 別の変更のために何かを書く思考。これは私の友人にビットを混同されて得るべきである *Looks even more confused* Current Mood:  creativeCurrent Music: Riverdance - Reel Around the Sun |
| Tuesday, December 16th, 2003 | |
| 8:42 pm | Just so alive! I was so dead at the school, but now I'm just dying to do something, so I thought to kill some time, by writing here. *Looks down sadly* What? Just couple of dyings, that's all... was it too much? *Shrugs shoulders* I see... well anyhow. Made couple of old quizes that I haven't placed here, so...  You represent... apathy. You don't really show any emotion. You can be considered cruel and cold, but you just don't really care about anything. This is just the way you are... you're quite a challenge to get close to, and others may perceive you as boring. What feeling do you represent? brought to you by Quizilla It's little different than that I last time got, but it seems to represents me better. I think... Most of the people who knows me won't believe the next one, but to think it through, I'm a bit like this.  Your soul is bound to the Black Rose: The Wicked. "I am the wicked specemin of sin with no profound logic to believe in. Hold me tight, but don't hold me close, I go where I desire." The Black Rose is associated with manipulation, control, and virtuosity. It is governed by the goddess Psyche and its sign is The Tapestry, or Crafted Love. As a Black Rose, you may have a slight wicked streak running through you. But whether you are naughty or nice is up for debate. You know how to get what you want and can work people for what they're worth. You have great people skills, but can sometimes be a bit of a control freak. What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To? brought to you by Quizilla The next one is also quite interesting and again I have two answers in this one, but now I seem to be this.  Your element is Earth. I hate to say it but you are down to earth. Stubborn and loyal. You tend to want to nurture others and you are the one person friends always come to for awnsers. Without people like you others would be flying over the edge because, whether you know it or not you keep a steady beat to your life and will end up where you want to in the end. There is a sureness about you that is hard to match that draws people to you. No matter what happens the Earth keeps turning. What's your element brought to you by Quizilla *Looks up and talks* Just one more...  Death. "When the Lamb opened the fourth seal, I heard the voice of the fourth living creature say, "Come!" I looked, and there before me was a pale horse! Its rider was named Death, and Hades was following close behind him." The one and only. What can I say? Nothing without you babe. :) Four riders of the Apocalypse brought to you by Quizilla Wanted to give a change for those newly added quizes... *Looks up* My, grandma! What long entry you have! *Falls on the floor, while trying to see the whole entry* *Looks down* Yep, let's say this was da big one. *Nods* Current Mood: impressedCurrent Music: Waltari - Back to the Bottom |
| 3:20 pm | *FANFARE* Alas, at last I'm free! *Raises hands which is followed by the sound of chains falling on the ground* Yep, thought of letting him make the subject for a change, to help even him celebrate this grand day when the nice blurty staff fixed the bug that was doing havoc in the server. Thought also to make this a extra long entry, but don't know if it turns out as one. *Whispering* No, no and no. I won't start telling about those things. Arg. His ideas are just so stupid. *Faint clicking sound* And mind I ask where did you get that. *Points* *Looks on the holster* Well, what do you know. It is mine. *Raises hand* *Terrified gasp when the gun flies from the hand* Surprised, are you? Shouldn't be, 'cose you know that here I'm the god. *Nods* Good. And before I forget to tell you. The Christmas Parade, where I was last saturday, was great just g-r-e-a-t, great. Even as my friends didn't think so. How sad, isn't it? Hopefully it will be as grand in the years to come, not like I'm going to see it anymore, just wan't it to be as it was so that others can also enjoy it. My friends were good, but our music teacher left them eat the dust with his performance. That is something one can't forget. And to continue we skip sunday, nothing interesting happened then, we come to this day and for the last Old... *Cough* Prom rehearsal of the year. *Evil look* *Good look with halo* And when all that small-talk is out of the way. We can get to the main point: THE QUIZ! *Fanfare*  You are Ishamael. You were once an avid philosopher and are very strong in saidin. You are one of the highest Chosen in the Dark One's souless eyes, and will do anything to keep that position. Which Forsaken are you? brought to you by Quizilla I couldn't find another good one, so you have to just deal with this. It was quite long, wasn't it? *Looks up and nods* I thought so too and stop trying to take my gun or I will give it to you, bullet by bullet. And now if you'll excuse I get back to forgetting all that I have learned from dancing with the sound of current music. Current Mood: hyperCurrent Music: Aquagen & Ingo Appelt - Tanz für mich |
| Friday, December 12th, 2003 | |
| 8:04 pm | Anotrher day, another entry... To hell with all those stupid people. Just trying to get my ticket for the Christmas Parade, payed it and then I was told to go collect it from my music teacher. When I try, I'm told that the person I'm looking for is in the rehearsals for the very Christmas Parade. Ou, the joy of it! Luckily I got it arranged. *Angry look* And what might be your problem. *Frustrated talking* No, no, no. You have gotten it all way wrong. I'm not going there just to irritate or any. I have my reasons to go there. Let's just say I honor that show as the last Christmas Parade from some of our friends. And I kind of enjoy music and I haven't actually been in many this sort of grand musical performances. So this should be entertaining on more levels than just plain joy of watching others suffer. Current Mood: sympatheticCurrent Music: Soolo - Sitä Päivää Saa Kai Odottaa |
| Thursday, December 11th, 2003 | |
| 7:32 pm | And they say old dog can't learn new tricks... *Sound of someone laughing* Okay, okay. It's just a good saying. Anyhow I just was looking VCL-artistlist and thought about one request I had ordered from Phanphan (thanks Gabby). A simple self-portrait of yours truly and she was noted that it has to be truly a portrait of ME, not some muscular vampire-hulk, I was tipped-off that it would be vampirish, but at second thought that would be just like me, wouldn't it. *Looks in mirror* *Sound of someone laughing on the floor-level* My mind exactly. Just a reminder for Phamby. Have I toyed with those things enough? *Sweeps the tears of joy and nods* I thought so too. And don't think to use them this much in near future, but it was fun. Current Mood:  awakeCurrent Music: Yölintu - Sulle Mun Kultani |
| 6:01 pm | Just a day to be forgotten Yes, another day has escorted me closer to my dead, how thrilling... *Sound of snoring* Ookay... that should show you all how much we are enjoying our time. Did couple of quizes by the way. They are getting weirder every time you make one:  Congratulations! You're Gandalf! Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you? brought to you by Quizilla See what I mean? But one was quite promising: YOU DOING JUST FINE! Sometimes you have that little bit of an edge, but your kind holiday heart shinesthrough soemtimes and Santa can see this. Is Santa bringing you presents this year?! brought to you by Quizilla Hurray! Presents! Gifts!... *Snoring* ...and still 13 days to go, my lucky-number, so I get back to waiting. Current Mood:  sleepyCurrent Music: Neljä Ruusua - Sun Täytyy Mennä |
| Wednesday, December 10th, 2003 | |
| 7:33 pm | Blessed be the letters F, A and Q *Points and talks* Yes, I finally had the code, that changes that stupid text at the bottom, from my friend. And can you imagine my joy and happiness, when I found out that the code was somehow wrong. Ou, the joy! *Points again and talks* I'm coming to it, my hasty friend. So I surf a bit around, trough the blurty modify-help pages, in my sorrow and ended up in the F.A.Q.-page, we all do know what those mean. And this time I was truly full of joy: There it was, the full code, just waiting for minor changes and to be taken on your page. So, now I have nice phrase, that suits with my picture. Thank you blurty staff and of course thank you my friend, who helped me to learn the basics of manipulating juornal. Let's give a big hand for all of them. *Raging applauds* *Whistling* *Even more applauds* Current Mood: highCurrent Music: A-Tyyppi - Ihanaa, Leijonat, Ihanaa |
| Tuesday, December 9th, 2003 | |
| 9:09 pm | Time for thank yous... Yes, night calls me to insanity once again. The music echous from earphones to my mind. These words flow straight from my mind in this entry. The moon is passing, time of its fullness is over. Night of the magic, spirits, dead is far behind and those forbidden from the minds of mortals must wait for another fullmoon night to walk in the realm of men. Yet, still the dreams and hopes of magic, fantasy linger within my head. *Raises hands towards the passing moon* *Trembles in the corner* I thought to thank my friends from some things: You have widen my view for life, you have made me realize the differences between our "halfs". You have brighten my day and yet at the same time drawn it to deeper darkness than I could have never drawn it. You have given opportunity see behind the line insanity, behind the face of truth. Thanks to you, I have begun to understand myself... *Takes deep breath* So much to say, so little words to tell it. Pitcure tells more than hundreds of words. Only art tells about my feelings, but I'm not capable to tell anything with it. *Pulls from the corner of the black cloak* *Takes another deep breath* ....what now? *Silent whispering* What? It wasn't too showy! I thought it was quite cool and you in that corner, brilliant! I could run for a acting career, don't you think? *Shakes head* You can't truly mean that. *Nods* Pity... *Casts Finger of Death* Don't worry. He's quite immortal. He will wake up again tomorrow. Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: Waldo's People feat Herbie - Bounce |
| 4:28 pm | Mirror, mirror, tell me who... You know what strikes most painfully on any human? *Faint talking* I said already, that you must have hit your head by yourself. Why would you ever think, that I would have hit you? Anyway, to answer my question: Truth! No one wants to hear and all want to go as far away from it as possible. By telling truth you can insult, hurt or even kill, depending on the truths type. Well, I certainly killed the peace among my beloved family, for now. One truth, no guests, not even spying ears and still suddenly all were furious against me. The truth wasn't even about me. Go figure... I attempted to do a quiz for my sorrow, BUT EVEN THEY ARE AGAINST ME. THERE WASN'T ANY GOOD ONES. *Loud crying* Just kiddind! About the crying part, not the quiz part, so relax. There truly wasn't any fitting, but hey! Who cares, there's always tomorrow. Current Mood: annoyedCurrent Music: 2 Unlimited - The Real Thing |
| Monday, December 8th, 2003 | |
| 10:10 pm | Think I have to get new friends... *Shocked look and forcefull speeching* No, no, no. I don't really mean that. I'm just fedup with all of them. I mean, they are almost only ones who ever read these things, expect for the unlucky random viewers. *Nods* I write in this journal every day for their amusement and they write NONE on theirs in whole WEEKS! *Hesitates, but nods* I even created you for the same purpose. *Shocked look* ...did I just say what I think I said. I meant to say I called you here for the same purpose. *Looks around, hesitates, but nods* Hey, can't a guy have a moment of insanity? Anyhow, lets continue, shall we? *Nods* So, I have even that funny comment link in there and it seems pretty empty to me. I even asked one of my "friends" to give me a code, which would give change to alter it. I just don't see any kind of change on it, might that be due that, THAT I NEVER EVEN GOT THAT THING! *Veins start to grow on the forehead* *Sound of water splashing against very hot object* Thanks, I needed that. Where did you get that water anyway? *Points* Well, what-er you know? Water and I've been standing next to it without noticing. That doesn't however change one fact: My friends should start updating their juornals, that I don't have to always take care from the being-funny part. It's not that easy. *Stares the floating "Comment on this"-text* OU SHIT! *Hit* That was a bit too close, I'll have to hide that thing somehow... Current Mood: angryCurrent Music: BloodHoundGang - Ballad of Chasey Lain |