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| 07:10pm 05/03/2006 |
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mood:  content music: FUCKIN METAL NONE OTHER
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Well, my first time, i feel like a virgin all over again. umm....where should i begin, i think aimee. she was this beautiful girl i met at 14. she was this beautiful flower that i wanted so tenderly to taste. I did not know i was dealing with such a dangerous rose. she pricked me over and over again, but still, i love her to this day. i wish she not be so harsh with me now, for i have some things to tell her. aimee, if you read this, i did not write those things of cancer, they were my older brother. i had no choice as to watch him destroy what we had. you may or may not believe me, but it is the truth. i hear of your troubles with your newly found love, or not newly. AIMEE, IF YOU SHOULD BE READING THIS, I SWEAR I'LL KICK YOUR BUTT (joke) IF YOU GET SMASHED AGAIN!!!!!!!! no, just know, its very very bad. it will hurt you. and its not a good idea at your age. i have many people now in my life. ashli parsons, a girl named jonelle cushing, phoebe and a few others. but they are all very good friends. i was actually planning to move with my newest friend kevin, to court street, but i was unab;e to due to the fact i wanted to help my mom, shes been in the hospital 3 times now for stress and shes been on the verge of literally dying. i had a seizure the other day, and now later this month or next month, i have to go on a heart moniter for a month, and i have been diagonsed with severe depression, BUT I WONDER FROM WHAT!!!(AIMEE!!! COUGH COUGH!!!) but no, other than almost dying, ive been doing pretty damn well. also school has been easier. i am pulling straight A's now. ha, i have never pulled straight A's before. whoa.... YEAH!!! thats it, reply! please............................................ MY SOUL HAS BEEN BURNING FOR SO LONG/ BUT TO HEAR YOUR VOICE CALMS THESE ECHOING DRUMS |
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