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[24 Nov 2004|12:14am] You are a Ragdoll! You are known for your laid back attitude. You are the ultimate in low-maintenance. You'd rather hang out around the house all day than seek adventure. What breed of cat are you? brought to you by Quizilla post comment

[05 Jul 2004|01:33am] You Are A Juicy Kisser! About Your Kissing Style: Your lips are totally kissable baby, and you know how to use them. You are the perfect - with the right combo of lips and tongue. It's important to flaunt it, so kiss early and often on dates! What Your Kissing Style Says About You: You're 100% hot, and you know it. You're all about being sexy, all the time. You have no trouble scoring dates or kisses ... Just trouble getting rid of jealous people trying to show you up! You attract attention from every hot guy and girl... even before you show off your kissing skills. Your Personal Kissing Matches and Mismatches: Go out with another Juicy Kisser and you'll be the power couple of the party. Sure, you'll have a ton of hot kisses, but only after everyone there has checked you guys out. Hook it up with a Romantic Kisser and you may have found your soulmate. Romantic Kissers will be attracted to your appeal, and you'll appreciate their loyalty. Keep away from Carnal Kissers! They'll just try to play you for sex, and ruin your reputation in a heartbeat. And Freaky Kissers are way too wild and rough for your style. You prefer pleasure to pain, thank you very much. How Do *You* Kiss? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva 1 comment|post comment

[05 Jul 2004|01:22am] [ mood | bored ] Your Stripper Name is Candy Delight! You are always the feature dancer at the best clubs. Your customers pay big money to see you, even if it means starving six days of the week. For you, stripping is an art form, and you are a grande artiste. Very classy and never trashy - you won't stoop to doing anything sleazy. You are constantly posing in magazines and winning Miss Nude contests. In StripperLand, you are the ultimate queen. Other strippers may be jealous by all the attention you get, but you walk away with the most money! What's *Your* Stripper Name? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva post comment

SHIT [17 May 2004|11:11pm] [ mood | pissed off/depressed ] [ music | nothing! my computer is barely working! ] I hate the fucking internet. It won't let me fucking log on to my account on live journal or fucking anything. It's hardly working at all. School needs to be done really bad. I want to get drunk...i'm going to tomorrow. I'll post this entry in my live journal if it ever decides to work. no one ever reads this shit god damnit! Gah. people piss me off. i'm leaving now. have a splendid night. Oh and by the way you fucking fish of a girl, it's MAYER, not MEYER. Learn how to fucking spell at least for god's sake! I can't believe how fucking stupid people can be! 1 comment|post comment

[07 Feb 2004|11:03am] [ mood | worried ] [ music | nothing ] I never write in here anymore. Go here http://www.livejournal.com/users/ember_kitten/ if u want to read my journal. I'm worried about ariana!!! eek! post comment

whoosh [27 Jan 2004|10:11pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | nada ] http://quizhappy.com/cgi-bin/public/quiz/quiz.cgi?action=showquiz&quizid=6 I'm 29% pure. You are an Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judger (INFJ) personality commonly referred to as “The Mystic Writer” INFJ General The written word is sacred to you because through it, you can understand and express the mysteries of life. When you are not writing, you are exercising another of your supreme talents-the gift of listening-to comfort and aid those who come to you for advice and guidance. INFJ when in love When it comes to affairs of the heart, you prefer to express yourself with you pen: poetry, journal writing, and tender notes left on the bathroom mirror are you favorite methods of communicating you love and devotion. As a Mystic Writer (only about 2 percent of the population), you tend to devote most of you time and energy to your mate. In fact, you can be quite content having your partner as your sole source of quality companionship-as your best and only friend. Unfortunately, this near obsession with one individual as your sole source of emotional support could cause you grief. You may decide to avoid your loved ones and spend all your time with your partner, only to find out later, perhaps much later, that he or she is absolutely wrong for you. In the mean time, you prolong a bad relationship by deluding yourself-with your highly developed sense of imagination-into believing he or she is the right one. All of it is true except that ariana is most definately NOT wrong for me. Why would i prolong a bad relationship? my IQ is 104...i think that's average... There's no skool tomorrow!!! yayness. I shall hijack the ariana. yep. well. im done now. Amber 1 comment|post comment

ha ha@ [21 Jan 2004|11:53pm] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | korn in me head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ] k, tonight was ok. I found out i got a D in spanish woo!!! not really, that means i have to do really good on the exam to pass. that's what happens when u r lazy. We went to derek's house, got vodka, and completely fucked up. We were cutting ourselves for fun, i know, we are stupid lil kids, but yeah, and aria cut herself way too deep. blood was like pouring out of her arm. i was crying. brittany was crying too cuz derek cut himself. NO MORE KNIVES,BLADES,OR ANYTHING ALONG THOSE LINES EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss my kitten. I hope she's ok. I talked to my grandma about my future for like an hour. i was so fucked up, i was slurring sooo bad. heh heh. then i got home, and my mom was like, u've been d rinking, and i was like yep!. he he. she didn't do anyting about it tho. in case u r wondering, i have giben up on the corrections of spelling, cuz im drunk and i don't give a fuck. I miss Ariana so fuking much!!!!! I wish i could see her right now, but no, it's late. damn it. everyone must say yay, for it is 7 months!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! who talks about their 7 month anniversary, no one. at least i'be never heard anyone talk about it. oh well, it's still happines cuz it means i 've been with ariana for a whole nother motnth. wooo!!! bzshweeerrr. i can'tr type. im gonna go pass out now. adios@@@@@@@@ ~Amber~ Oh wait, yesterday i drove into a pond. I was getting high, and i thought it was a basketall co;urt. lmao. wow im a dumbass. it's a good thing there was ive huh? yep. k by e now. Amber I MISS MY ARIANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3 post comment

ooo [13 Jan 2004|11:48am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | nada ] my goodness im bored. I have writers block, and my storie's going to be too long. I'll have to cut out some detail so it's even more shitty. yay. I have 5 minutes. woo. It needs to be after school now! I'm so bored. i really have nothing to write about, but that's ok. this is killing the boredom slightly. oh time to pack up. ~el gatito del ascua post comment

ahh [13 Jan 2004|11:10am] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | The Distillers.....guess who's playing that...shoot it ] in monsier bauer's class. so hyper. i went to the homeless shelter again. I go again on Friday. woo. smokage. I get to drive next time, i'm glad, cuz i don't wanna die, nikki isn't a very good driver, noppers. aria gets to come home with me today. yay! ummmm....im done now. gonna go do work. in shock? i know. ~Amber~ post comment

ick [08 Jan 2004|11:46am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | stuff jessica reed's playing ] hello. I'm in mr. bauer's class. I just got a live journal, woo. That's how bored i am. It needs to be later so i can be with ariana. That's all. ~Amber~ post comment

hola [04 Jan 2004|07:27pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Korn-Chi ] Today has sucked so far. I miss ariana. I'm not even half way done with my homework and school starts tomorrow. Damn it all. I just want to graduate. Yesturday was fun tho. Aria's mom took us to derek's cuz my car was dead at the moment. Never drink and drive, it's bad, i ran into a dumpster. The damage wasn't that bad, but if my parents knew what happened it would be bad. So i told them that it got hit while it was parked in the mall parking lot. Fortunately they believed me. It's all better now. K, back to the original story. Yeah last night we went to derek's and then went to his next door neighbor's and got drunk. Then I really wanted to get some cigarettes, and i had no car, so i couldn't drive to the red eye, so we walked to 7-11. There was no one there to ask, so i just did, and it worked. I was so happy. I felt like carl when he bought alcohol, but that's a bigger deal. he he. So yes, then we went back to derek's and we went to his bathroom. He even made us a little bed. lol. And we accomplished stuff....heh heh. That was VERY fun. Then we went n had a cigarette, then went to the bathroom again. SO fun. lol. Well, back to homework. Bye bye. Love, Amber post comment

wah [28 Dec 2003|11:19pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | mushroomhead is in my head ] You're CRAZY! You know WAY TOO MUCH about Johnny the Homicidal Maniac! You probably have memorized all the quotes, and every single thing in the backround! If I didn't know better, I'd say you were Jhonen, but then, even Jhonen probably doesn't know as much about his own comics as you do! You're as close to a stalker as they get, and now I'm just gonna back away slowly and hope you don't come after me.... either you have amazingly scary observational skills or you cheated and looked at the comics!!! How Well Do You Know Johnny The Homicidal Maniac? (INTENSELY HARD) brought to you by Quizilla That was so fucking hard...but woo. 2 comments|post comment

woo i'm nny! [28 Dec 2003|10:43pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | absolutely nothing ] Which Jhonen Vaquez character are you? By EmReznor. http://www.petitiononline.com/izlovers/petition.html Go there^^^^^^^ Have a nice day. ~Amber~ post comment

fuck you.......fuck you.....oh and fuck you [25 Dec 2003|11:15pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Spineshank-self destructive pattern ] gah. people suck and need to die. i was almost done with this entry...then it got deleted. So, some of the shit i wrote, i'll prolly forget. Aria's been drinking....i'm worried about her...i hope she gets home ok. I don't get to see her saturday. instead i have to go up north for my grandma's b day. My dad's pissed cuz i don't want to go, and cuz i asked to go out for like an hour tonight. It's not that i don't want to spend time with my grandma, it's just that it's a hole day without seeing or calling aria (cell phones don't work out there) wtf am i going to do out there in the middle of winter? i can't even walk anywhere. fuckers. he thinks it's cuz i don't like my family, so he's pissed. if it wasn't up north, then i wouldn't care. Brittany imed me. She made me cry...but just cuz she was being caring and wanted to know why i was upset. I'm glad she did, i feel better now....still crying tho... Stillborn I don't think you want to be the one to see inside yourself I don't think you want to understand that it clouds up your mind I don't think you want to undermine I don't think you want the bottomline I don't think you want to see inside this goal that you've created No, you don't even listen You don't even hear me until I scream at you Now, I see your intention A new intervention just to wear me down Breed, selected division You're on a collison course with your beliefs Find a new evolution You're full of sollutions now that you're born again Reborn like a motherfucking stillborn All devoid of feeling reborn All devoid of feeling I don't think you'll ever be the one to take the blame yourself I don't think you'd even want to try to see through different eyes I don't think you want to sacrifice I don't think you want to fucking try I don't think you want to step outside this lie that's been inbedded Think, it's all a delusion Relieve your confusion when you put me down Fear, afraid to accept it You only defend it 'cause it's handed down Faith, it's all on the surface It's only convenient when you follow through No, I'm not gonna give in You're already beaten when you're born again It's time to make the cut And let you bleed for yourself on your own Of all the things I need Is just for you to stop from judging me Sick So get the fuck away from me You make me sick So stay the fuck away from me Reborn like a motherfucking stillborn Aria's home. good. i'm done now. -Amber post comment

wah [25 Dec 2003|06:52pm] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | mushroomhead is in me head ] 'ello. i'm a drink lil kitten. my parents gave me it, it's not my fault!!! I tried to call the other kitten, but she's not home. I don't want to call her grandma's cuz i don't want her mom to get pissed. I miss her!!!!!!!!!! On saturday it's my grandma's b-day n i have to go over there. im pissed off bout that. i was right, my dad got me a stereo system, and hes mad cuz im not excited. I could have used one a couple years ago. n it's all big, so now i have to clean my room even more to get it to fit in there. my sister says she prolly will go over to her friends house for new years eve. then i'll be like yay, cuz yeah. but my dad says he doesn't want me to go to the hallshow cuz i'll be with a bunch of drunks, no, i'll be one of them. n then he's worried bout me driving home with all the drunk ppl. I WANT A FUCKING CIGARETTE!! but he'll just have to deal with me driving cuz i'm gonna see aria no matter what. ha ha ha. i'M fiending like a mother fucker, and they won't let me go anywhere, gah fucking parents. Oh and now my dad wants me to got finish cleaning so i can put the thing in my room, fine, i suppose i must depart then. I miss ariana. Amber post comment

blah [24 Dec 2003|08:55pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Collide-wings of steel ] it's x-mas eve. big fucking deal. my grandma and bob came over. shoot me now. he was giving me the creeps, especially cuz of the things he was saying. Shoot all old men!! they piss me off. i have a really bad headache and my thumb hurts. I jammed it last night. apparently you're not supposed to move it a lot, but it's hard not to, especially at work...oh well. It needs to be friday. I miss ariana. I also want a cigarette, n i don't get one of those til friday either, that sucks. I'll probably end up staying home on new year's eve cuz of my fucking sister. I'll be so pissed. it just really needs to be friday. bye now. -Amber post comment

gah [21 Dec 2003|04:59pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | The Missing-Scary Kitty ] i just got back. i decided driving would be better than going in the backyard. My mom is right behind me. mmk. but yeah. i drove around and smoked. much better now, still bored tho. I'm really pissed that my dad wouldn't let me see aria cuz it's our 6 month anniversary. Everyone say yay! *sigh* i miss her. she needs to get home so i can atleast talk to her. last night was fun, except chrissy drank WAY too much. 15 shots. yeah. We didn't take derek. that was good. we tried to get brittany to go out with this other kid, but he turned out to be more of a jerk than derek. brittany was all upset and was crying. when we got home her mom found out that we just didn't pick derek up and she was all pissed and said we should all apologize to him. I'm not, we tried calling and he didn't answer the phone. oh well. i guess brittany still likes him n stuff. Can't think of anything else to talk about... Your Sexual Energy is Black! You are on the ultimate edge of sexual kinkiness. So you're a bit of a perve, who cares? Some may be turned off by a freaky chick, but many more love you for it. Does anal sex turn you on? How about fisting, bdsm, and intense roleplay? Just because these thoughts gives you the chills, it's no reason to hold back. You're a naughty girl and should be proud of it. You may meet your next lover, slave, or victim in an unusual place. Local underground clubs provide a lot of good prospects... As do kinky chat rooms and forums. Ready to add some variety? Try turning it down a notch. Go for candles without the wax. Pleasure without the pain. You may not like it as well, but it will certainly be different. When it comes to celebrities, Angelina Jolie and Bettie Page share your strong black sexual energy. Go out and find people with red, gray, and blue sexual energies. They will be a strong match. What Color is Your Sexual Energy? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva You Have a Hooker Ass! Watch out honey! Your ass can make money. If you want to score a couple bills, Offer it up and take some pain pills. What Ass Do *You* Have?? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva You Are A Juicy Kisser! About Your Kissing Style: Your lips are totally kissable baby, and you know how to use them. You are the perfect - with the right combo of lips and tongue. It's important to flaunt it, so kiss early and often on dates! What Your Kissing Style Says About You: You're 100% hot, and you know it. You're all about being sexy, all the time. You have no trouble scoring dates or kisses ... Just trouble getting rid of jealous people trying to show you up! You attract attention from every hot guy and girl... even before you show off your kissing skills. Your Personal Kissing Matches and Mismatches: Go out with another Juicy Kisser and you'll be the power couple of the party. Sure, you'll have a ton of hot kisses, but only after everyone there has checked you guys out. Hook it up with a Romantic Kisser and you may have found your soulmate. Romantic Kissers will be attracted to your appeal, and you'll appreciate their loyalty. Keep away from Carnal Kissers! They'll just try to play you for sex, and ruin your reputation in a heartbeat. And Freaky Kissers are way too wild and rough for your style. You prefer pleasure to pain, thank you very much. How Do *You* Kiss? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva You Are Tropical Fruit Flavored Lube! Pansexual, multi-talented, and sophisticated. You are the flavor most likely to take the teacher role in sex. You are the flavor least likely to shy away from weird sex acts. Sound yummy? Get Tropical Fruit Flavored Lube Here :-) What Flavor Lube Are *You*? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva So.......bored.......gonna die. post comment

shoot the boredom!!! [21 Dec 2003|03:33pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Vehemence 6.2-Deathmarch ] Congratulations! You're Merry! Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you? brought to you by Quizilla Aria's at her grandma's, and since my dad wouldn't let me go because today is famiy day, i'm sitting here all bored n shit. Trying to kill it, it's not working tho....my parents just left. I'm gonna go try to smoke. bye. ~Amber~ post comment

shoot the boredom!!! [21 Dec 2003|03:33pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Vehemence 6.2-Deathmarch ] Congratulations! You're Merry! Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you? brought to you by Quizilla Aria's at her grandma's, and since my dad wouldn't let me go because today is famiy day, i'm sitting here all bored n shit. Trying to kill it, it's not working tho....my parents just left. I'm gonna go try to smoke. bye. ~Amber~ post comment

woot [18 Dec 2003|11:37am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | ppl talking ] I am once again in mr. bauer's class. i'm so behind, but i can't concentrate on school work. 1 more day and then we're free. I can type this movie trailor script at home. it's so fucking easy. this class would be rather easy if i actually tried. jessica reed is printing her's out. so i'm bored. whOOsh. what else is there to say...ppl are stupid...DIE. nothing more. ~Amber~ post comment

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