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http://www.blurty.com/users/oinkbird new journal for the complete lack of attnention paid to this one |
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| 05:06am 21/06/2003 | |||
| oh yea, and 1 test left on tues(chem which i most likely will fail) then im DONE! | |||
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| hey its getting light out | ||||
| 05:03am 21/06/2003 | ||||
oh yea, and nick, thank you, my summer is officially EQ-filled now, but thats not bad....actually, speaking of eq... |
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| Collect cal from: Dennis. Will you accept the charges? | ||||
| 02:02am 15/06/2003 | ||||
where to start? theres just so much shit going on in everyones lives now. all of these emotions and feelings are being expressed to say the least. drama drama drama and where do i stand? the same place i always did: not above anyone, not below anyone, just on the ground. just because your full of hot air doesnt mean your higher up than someone else. some people dont get that other people dont like to be manipulated into something they dont like being. or cant be. or wont. this, plus regents and finals prep has gotten everyone to the point of explosion. but it seems there is no right choice to make in any of this. pick a side, fuck someones life over. dont pick a side, you become a dick. try to stay loyal to both sides, you get all the shit on top of the first 2. but thats nothing to worry about right? i mean, the school year is just about over, then we can get on with our lives and enjoy summer. right? dont take this the wrong way, i love all you guys, its just that being sick almost every week for the past few months made me a little behind, and it seems that whenever i try to catch up, theres more shit and i get sick again. [FYI: the definition of sick can be either sick of peoples bullshit stressing me out and then making my stomach turn (lovely imagery isnt it) or it can be an actual sickness like when my doctors dont tell me im completely lactose intolerant then i end up having a sandwich with cheese on it, and you know the rest.] but i really feel terrible when people ask me to hang out or see a movie or just talk on the phone and all i can say is "sorry, i have work i need to make up." especially with the ones leaving this summer, i feel like im wasting time i can be with them, the precious little we have left before the big move to college. and im rambling again... basically, if you actually read this far, im so glad everyone made it through this year in one piece (slightly dented, scratched, and batteries are definitely not included). this summer, i always say im gonna make the most of my summer...well...lets put some work into this one, maybe we can all have a great one. now if you'll excuse me, i have some study time i need to make up. good luck everyone |
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indifferent| 10:06pm 10/06/2003 | ||||
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aggravated| hi? | ||||
| 07:51pm 10/06/2003 | ||||
i think by the end of this week if i can form a complete sentence without speaking a word of chem/trig/global that would really be a miracle. happy testing and have a great wint- er, summer vacation! P.S. im no philosopher, dont commit anything i say to memory because it might make you dumber. |
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working| guess where I am on a Monday morning? Just guess, I bet you're right | ||||
| 01:57pm 02/06/2003 | ||||
Nothing new though, I'll come in tomorrow fine, apologise to Ashley for not having her Global vocab, explain to people that I'm NEVER in on mondays, stay after in almost every class making up the days work, and coming home around 4 if im lucky. Maybe next wee- no, dont want to jynx anything. On the bright side, i got tocatch up on some important nerdness I was lacking in for a few days...like thats ever gonna happen. Squeezed in some FFV too (cause its so damn 16-bit good) just to balance out the .....I have no idea where I'm going with that one. I'l end with the word of the day: Pasta |
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| 12:16pm 31/05/2003 | ||||
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| 11:01pm 28/05/2003 | ||||
All I feel, everything I'm not today So I try and I try to make everything right I don't feel like I'm doing it, it affects me You wouldn't listen even if I told you Who the fuck am I to say? You're too busy with the lies they sold you Another cure to fix your day Open wide for all the shit they feed you While the TV defecates And blindly walk wherever they will lead you While the edges slowly fray I know that everything can change What I need is to open up again So never again will I look back in vain 'Cause today's not the past, I don't need to relive it You wouldn't listen even if I told you Who the fuck am I to say? You're too busy with the lies they sold you Another cure to fix your day Open wide for all the shit they feed you While the TV defecates And blindly walk wherever they will lead you While the edges slowly fray Are you satisfied? I've given all I can And are you pacified, Or do you want more from me? You wouldn't listen even if I told you Who the fuck am I to say? You're too busy with the lies they sold you Another cure to fix your day Open wide for all the shit they feed you While the TV defecates And blindly walk wherever they will lead you While the edges slowly fray I've learned that this life's not just a game Just a line between the pleasures and the pain You wouldn't listen even if I told you Who the fuck am I to say? You're too busy with the lies they sold you Another cure to fix your day Open wide for all the shit they feed you While the TV defecates And blindly walk wherever they will lead you While the edges slowly fray |
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annoyed| Playa Haters - Josh Tobin Ft. MC Faheem | ||||
| 12:50pm 28/05/2003 | ||||
Yo, yo, yo, I'm, I'm a gangster Where my dogs at? Bark with me if you're my dog Yo yo yo, I'm going I'm gonna give a shout out to all the player haters (I dont like player haters) If you're a player hater dont play-player hate on me (Player hate somewhere else) I'm a gangster (mumbles) Grr I'm steaming mad! I'm a gangster, I'm a straight up G The gangster life is the life for me Shooting people by day, selling drugs by night Being a gangster is hella tight I walk around town with a stark erection Then gave your mom a yeast infection I saw the police man and I punched himmin the eye "To serve and protect," what a lie! I also dont like white people, you shouldn't too (******************************)(downloa I'm a gangster, GRR I'm mad! I'm a gangster, my rhymes are bad I'm a gangster, I'm iced out like a freezer I'm a gangster, I dont listen to Weezer I dropped out of school at the age of 3 (why?) Cause all the teachters tried to player hate on me My rhymes are cool, like doing cocane My rhymes are hot, like a burning flame! Sisco is my homie, he's a gangster too Me and Sisco are the leaders of the gangster crew I like to be in jail and he likes to sing and dance Some say we're the perfect match Step off! Step Back! STEP AWAY!!! STEP BACK! DO-DON'T STEP FORWARD!!! STEP BACK! DON'T STEP FORWARDS STEP BACKWARDS!!! BACKWARDS, DONT STEP TO ME! DO NOT STEP TO MEEEE! I'm giving a shout out to my homies in cell block 8 Being in jail sucks because you always have to masturbate (*************************************** They will make mince meat out of his rear Ben Petty(?) helped me make the gangster beat to the song I shot him in the face cause he looked at me wrong I'm a gangster, I drop bombs like Hieroshima I'm a gangster, bitch suck on my weener I'm a gangster, I drive a cool car I'm a gangster, I smoke weed in a cigar Yo, my gangster flow Yo, yo yo yo I'm rolling on dubs iced out like hockey I dran- got kicked out of japan for drinking all the sake Fuck a bitch, gimme head ho Whats up to my dogs, yo yo yo They play this song on the radio all day long So everybody can hear my gangster song Nobody thought I'd blow up like a Firestone tire Oh, there's no beat left (Gun shots) Die, die Santa Claus! (no I dont want to do that...) I like to slap bitches I like to slap hos Sorry if it came a day late but is this not the best song ever??? |
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| Step back! Step away! Don't step forward! Do not step to meeee! | ||||
| 10:18pm 26/05/2003 | ||||
Next entry I'll try and type up the lyrics and I'll give the name of it....omg..so great..It's Monday night now but by tomorrow I'll do this, check back around 5-6. Until then, anticipate anticipate anticipate! |
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| A Near-Life Experience | ||||
| 12:14am 25/05/2003 | ||||
After finally being able to get off the phone (come to my house and check my caller id, there are about 30 telemarketers and 20 other random calls), I ended up being dragged into cleaning my old room out some more. Let me just tell you about the history of the "front room", or as I loved calling it, the "closet." This section of my house used to be a deck before my family moved in. The previous owners of the house (some hippys) decided "Hey, lets make a room out of it" and went to building it. Little did they know (they were too high to realize) that the walls might need some insulation with the 4x10 window they were putting in, but I guess in the 70's we actually had a normal balance of seasons, so winter in May wasn't a problem. Anyway, i moved downstairs when i was 4 or so, and got smart enough to move back upstairs when i was about 12, so a lot of my crap is still sitting downstairs. Every time my mom bitches about it, I tell her it's a storage room anyway, but every once in a while she gets in these moods(PMS) and asks me to help her clean the house(yells until I give in). Today was one of those days. The endless piles of crap made good use out of some empty garbage bags, and a few hours later, I got my ticket out of cleaning. Well...my useful ticket. I wasnt about to bitch at my sister, jump in the shower, find clothes and get dressed, do my hair, try and eat something and beg my pmsing mom to lend me money for a sequal when I never saw the first movie (X-2, not The Matrix, incase u cared...yea). After my mom cooled down a little and I reasoned with her, she let me go to the mall, which I desperately needed to visit to return some applications for possible summer jobs. So going by the laws of life, I forgot the applications at home. Brian, Allie, Vicki, Nicole, Nicki (whichever names they prefer), Joanna and last but not least Ktd had a nice relaxing day at the mall (very sarcastic...Very, very sarcastic). Stuff happens, Nicole n Vicki get "drunk", Allie reinforces the fact that she is a pirate, Brian lactates, and we all had overall a good time..from my pov. That was, until the end of the night. Waiting outside of the Foot Court entrance, we notice a couple making out or something in he distance. Allie yells "get a room" just joking around like us Sefordians tend to do, being that our other sources of entertainment are in fact, not even in the town we live in. Time goes by and we realize, wow there are a lot of people gathering over there. Err...and they're moving this way. And they're gangstas (no offense if you actually are a "gangsta", its just that the term is so widely used in describing our freshman for example. These people were actually fulfulling a key requirement in being gangsta; mainly, they were black.) The pack leader muttered something like jibberish, and when my translators kicked in, i realized he was attempting to "call us out." Apparently, the phrase "get a room" in gangsta slang means "yo blackie, im gonna kick your black ass, lets fight, biiiiiioooottttttccchhhh!" And yes, they spoke in lowercase. He took off his dewrag as signifying his bald head was threatening, and after some more comments, he gave up and left, after sucessfully scaring the shit out of us. He muttered soemthing like "pussies" to Brian and I, using the logic that since Allie said it, either of us would fight him to determine who will win, and ultimately, get shot by the other group. Well, thats how it would work out if either of us would have won anyway. Plus, the entire time it was so god damn cold, how could people stand to be "frontin" in such weather? After they left (the first time), they rode their stereotipically-stolen bikes around the mall and waited behind a few bushes where we could never see them, since they blended so well. Waiting for them to overhear something we say and interpret it as some more "frontin", they sat and waited for 10 minutes or so before finally giving up and leaving. Thank god, go back to your own fucking neighborhood, ya god damn troublemakers. THIS is what makes people racist, not saying that I will never feel safe around African Americans again, It's just that I might need to sharpen my street smart skills, and by that I mean my knife. ***UPDATE*** A nice quote from my dad: "There are black people, then there are niggers. Those were niggers." |
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I just want to start by saying Saturday was awesome! Ashley, Lauren, Karen, Andrew, Liz and I drove up to Massachusetts to go to 6 Flags(4 of us in the back both ways....just picture that) for an awesome day. I would go indepth of the day but other people have done better than I could do in details, and there is something else on my mind. I walked into school thinking today would be like any other Monday: tiring, boring, and full of people anxious to leave school. That was only a half-truth. I guess people normally hate Monday's because It's the first day back from a weekend or a vacation, or maybe It's just the fear of tests or projects. Today was different than a lot of my school days. I realized that in about a month, quite a few of my friends would be leaving school...forever. "Its not like you wont see them over the summer." "I'm sure you'll keep in touch." Some of these thoughts flew through my head, maybe we would really keep in touch and be closer than ever over the summer. Maybe. I guess it's just that fear of drifting away from people you are so used to seeing day after day; their bright cheery faces or maybe their frowns, their cheap jokes and toilet humor, maybe their famous phrases will be missed as well, even if they're not directed towards you. Graduating seemed so far away from me, that is, until today. Reality has set in, half of my high school life is near completion and I don't know if im happy with what I'm doing so far. This is the final stretch before college and these really are the times to enjoy ourselves. These are also the times to take responsibility for our own actions as well. Our choices now determine our paths as we get older. No more with procrastinating on projects and homework just to get in one more hour of a video game or a tv show. No more complaining about little things like having to do simple problems just because I don't want to do it. Growing up really sucks, honestly, but like so many of our parents put it one way or another, "You'll thank me someday." So I guess what I'm trying to say is...thanks. Everyone who's helped me along the way, big or small, even if I never recognized you for it. Thanks, and good luck to all of the Graduating Class of 2003. You will be missed by us all. |
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| 10:22pm 07/05/2003 | ||||
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Heroes in a half-shell Turtle Power! They're the world's most fearsome fighting team(We're really hip!) They're heroes in the half-shell, and there green(Hey, get a grip!) When the evil Shredder attacks, These turtle boys dont cut him no slack! Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Splinter taught them to be ninja teens(He's a radical rat!) Leonardo leads, Donatello does machines(That's a fact jack!) Raphael is cool, but crude(Gimme a break!) Michaelangelo is a party dude(Party!) Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Heroes in a half-shell Turtle Power! Did you hear did you hear? they're getting a new game did you hear? did you hear? they're getting a new game dont tell little girls and boys they'll taint it with their spongebob toys growng up with crap must suck but who of us will give a fuck they're getting a new game they're getting a new game Auttum of '03 Auttum of '03 for every system out xbox, give a shout gamecube why allow 't? ps2 aint yet out gameboy still will pout Auttum of '03 Auttum of '03 Auttum of '03 Gandhi has ADD! |
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| 11:09pm 05/05/2003 | ||||
thats all, no long boring stories, no gramatical comments, no bull shit. straight to the point, maybe this is how some people update every day...oh and by the way, i noticed i do this "by the way" thing in wuite a few entries, so i gotta stop doing that, cuz its crap. by the way...what kind of saying is that anyway? ok im going oint oa rant, please slap me..thanks..ow |
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hot| the nights rock | ||||
| 12:36am 04/05/2003 | ||||
now that i got that out of my system, i'll explain what the hell im talking about. Friday night was Vicky's sweet sixteen and that was soo much fun. o man, i almost had the urge today to just go to a club or something, but that faded after i realized im white...phew! there were a lot of people i knew there(aka seaford peoples) and i made an ass of myself when i forgot Jackie's name, as Heather clearly pointed out in her "don't you feel like such an ass now?" comment. besides the rap and the stalker we had to ward off (and failed at), that was a great party. me and brian had an intimate picture taken as you can see on ashley's blurty. so many highlights of the night: katie d eating 27 sugar packets and spinning with everyone she sees, allie flying into the table (poor allie lol), vicky falling 5-6(?) times throughout the night, vicky having cards written but not reading anything they read and thus, cursing profusely and using "like" as her punctuation marks, heathers other comment a minute or 2 after calling me perverted, and some other stuff that was so in the moment that i cant rememeber most of it now. all in all that was a fun night that everyone definitely needed with report cards going out this weekend, and speaking of, i failed 2 classes but only got marked for 1! yay! so here stand in front of my mom, shaking, waiting for her response after reading my grades over in shock. "well you'll just have to try harder next quarter" was her response, then walking away as nothing ever happened. umm..mom..can you read the highest grade off my report card..what was it?....a 76? oh, ok just checking. yea maybe shes like drugged up or something, but why complain, i got off the hook and im gonna get cracking this quarter no matter what. saturday night in a nutshell: family. not the crappy family get togethers like every sunday at my gradndmas(sorry but it does suck there), this was actually a fun night. people came over for my birthday tonight, that was pretty much it. my dad picked up another "project" as he calls it, a 125cc dirt bike from my older cousin. maybe this we will actually get to ride before my dad insists on tearing it apart again and again. my cousin jeff showed up, god knows why, but before they left they generously showed off their 1999 pontiac GT1 something that he drove over here and bsed about his eagle scout achievements after his 17th birthday. wow, if i ever figure out exactly how im related to him(not relative wise, personality) shoot me. im so embarrassed by that side of my family its so crap...whatever. i flew off onto a tangent and there was nobody to yell at me...maybe this is why i only have maybe 3 entries a week but they're all long and boring. i got jackass the movie on dvd plus goldmember some clothes and $180 to do what i like with....(do you know what this means Mr. B? SHOPPING SPREE!!!) another "gift" was my new corner computer stand and my wall mount for my tv, so my room is actually livable now, with walking space and everything. it feels like a whole different room until you realize its still smaller than your closet. fun tho, i can still spin and just fall off my computer chair onto my bed heh permit soon, job soon, summer soon, regents soon, getting into the workout routine soon, seniors leaving soon [:'-(], 1:15 soon and i need sleep good night all |
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| 04:17pm 30/04/2003 | ||||
err...due to the constant nagging now, i shall update more later on tonight after the hw is done...or just when my mom leaves ;-) UPDATE: yea so, i had a very interesting convo before. i learned something from it also: "if dating a lot of guys doesn't make you a slut, then calling you a slut doesnt give you the right to date more guys" but whatever, thats oooooold crap, long forgotten and nonimportant. whats now is now and now is the nowiest now to now now, now. im in an odd mood, might be the tirednedd kicking in but shush, its trying to trick me thats all. no wait, its winning, and im losing, so i guess the next update wheni actually have time to work on those pictures like i say and say again, well, i still havet done jack shit about them. so, eventually, when people dont care anymore and its not important anymore, the picture of my dog and my sisters dog(who just added my old shoe to her "things i love to chew cuz im a bitch who thinks im still a puppy" list) and that picture of my dad with the goofy look on. im debating on puting it up though, hes been really nice lately and he made up for forgetting my birthday(not really forettin, more like being unclear on which day it was lol)(thats what beer does t a person)so i forgave him for his tarty mistakes. we all make them, alcohol just makes a good excuse to do so. speaking of alcohol, i need sleep, and although this has nothing to do at all with alcoloh, its your loss, cuz u just wasted a good 2-3 seconds trying to make sense out of that on a nerdy note, and a more exciting one than real life, i got more players hooked on SG. considering one of them is ashley and hoepefully if pat isnt too lazy he will be soon, and brian wants in, so thats like a swarm of exec right there, plus we all have no lives so its like yes! we can all have nolicves together! yay! why do i get so psyched for video games? must be a geek thing and before i leave to my very comfy bed..so close...must go...i have to say thank you to evryone who either said happy birthday to me or thought of it or even looked over when my lunch table out of nowhere burst out singing, and do no feel bad if you forgot or didnt get a present, cuz i dont want one, and chances are its just as well since i probably forgot your birthdays anyway. and panda sis, sorry about your birthday muff, i loved it and ate it, i had no idea kicking around the wrapper would make u react that way. night all, and happy POCing{hint hint join SG and find out what im blabbering about} |
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happy| Everybody, Tango! | ||||
| 12:44am 27/04/2003 | ||||
my dads pic is almost ready to be started work on, plus he did something stupid tonight(big surprise there)(will be in later entry, possibly next one) my icon makes my dog look chinese, so just to avoid comments, il put the picture i got that from up soon(again, probably next entry) actually, the only reason i didnt put the pic up is because my sisters dog looks cuter than my dog in it and i hate that bitch :-P err...im a game whore, its official. new game(and i actually payed for this one ::gasp::): Shattered Galaxy its a rts game kind of like Starcraft i guess but without the whole base aspect plus its ENTIRELY ONLINE meaning if you chave a crap computer dont bother but if you have a fast computer yet a crap connection dont bother either, there enough lag already...oh plus.well..its really complicated but when your units "die" you can just repair them and they gain levels as you advance in the game..pm me or im me or just comment in my journal if you play or want to play....oh btw if your on trial its FREE!!!::feels like Andy dick doing the impression of lyle tillman or whoever the fuck that queston mark suit guy was:: anal sex, FREE!! lmfao...ok il stop word of advice: DON'T, i repeat, DON'T play this game if your parents wont let you use their credit cards, you WILL get hooked and once your char turns lvl 10 you cant play them on trial version so if you are interested and dont care about anything i just said, dl it here also, look at the n00b guides here and here to start you off (for the first one, click support, the new player guide and the FAQ should answer most of your questions. as for the rest, you get to learn that on your own buddy! gl w/lingo) my name is SinnedB and im a Relican, so if u join and become a Monos, die, for you are a bastard :-D hmm...what else oh, thank you to everyone who's commented in my journal so far(positive and negative, its all good) and please, if you comment, leave your comments where they are, dont delete them or anything b/c its your sign that you had a good enough reason to leave. yes. i love typing in broken sentences. its so badass. bra. wuurd. k. gay. STOP ALREADY! hmm.... i feel like im missing something... oh, i know.. I"M NOT A JEW!!!! |
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contemplative| Prom Pics!!! | ||||
| 07:11pm 25/04/2003 | ||||
 heres a picture of me in my living room before the prom  this is megan and i before we got to tiff's  and this is the group(from left to right): marie's date(name?), marie, megan, me, tiff and keith i scanned in 2 more pictures but one's not "ready" yet one is my dad lmfao the other is a picture of my dogs from xmas....well..my dog and my sisters puppy try to find it somewhere in my blurty thats all |
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crazy| err....did i get a life? | ||||
| 01:27am 25/04/2003 | ||||
next day..err....whatever today was....lets see....thursday...some plans collapsed, the adventure land trip that never happened. i dunno, that place was a shithole last time i went, and i was a little kid back then, too little to know what "shithole" meant. the biggest ride there is less exciting than the drive to the damn park. so instead, our litte group went to hang at heathers...i mean...seans. yea im so not used to saying heathers to my mom so its always gonna be seans house. ok im rambling again, but we played pool n had fun, oh, and IM NOT A JEW!!! i just like the chocolate lol. Future things to look forward to..eventually: yea so remember a while back how i said ill have prom pictures up soon? well, the roll was finally developed, so by popular demand.....::chirp chirp::........err...by....one persons demand.......::cough::........ok, i had nobody's interest in this but i dont care, you are all looking and thats final lol. tomorrow? yea, il scan them in, plus a really funny picture of my dad, possibly a new submission to uglypeople.com...nah...thats a little harsh......ok...uglythings.com much better |
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