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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004

Time:12:16 am.
I'm at Sam's house. Sam is stupid. I wet my pants. Hehehehehehehehehehehehe. Stop. *hits Sam*

Why do I make sucha gay sound when I laugh. Whoa!!! It's tomorrow!!!

I'm stupid

signing off...ohohoh

there was this um, stop mim really just te;;llimg you and i cant type for shiby caus eim sam and im cool and john and clay are sexy
slit my throat

Sunday, February 15th, 2004

Subject:mmm herbalness
Time:10:59 pm.
Music:aar//PAPER HEART.
my hair smells really good....cuz i took a shower yesterday and i was like goddamit we're out of conditioner but then i found half a bottle of the herbal essence stuff so i used that and mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm my hair smells niceeeee....yeah so i saw 50 first dates with aqsa the other day....haha it was funny...parsippany theatres is ghetto spanish ppl central at night....yeah scaryness....omg aqsas brother drove us and he has this cute little silver sports car and its all like "doped out" (ahha) yeah he drives soooooo fuckin fast i was so scared...and hes like pushing all the buttons on the lil computer screen thingie and jesus fuckin christ he changed the station like every 30 seconds...pick a fuckin station!!...not that i dont do that but whatever.....yeah so then i went to the mall with sam and we met her friend cassie and jamie and we tryed to stalk theyre friend brian from mc but then i saw kelly and sam and we lost them then we found them at hot topic and sam tryed on these really big ugly shoes...yeha they were big and ugly...omfg someone come here right now and smell my goddamn hair.....its soooo good.haha ok...yeah so we have a week off nananananna.....yeha i didnt know....then kait told me that steve said we did so i was like ok....yeah...ok as gay as this sounds talking to steven makes me happy....yeah ew...but i dunno...he reminds me of st marys and then that reminds me of 8th grade and then that reminds me of vin and dan and being the 3 musketeers wit jenn and kait and god do i really miss those guys....ok i have to have a party real soon cuz i need to see these ppls....yeha.....omg theres this guy at school and he reminds me so fuckin much of vin....except hes tanner and his hair is more golden blonde but they both have big ass noses and hes realllllllllllllllllllllllly hot....like i might even like him more than vin....wow.....hes a sophomore though......yeah....you know what sucks....when u like this guy and then u find out he has a fuckin gf....i only liked him cuz i thought no one else would plus he was funny and kinda cute but still......i reallllly didnt expect him to have a gf and then on friday hes like yeah im broke cuz i spent all my money on my gf for valentines.....i wanted to slap that fucker.....it doenst even matter he probably doesnt like me anyeay cuz he looks at me weird and i laugh when he walks into stuff....but anyway....my parents went out to dinner for v-day and they spent like 200 fuckin dollars on just the dinner....that is fuckin insane...and then they went out to the movies and got each other presents too.....ok dinner for 2 ppl should not cost 200 bucks...it was that grill city south or whatever and jesus fuckin christ......yeah.....freddy prinze jr is fuckin hot....i still know what you did last summer was on the other night and boy oh boy he was niceeeeeeeee lookin.....that sarah michelle is one lucky ducky....haha i told steven that hilary duff was gonna be in a movie with chad michael muray and he was like lucky bastard....yeah at first i was confused and i just sat there like whhhhaaat? but then i got it and i laughed....silly steven....did you know we have the same lunch on a days? yeha i just found out too....weird huh.....yeah.....i hope i make the softball team......k i gotta go..
byebyes

ps....saw the new yellowcard video....that guys fuckin hotttttttttttttt
slit my throat

Saturday, February 14th, 2004

Time:10:17 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
Music:desaparecidos.....happiest place on earth.
stolen from sammy whammy


I am: 20% procrastinator 50% laugh machine 20% confused 15% bad at math
I love: spanish class
I hate: push-ups and term papers
I fear: dying...not getting into a good college
I hope: i make the softball team :-/
I hear: desaparecidos
I crave: coffee
I regret: not learning how to type right arrgghh
I cry: at sad movies
I care: only about myself haha
I always: have to pee haha sam
I believe: in a thing called love.. just listen to the rhythm of my heart!! haha
I feel alone: when i watch scary movies late at night :-/
I listen: to people talking to themselves..then i laugh
I sing: in the shower
I write: essays for english
I run: slowly
I miss: steven vin ryan jenn kait dan fuji and the show "salute your shorts"
I learn: how to graph inequalities....ew
I feel: so alivvvvvvvvve
I know: you want me ;-)
I say: slut a lot
I succeed: whenever i can
I dream: about da foocha
I wonder: if tina was lying about sams sn
I want: the desaparecidos cd
I have: a new hoodie :-D
I give: to get
I recieve: hugggs
I fight: with tina a lot
I need: a new straightening iron

name; jennie
age; 14..bday in 1 month 15 days :-)
birth date: 3.29.89
sign; aries
eyes: brown
hair: brown
pets: turkeys live in my backyard
bf/gf: singllllle

'' favorites ''
bandz: currently...bright eyes-cursive-desaparecidos-the juliana theory-senses faill-brand new-tbs-aar.....oh yeah and hilary duff hahahaha
music genre: anything but country...or that fuckin uh oh song..ew
crayon: cerulean
cereal: cinnamon crunch
jolly rancher flavor: watermelon all the way
color m & m: they all taste the same dumbass
hangout: ima mallrat
day: friday
month: december and march
season: autumn
shoes: flip flopsssssssssssssss
restaurants: uh........mickey ds haha
cars: the kind my friends brother has....i dunno what it is but its sexxxxxxxxxay
kitchen appliance: blender..mmm smoothie time
color of lava lamp: i had one that changed from aqua blue to neon green but i broke it cuz i got curious
person to talk to online: uh....aqsa...or sam...if she's not busy reading!!
person to talk to on the phone: sam and jenn
memories: 8th grade...graduation...parties...halloween...anytime kait jenn and sam came over...and that time kait fell out of her chair at lunch hahahahaha

|this or that|
boxers or briefs? boxers
plaid or striped? vertical stripes
alt or rap? alt
ska or punk? ska
classical or country? classical
salt or pepper? salt
coke or pepsi? neither
dr. pepper or mr. pibb? mr hanky
Sprite or 7-up? 7 up they have funny commericals
skittles-original, tropical, or wildberry? tropical
m & m's-regular, peanut, peanut-butter, or almond? wow i never knew they had almond...but uh regualr
bleh or blah? blehhhhhhh
okay, ok, or o.k? ok..only losers have the time to spell out okay
shake or stir? shaken
bright colors or dark colors: darkk
snap, crackle, or pop? crackle
half-empty or half-full: half empty
sunshine or rain? rainy daysss
sun or moon? moon
silver or gold? silver
frogs or toads? frogs

:: short answer ::
left handed or right handed? right...lefties are weirdddddddddd...cept kait..haha
are you smart? yeah...i think
whats your middle name? marie
how many personalities do you have? 7 1/2
how many piercings do you have? 5
tattoos? not yet
what was your first word? ummmm...mama...? or baba...aww i miss my bottle..time to go rummaging through the attic
do you read your horoscope? rarely
do you believe in that stuff? if it says good stuff will happen
can you do a cartwheel? if by cartwheel u mean do a handstand for a millisecond then fall on my ass then yes
can you drive? no...stupid age laws
do you keep a journal? this onee
what languages do you know? english and im learning spanish
do you like cotton candy? if its blue
do you like pina coladas? yeahhh
what do you sleep in? comfyness
how many pillows do you have? two
how many times have you moved houses? 4
is your room messy? always
do you like your handwriting? eww no
do you like to fingerpaint? yesssums
do you sleep with a stuffed animal(s)? pfft no
are you ticklish? maybbbe
did you go to preschool? uh yeah
are you a morning person? nooo.... noon is early for me

"hard questions"
would you rather burn to death or freeze to death? freeze
would you eat a bowl of live crickets for $40,000? how big is the bowl
if you had a band what would you name it? jennie is cool and anyone who thinks otherwise is a penguin shit ass spilonker
where do you want to live? wherever life takes me...haha that sounded so cliche and sappy
if you had to dye your hair right now, what color would you make it? light brown blonde highlights
if you had to get a body piercing right now where would it be? eyebrow
if you had to get a tattoo right now, what would it be? i honestly have no idea
Spell your name backward: einnej..whoa that was hard
If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? spider munkeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Ever been to Belgium? no
What's your favourite coin? quarter

describe your..
Pillow cover: lilac floweeerrrrs
Coffee cup: its blue and wavy and i think a hippie made it
Sunglasses: pfft..i dont wear sunglasses
Shoes: black and white volatile..blue vans or...any color flip flopssss
Favorite top: black one from delias
Favorite pants: jeanssssssssssss
Cologne/Perfume: warm vanilla sugar
CD in stereo right now: watashi waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Wearing: jeans and hoodie...hahaha
Makeup: eyeliner mascara and lippy

appearance
hair: messy bun
height: short.
thinking of: mike...

last thing you...
bought: HOODIE
read: 6th chapter gossip girl

either / or
tea or coffee: coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
beer or cider: apple cider mmmmmm
cats or dogs: dogs
single or taken: which i prefer or which i am?? fuck that..single
pen or pencil: clickie pen
gloves or mittens: gloves...mittens are so 2nd grade
food or candy: canddddddy
cassette or cd: cd

::you::
want- to see harry potter 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
need- to do my homework
live to- laugh
make- messes
want to be- successful
you are: ready for bed

byebye guysiess
slit my throat

Thursday, February 12th, 2004

Subject:valentines day eh
Time:2:12 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
Music:ppls typing.
im in computer class...sooooo bored....omg...just 13 more minutes and then im free...yahooey...ok byebyes
slit my throat

Wednesday, February 11th, 2004

Subject:boo
Time:7:14 pm.
Mood: sad.
Music:BRIGHT EYES.
i miss vin and steve...yeah...i need racist jokes, stupid faces and......i dont rememeber what steve did but it was funny....ok bye...homework fuckin sucks
slit my throat

Tuesday, February 10th, 2004

Subject:yay
Time:6:54 pm.
Mood: ecstatic.
Music:BRIGHT EYES.
I GOT A 96 ON MY BIO TEST!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM THE MASTER OF PUNNETT SQUARING!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!
slit my throat

Monday, February 9th, 2004

Subject:that thong tha thong thong thong
Time:8:10 pm.
Mood: chipper.
Music:desaparecidos//happiest place on earth.
yeah....im bored now.....i WAS on the phone with aqsa but the butthead had to hang up cuz stinky phone messyupness....silly aqsa tricks are for kids hahah.....yeah so i was up all fucking night cuz i didnt take a shower until 10 cuz Ever After was on and awwwww I love that movie....fairytales always get me right here ::points to heart:: ahahahahhaha that was gay....ok Ill stop that....yeah so i took a shower and my hair felt weird and it kept popping up gayly cuz i wear a ponytail like everyday so i washed it twice and then by the time i got out of the shower it was like 10:50....so then i had to blow dry my hair cuz i wanted to straighten it......so after i did that it was all poufy like i had stuck my finger in a socket....haha when is it not....yeah so then i straightened it and i didnt even do it that good cuz i was getting tired and i was like oh ill just finish it when i wake up..heh yeah right...so i went to bed at like 12:00 which is pretty good except for the fact that it takes me like 3 hours to fall asleep cuz im used to so much noise that I cant think and when im in bed the house is all quiet and then i start thinking about these really dumb unanswerable questions like is there really a god or does mike like me or how am i gonna do on the spanish test and then i start freaking out cuz i remember all these things i have to do so i try to make a to-do list in my head but i never remember it when I wake up anyway.....ok so back to the subject....yeah i actually fell asleep at about 3:26 cuz thats the last time i remember seeing on the clock....yeah then my alarm went off and i turned it off instead of hitting snooze cuz i was pissed off and my alarm was being a bitch and not letting me sleep....so i got out of bed at like 7:16..and i was like uh oh...so i put my clothes on really quick and shoved all my shit in my bag and ran out of the house....yeah and i was wearing that new shirt i got from delias and its all pretty cuz i thought today was club pictures and i wanted to look nice for once in my life so i was really fucking tired and then in art the speakers goes "oh yeah and in case you were up all night doing your hair and picking out your outfit so you'd look nice today there are no club pictures hahahahahah"....well at least thats how it sounded to me.....ARRRRGGGGHHH....i was soooooooooooo mad....yeah and everyone was all like oh you look pretty today...are you saying i dont look pretty other days??? buttheads....haha im jusssss playing....i actually dont look pretty other days haha......yeah so now i dont know what to wear tomorrow or the rest of the week cuz they didnt even fuckin tell us when the pictures are really gonna be....unless i just wasnt listening....i kinda fell asleep in english but oh well....yeah i got my spanish test back and she was like fantastico jennie!! and i looked at it and i got a fuckin 88!! fantastico my ass....haha she wrote "yippee" and a smiley face on it too....senorita blairs so silly....yeah but i guess compared to everyone else i did ok...oooh aqsa got bad....haha even dan got better than she did....and thats pretty bad haha...no offense....yeah....i didnt know that becca girl was from hills i just thought she was from a different class and then jenns like no she was at my schoool....so i was like hey becca do u know jennrem and shes like yeah and she was in my old spanish class...isnt that weird? fine i guess u have to be me and jenn and becca to get it...:-P...yeah so i feel really dumb saying this but i think i should dress pretty more often ahha....i just feel better when i look nice y'know?....but being comfy is so....comfy....arggghhh.....and it takes A LOT more time if u wanna look nice....i dunno....ill alternate..haha...ima loser...yeah so......OMG I REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY WANNA KNOW WHAT I GOT ON MY BIO TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. oooh im sooo scared......i know i passed but i realllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly wanna get at least a 93......ha like thatll happen.....ooh wish me luck guys im gonna find out tomorrow.....yeah susan waaasss gonna ask my grade for me on thursday cuz i couldnt go after school but she couldnt but its ok......ewwwww i have to go to the doctors for my sports health sheet.....and its a new doctor cuz my mom got new insurance or something and ewwwwwww im scared....i hope i dont need any shots.....ill be fine then....ewww i dont like that blood test thing though......o boy.......i better make the fuckin team.....yeah i think i wanna do volleyball next year.....i think...either that or tennis......i dunno.....cuz i really like volleyball in gym but we are not playing "spiritedly" or whatever he said so we're gonna switch to a different sport in two days.....arrrgghhh.....what else is there to do?? weve done soccer, basketball, and volleyball.....do we still play kickball? ahha awww the good ol' days.haha....oooooh aqsas on ok i go now...
byebyess
slit my throat

Saturday, February 7th, 2004

Subject:oopsies daisy
Time:8:33 pm.
Mood: amused.
Music:sam is gay.
+ name. jennie
+ birthday. march 29
+ location. nj
+ what are you doing right now? stunting my growth
+ what are you wearing? tbs shirt and jeans
+ do you like your neighbors? i dont know them....they are weird and have a totem pole
+ whats your magic number. 16
+ do you smoke drink or do drugs.? no
what c0mes t0 mind when y0u hear these names..

+ blair. waldorf.
+ shannon. doherty.
+ thomas. the tank engine.
+ scott. calvin.
+ lawrence. lee.
+ aaron. carter.
+ heather. feather
+ chris. mas (haha get it)
+ mallory. real world paris
+ chaquita. banana.

fav0rites

+ color. red and black
+ friend. my favorite? um..i dunno too many..i pick franklin haha
+ car. the cool kind
+ food. skittless
+ drink. coffffffffffffeeeeee
+ store. fye and delias
+ outfit. anything comfy...
+ song. currently....lover i dont have to love
+ singer. conor oberst and jesse lacey
+ movie. empire records...the man in the moon
+ pair of socks. ummm....my blue softball ones
+ saying. skanky hos
+ animal. monkeys

when was the last time y0u..

+ showered. today
+ went to a movie. last week THE PERFECT SCORE
+ cried. dont remember
+ talked on the phone. im on the phone right now haha
+ paged someone. i dont have a pager
+ lied. today
+ cheated on someone. never.
+ ate nerds. ewww never
+ drank welchs grape juice. not recently...we buy the cheap shoprite kind haha
+ watched the country channel. i dont even know what that is
+ shaved ANY part of you body and what part. yesterday my legs.

rand0m

+ are you a virgin. yup.
+ what did you do on Halloween. went trick or treating with sammy whammy
+ whats your favorite Scary movie. the faculty
+ do you belive in magic? yeaaaaaaaaaaaasums .
+ whats your favorite magazine. seventeen and cosmogirl.
+ whats your middle name. marie
+ favorite Disney character. cinderella
+ what brand of deodorant do you use. wild freesia mm
+ do you like Pickles. mmmmm pickles
+ do you have a website. dont think so
+ do you have your own phone line. yeah but i dont have a cell phone arggh
+ your thoughts on abortion. um...it is bad
+ do you like brittney spears. shhhhhh i like toxic
+ What do you want for christmas. ummmmmm...my 2 front teeth
+ what do you want to do with your life. become rich and famous so i can buy my mommy a dope ride
+ would you ever get plastic surgery if so on what. breast implants.haha jk...um nothing i guess
+ last time you went to the bowling alley. um...like 4th grade
+ what perfume/cologne do you wear. warm vanilla sugar body mist
+ do you like jell-o if so what flavor. ewwwww i hate jello
+ brand of toothpaste. aquafresh
+ last time you went to the doctor. last june
+ do you have a credit card: no...stupid sam and jenn
+ do you love your mom. yeah shes da coolest
+ do you love your mom as much as norman bates did in PSYCHO. no..thats just freaky
+ ever taken ballet. no
+ favoite juice. APPLE
+ most attracitve person. conor oberst and tyson ritter
+ any diseases if so what are they. um..no
+ last book you read...was it good. a tale of two cities....i liked it
+ white, dark, or milk choclate. milllllk
+ ever died your hair. yeah, jenn helped me and i just ruined the bathroom mat and got highlights done instead
+ What brand shampoo. pantene pro v
+ thing you hate most about your body. everything
+ last time you smoked. never.
+ last thing you bought. bright eyes cd...earrings

m0re rand0m..

+ are you stressd out...if so from what. homework is gay
+ what do you wear to the beach. suntan lotion
+ do you belive in angels. yes.
+ would you ever join the army. no im a scaredy cat
+ do you want a puppy. Yessssssssssssssssss
+ Favorite icing. vanillllllA
+ last time you were scared. today.
+ by what?. my mommy got mad at me and yelled
+ last party you went to. mine at christmas hehe
+ what detergent do you use. tide.
+ what fabric softner do you use. no clue.
+ are your nails real or fake. ive got the real deal
+ do you work out. ew no.
+ are u muscular. HA. no.
+ do you take a lot of pictures. i try.
+ favorite tv show. simpsons...viva la bam...family guy...queer eye.
+ do you want a baby. yeaaashhh they are SOOOOO cute.
+ ever thought u were pregnent. um..no lol sam.
+ last time you were sick. december.
+ butter or margerine. neither.
+ your feelings on mcdonald chicken nuggets. yum.
+ do you belilve in santa claus. i beleive in my mommy.
+ do you go to a tanning bed. no.
+ do you have a car. no
+ do you have your licence? no grrr
+ how do you get around. mommy or my buddie's mommys
+ are you dissatisfied with your hair color. no
+ what kind of jewlry do you wear. star earrings and my pink watch
+ do you have a cellie. no....me and kyle are rebels haha
+ favorite kind of gum. orbit mmmmm cant live without.
+ would you ever get a tattoo. yeahhs.

even m0re rand0m..

+ do u like coffee...what kind...what in it: OMG YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS MMMMMM we get gevalia and it is oh so yummy in my tummy.
+ favorite lip gloss. softlips.
+ do you wear a watch. yes....but i cant tell time hahahahahaha.
+ sunglasses. never worn em.
+ ever use nair....if so where? yeah nad it was disgusting and smelled like shit.
+ ever been to the mall of america. no, i reallllllllllllllllly wanna go...ever since i saw that mary-kate and ashley movie
+ are you online a lot. when i have the time...or if i have homework

m0re.

+ number of times I have been in love. dont think any
+ number of times I have had my heart broken. none...dont let them boys faze me...haha that sounded gay.
+ number of hearts I have broken. none hopefully ahha.
+ number of men I've slept wit. 0 haha.
+ number of continents I have lived in. 1.
+ number of drugs taken illegally. 0.
+ number of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends. 6...ok i really trust everybody
+ number of people I consider my enemies. two...john and tina...assholes
+ number of people from high school that I stayed in contact with. i'm in high school..hehehehe.....ok that wasnt funny i just thought it was
+ number of cd's that I own. very a lot
+ number of piercings. 5 in my ears....hoping for more
+ number of tattoos. 0.
+ number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper. at least once
+ number of scars on my body. two..fuckin tina
+ number of things in my past that I regret. heh too many to name
slit my throat

Wednesday, February 4th, 2004

Time:10:51 pm.
im bored and ppl suck...what else is new?


1 MINUTE AGO: reading lord of the flies...

>1 DAY AGO: why dont you just say yesterday? morons

>>1 WEEK AGO: mall

>1 YEAR AGO: Um I was 13

>>Current Clothes: hoodie and jeans...comfyness

>Current Mood: proud..first time ive actually done my homework

>>Current Music: Bright Eyes--A Line Allows Progress, A circle does not

>Current Taste: orbit gum

>>Current Hair: ponytail

>Current Annoyance: my contacts make me blink like a fag

>>Current Smell: "warm vanilla sugar"

>Current Desktop Picture: Uhh...its a beach

>>Current Favorite bands/singers: brand new--bright eyes--coheed and cambria

>Current Movie In VCR: freaky friday :)

>>Current Refreshment: peach snapple

>Current Worry: bio test tomorrow..ew...fuckin punnett squares

>Current Crush: conor oberst <3 haha

>Full Name: jennie marie signorelli

>>Were you named after anyone?: grandmama

>Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? No

>>Which finger is your favorite? uh....my left ring finger

>When did you last cry? when i fell down today..haha

>>Do you like your handwriting? ew no

>What is your favorite lunch meat? ew lunch meats

>>Any bad habits? im a nail biting, knuckle cracking, potty mouthed procrastinator

>What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? otown..haha

>>If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself? no, id beat myself up..fuckin loser

>How many wisdom teeth do you have? umm...i dont know what those are

>>Are you a daredevil? ha no

>Do looks matter? if its a looks contest then yeah

>>Have you ever mis-used a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? all the time

>Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no thats just a myth made up by leperchauns that wanna rape you....beware

>>What is your favorite band/musician? too many to choose

>Are you trendy? if by trendy you mean i wear the same stuff everyday then yeah

>>How do you release anger? abuse tina and curse

>Do you have anyone that is like a second family to you? sammy whammy y jenn

>>What was your favorite childhood toy(s)? barbiesssss duh

>If you could have any one material thing, what would be it? ooooh haha i thought it said if you could have any material what would it be....i was gonna say silk...but ok i wont answer this its too much for my brain right now

>>What class in school do you think is totally useless you sleep during it? history...grrr ill give you a fuckin 91...asshole

>Do you like sappy love songs? ewwww no

>>Have you ever been on radio or television? yeah

>Do you have a journal? this one dumbass

>>Do you use sarcasm a lot? cant live without it

>Have you ever been in a mosh pit? No Im not cool enough

>>What do you look for in a girl/boy? as long as theyre straight

>What are your nicknames? jennay jenbenz...sam calls me Stupid a lot

>>Would you bungee jump? its next on my to do list

>What is your least favorite food in the world? sausage and eggs ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

>>What are you worried about right now? I already told you

>Do you ever wear overalls? when i was a kid

>>Do you think that you are strong? if by strong you mean not

>What's your favorite ice cream flavor? cookie dough

>>What's your favorite color? red and black

>What's your favorite flower? chrysanthemums

>>Are you in love w/ anyone? ha No

>>Who/what do you miss most right now? vin and dan...screw harry and john

ok doneness

can you get heartburn if you dont eat anything? maybe im dying...yay no bio test....i missed top model yesterday grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...yeah we were in gym and we were playing volleyball and everyone was just standing around talking and me and sandy were like the only ones playing and then the ball went to the back to i ran back and tried to hit but i didnt do it hard enough to get over the net and then some fuckin bitch on my own fuckin team is like next time try to get it over the net...well maybe if you shut the fuck up and fuckin played...yeah and then the ball goes right to her and shes like two feet away from the net and she just hits it straight into the ground..ans she just fuckin giggles like a fuckin moron....omg...ppl are such fuckers...yeah then i was running late to class so i was trying to hurry cuz its at the end of the building and im stuck behind these two teachers who are walking so fuckin slow taking their fuckin time and just talkin and not even watching where theyre going and they have these hugeass bags so i cant pass them cuz theyre right in the middle...so then they move to the left a little and i try to go on the right to pass them but then the one teacher suddenly moves to the right and i she pushes me into the fuckin locker and she has the fuckin nerve to be all like EXCUSE ME...omfg maybe if you didnt walk so fuckin slow and get the fuck outta my way...jesus....then im like sorry but she didnt fuckin hear me cuz shes too budy being all yelly and pissed off and telling the other teacher and shes all like yeah that girl just ran into me.....you fuckin cuntfuck shithead pussyface bitch...you are such a moron and you fuckin ran into ME.... omg.....yeah sry i got mad...ok ill calm down.....i hate math...its so harddddddd....i never get anything.....i think im retarded...but liike mildly or something....seriously i am reaaaaalllly slow...i have problems yeah....tina is a bitch...no one likes her and shes a fuckin dyke who slutmugging shithead...i needed to go online for 1 fuckin second to ask my friend what the homework was cuz i actually wanted to do my homework for once and shes like no..and she was just sitting there trying to put all her buddies from her old sn to her new one...fuckin moron why dont you just save it....god shes stupid....and shes like just wait till im done...and shes typing like 2 letters per minute...and she has like 20 more names to add...so im like im gonna tell mom if you dont let me on cuz im a tattletailing bitch..and shes like fine so moms like tell her to get off if its not homework....so i got back and shes like no you bitch i was here first...omg she has the gayest attitude too..she does that gay head move like"dont go there girlfriend" fuck i could hit....and i did...so i started like strangling her and she fuckin raked her fuckin long ass nails across my arms and now theyre all red and bloody and that made me mad so i was trying to pull her hair and she started screaming so i got scared cuz i knew as soon as i let go she was gonna really hurt me...so i let go and tried to run up the stairs real fast but i slipped on a book on the floor and i just slam down on the grouind and i put my hand down to try and stop my fall but i tihnk i like fuckin broke it cuz im a moron...and it really fuckin hurt and i have a big bruise on my leg now and im just lying there like moaning in pain and tinas just sitting there laughing at me......stupid bitch......yeah and then i told my mommy again and i won....ha....oh yeah i got ym report card the other day....ew i sucked...i got a 91 in english and an 89 in spanish ewwww....my highest was a fuckin 93....ew....i even went down in art...how do you go down in art???? i must be really stupid..eww my gpa thingie is 93.429 or something...i dont know how to convert it to the like 2.9, 4.0 thingies...arggghh.....someday i wanna get a 4.0 just to say i have a 4.0 haha....dont worry my day will come....i want to go to the mall...i reallllly want the lifted cd.....like so bad....i should probably be studying for my gayass bio quiz tomorrow...ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....i hope i do good....i will cry.....whoa today after gym i was fixing my eyeliner and then when i opened my eye i couldnt see out of it and then i realized my contact wasnt on and i was like shit maybe it fell but then i like felt something and it was like all the fuckin way in the side of my eye like my temple and i had to like rub it back to my eye....yeah it was some weird shit...ok im gonna go study....wish me luck
byebyebeautiful
slit my throat

Monday, February 2nd, 2004

Subject:baile
Time:6:44 pm.
Mood: anxious.
Music:BRIGHT EYES--TOUCH.
yeah...i hope i make the softball team :-/...um i kinda suck so, yeah im a bit worried...me and ashley are gonna practice as soon as I can stay outside longer than 5 minutes w/out freezing my ass off...im cold...i lost my glove...thats not good...it was just starting to get all good and worn in too...arggghh...i will cry...ill make my own team...we will play the little kids that wait for their sisters...haha...i hope i make it...i should really be doing my homework...i saw the perfect score :-D...roy is funny...you look like you need a peeemmmpp...heh heh...i almost died...then the part when he was like my moms dead...sam started laughing...she is so bad...then she wrote clay is sexy on the bathroom stall...but ill fix it ;-)...ummmmmmm...i still wanna see tad hamilton...ill see if aqsa can go on sunday...im gonna sleepover jenns saturday and were gonna watch 13 and its gonna be phat yo...havent seen her in a while...cept that time at the mall...sorry guys...my dad yells at me when i dont wear my seatbelt and call people gay mexicans...who cares...if i die big deal its my fault, and they are gay mexicans...yeah we were picking up sam and we were stopped at a red light and this crazy mexican was dancing in the car next to me, so i was staring at him and making faces and then he turns to the side and looks at me...crazy mexican...i got a 98 on my spanish project...oh yeah go me...and yay someone bought my record...16 dollas fo jeni dats right...no one wants my mommys j.lo cd haha...i fuckin hate punnet squares and im never gonna have to use them in my whole fuckin life unless i have a kid and shes like mommy i need help with this punnet square stuff were learning in class...yeah and thats stupid...conor oberst is pretty in case you're wondering...my throat is sore from being mad...omfg...i spent the whole art period just sitting there doodling and trying to sleep...i couldnt think of anything to draw for our gay fuckin bitchass surrealism shit assignment...it ahs to be in black and white AND have two point perspective....argghhhh i hate black and white and i hate 2point perspective...so i just sat there being mad and trying to think of something i could draw in fuckin black and white without looking like it was drawn by a 4 year old...those innocent taxpayers are not paying for me to sit the fuck around and do fuckin nothing...im there to fuckin learn and do shit so i can get into a good college so i can become rich so that ill be able to pay my fuckin taxes easily...and buy a lot of shit i dont need...yeah but i just wasted it...ive been doing nothing for the past 3 classes...all cuz of fuckin surrealism...you know what fuck you dali fuck you miro fuck you ernst fuck all you other crazy people that decided to draw apples insetad of peoples heads and got money for it cuz some moron thought it was cool that you couldnt draw faces so you had to improvise...you guys suck...i hate this...argggggggggggggggghhh..ok my mommys home and shes gonna see my cursingness so i go no
bye
slit my throat

Subject:crush
Time:4:15 pm.
Mood:overwhlemed.
Music:BRIGHT EYES--LOVER I DONT HAVE TO LOVE <3.
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Saturday, January 31st, 2004

Subject:time is standing still
Time:12:42 pm.
Mood: bored.
Music:PIEBALD--YOU'RE PART OF IT!!.
Let the rain fall down and wake my dreams. Let it wash away my sanity. Cuz I wanna feel the thunder I wanna scream. Let the rain fall down I'm coming clean!!! Haha I like hilary duff. Shhh. Whoa, ok I had the weirdest dream. I dreamt(ed?) that I died. But it wasn't like you die and then either you see god or you go to the fiery pits of hell. It was really...real...and it scared me. I was in the living room and my parents had just gotten into a fight. My dad was pouring a bowl of cereal on the couch for some reason, but then the bowl turned into a basketball hoop so the milk was getting all over the couch and I was like dad what the hell. So I started wiping it off but when I looked really closely at the couch I saw tiny strips of newspaper articles about kids dying all over america cuz we were at war or something and I got really freaked out. So I stood up to show my dad but just then I looked out the window and this gigantic cloud thingie of fire was coming at us and next thing I know we were engulfed in flames like in the airplane crash part in "Final Destination". Omg, it was so scary. Then I felt really weird like I couldn't think my own thoughts. I was in this giant golden cloud thing and there was just a bunch of nothingness. I heard this voice but I couldn't see anyone and I couldn't tell what he was saying. Then in my head without even thinking of them I saw certains parts of my life and then I saw what happened to other people that did that too. Like I saw that time when I drew on the dining room chair and blamed it on Tina. Then some girl I don't know popped into the cloud with me out of nowhere when I thought of that and then I guess she had done somethig similiar and then she was like sucked into the otherside of the cloud and she was all screaming and crying. Then the voice that wasn't there made me think that I was getting a second chance. Like, I didn't actually hear anyone say that I just had this sudden understanding that I was gonna go back. So then everything went black. Next thing I know I'm standing in school and everyone's like omg you'e still alive. Yeah, but I somehow knew that I wasn't supoose to tell anyone what had happened when I died. It was really weird. Then somehow my dream turned into me playing volleyball in gym and this stupid bitch on the other team kept hitting it into the bleachers and saying it was in. Stupid cunt. Yeah then I woke up. So anyway...keep the noise low. She doesn't want to blow it. Shake from head to toe while your elft hand does the show-me-around. Quickens your heartbeat, beats straight into the ground. You don't recover from a night like this, a victim still lying in bed completely motionless. La dee da dee da da. This is so messed up. Yeah, I like that song. I lost my your favorite weapon cd case. Arghhhhh. Yeah, so yesterday I went to the mall with Sam. Funness. I bought a calendar(finally) and a present for my friend(i don't know how to spell her name haha). Yeah, omg I almost did it again. We went to hot topic and I was looking through the stuff in the back and I saw this square thing and I was like oooh look calendars only 5 dollars. And then I realized that they were records. Hahahahah. They should really put a sign there" In case you think these are calendars, they are records." haha. Yeah, then we went to the foodcourt and ewwwwwwwwwwwwww that little section near the doors, they turned it into a taxing place. Ewwwwww, it's so stupid. Yeah, so we were sitting near this girl and what I'm guessing was her boyfriend. He was so stupid. She was asking him what he got and then she was like oh I thought you didn't have any money. And he was like I did I just wanted to save it for the shoes(or something like that). And then she was like you bought stupid homer simpson slippers and you wouldnt buy me dinner!!?? and then she hit him.hahahahahahahaha it was funny. Then she was like so how much was that? and he was like what!? and she was like how much was that and he was like what!!? then she was like how much was it and he was like what!? hahahaha I was dying he was so stupid. Omg, then she was explaining to him what the new tax part of the food court was and he was like what, there's a taxi service here now? Hahaha. yeah. Then they started argueing about where they threw out their trash last time and he was like yeah it was right there and she was like nu uh it was totally down there.. hahaha..losers. Yeah, then we went to borders. We walked. It was soooooooooooooooooo fucking cold omg. Yeah, I didn't even buy anything ahha. Yup...haha omg I love franklin hes so goddamn funny. We were in computer and we were doing those collage things and he had just gotten a whole ton of pictures and then his computer froze and he was like nooooooooooooooooo mrs. kohler my computer is being gay!!! and he started hitting it..then he was like omg omg i gotta save i gotta save so he kept hitting control-s and he was like ok its gonna save it better save or else I'm not coming back to class...and hten he was like goddammit why'd this have to happen to me...oh i know its cuz im spanish!!! and then mrs. kohler was like youre not spanish..and he was like yeah I am..and she was like where are you from and he was like what? spanish!! and then she was like no what country are you from he was like (all sarcastically) no im from arabia and mrs. kohler started laughing and she was like what?? he was like im from ecuador!!!!! and then that kid that sits in the front started laughing and franklin was like he doesnt like spanish people eaither!! he called me chico!! racist!!!!!!!!!! omg it was so funny..yeah you had to be there and be me....so anyway i think ill go now k
byebyebeautiful
slit my throat

Thursday, January 29th, 2004

Subject:epitome of perfection
Time:11:06 pm.
Mood: awake.
Music:all-american rejects//time stands still.
Hey. Don't you just LOVE my new background? Conor Oberst <3 Yes, it's gorgeous, I know. I really wish I knew how to type the right way. I can type ok I guess, but I make mistakes a lot cuz I'm stupid. But yeah. Ok, I LOVE this song, time stands still. His "yoooooooooooouuuuuuuu"'s are so...pretty-sounding. Y'know? Yeah, I like him. He looks like Tom Welling. Oh, yeah I saw Cheaper by the Dozen the otehr day and I liked it. It was sad too though and I cried. I wanna see the perfect score. Yeah, that chinese guy is cool. Ow, my foot is alseep. Actually, I should be in bed right now but I can't fall asleep because I have a newfound addiction to coffee. Mmmm, hazelnut Gevalia, can't get enough of it. So anyway, about Sam. Um, she got tickets to the Clay concert, as I'm sure you've all heard from her blurty. She is very very very excited (duh). She has a new phone, the same one as Kelly. I want one. Bastards. Sam laughed. Sam chuckled. My computer's name is Eugene. He says "keep it real homies" when I sign off of aol. I hate AOL. It is gay. It likes other internet servers. It should be on queer eye, along with my computer, and Sam's stupid dog with the big head. I used to think that epitome was pronounced ep-i-tome not e-pit-i-me. Today was Marissa and Krupa's birthday. Did you know, they had stephen drisaldi day? That is gay. They should have a Jennie Day!!!! Yay, everyone would love that. We could sing to Hilary Duff and we could watch Harry Potter and we could go to the mall and walk around for hours and buy nothing. And give me presents of course. Ok, Sam made me laugh too loud and my heard and she said go to bed so I have to go now. Ok, bedtime for me!!
ByeBye Beautiful
slit my throat

Tuesday, January 27th, 2004

Subject:attack of the fricken crickets ahhhhhhhhh
Time:10:14 pm.
Mood: hyper.
Music:PIEBALD--AMERICAN HEART !!ur part of it!!.
wow..i have not written in this thingie for like ever oh my garsh...ok soooooo...lets see....i really shouldnt be up this late cuz we might have school tommorow and i didnt do my homework but hey who cares...i wanna see the perfect score...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OMG A CRICKET NUST ATTACKED MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE OIMG OMG OGMGOMG AHAHAHAH......ok im ok now....holy shit that was scary...it just jumpoed on me outta nowhere....boy i really hope we dont ahve school cuz i dont think i can deal with class what with all this bug trauma.....ok......i like piebald......and yay someone bid on my record on ebay!! ok if anyone wants the your favorite weapon 12 inch lp by brand new go to ebay...i never played it and i bought by accident cuz im a moron and its only 10 dollas...plus s n h.....yeah so bid.....ok yeah i took some nemo quiz and i was crush the turtle but i lost the link cuz my computer is gay..yeah he likes other boy computers..dont make fun of him....yeah i was watching american idol and i like that jeffery dingle guy cuz hes good and his last name is dingle like that guy in werewolf on campus unless i made that up in my mind but if its true then....GO JEFFEREY DINGLE!! haha yeah...and i was watching americas next top model and catie crys so damn much.....yeah crybaby...shes like this is a once in a lifetime ooportunity and i dont care what they do to my hair so they ciut her hair and she crys then shes like oh fear is a wasted emotion dont be scared then shes like omg im scared of heights and she cries...baby...aww heather left..i liked her...yeah so anyway...aqsa is stupid..haha jk...but she did run into a wall...yeah i think steves in my a day lunch and i never noticed it before cuz i was standing with tay in the lunhcline and some tall guy was next to me and he looked like steve so im guessing its him.....haha yeha then me and tay were singing hey ya and some guy comes up behind us and all of a sudden hes like shake it shake shake it shake shake it shake it like a polaroid picture and yeah it was funny..i hope hope hoipe hope we do not have schoopl tomorrow...i would wear my pj's backward but i dont wear any..ahhahaha jk...haha grossed you out....whoa i have problems with g's and j's...i get confused and i write like progect and egect....yeah confuzzlement......yeah and i totally dont get this punnet square shit and we have a text next class and im gonna die......i would ask for extra help but i can stay after school cuz i have too much homeowrk and i cant wake up early enough to go before class.....haha im a very sleepy person.....ewwww we have to do a term paper in lit and ewwww im bad at that stuff...and i really wanna talk to my guidance aldy cuz im really confused about ym classes for next year..and haha i see now that i spelled my as ym but im too lazy to go back and fix it so ill just write about using up the same amount of energy.hahahaha...ewwww i was confused after lunch and kelly walked up to me and put ehr phone in front of my face and i was like what and she took a picture cuz i forgot she had a camera phone and i hope she dleeted it cuz i had a "duh" face on..hahaha yeah......we have art tomorrow(if we have school) and we're doing surrealism and im gonna make a scene with all the disney princess ppls in it like snow white and the little mermaid and cinderella and its gon be tight yo...hahahha aqsa says iight..she is silly...ok im gonna go watch real world if its still on....byebyes ppls *muah* (ewww thats gay, ill never do it again...i jsut wanted to try muah out for once...ew)
2 apologized for bleeding slit my throat

Friday, December 19th, 2003

Subject:spiffy
Time:12:49 pm.
hey again...in computer class...again...i cant wait to go home....christmas is almost here!!!!! yay!!!! yup...wrapped presents yesterday was fun...we have a pep rally in like an hour...yahooey!! k bye
slit my throat

Subject:spiffy
Time:12:49 pm.
hey again...in computer class...again...i cant wait to go home....christmas is almost here!!!!! yay!!!! yup...wrapped presents yesterday was fun...we have a pep rally in like an hour...yahooey!! k bye
slit my throat

Wednesday, December 17th, 2003

Time:3:35 pm.
Goddaammit
Getting soaked by the rain
Cold as fuck
Have to walk home
Some long lost cousin died
Dad went to funeral; cant pick me up
Im really fuckin cold
I hate this

Girl runs towards me
Hey you slut you were on my softball team in 7th grade
Her lips move I don’t hear
Got my headphones on
Keep walkin
Don’t slip bitch

Keep walkin
So fuckin cold
Ice-cold waters drippin down my face
My binder is soaked
Cant feel my eyebrows
Can I ever feel my eyebrows?
Ponder this thought
Almost fall on my ass
Ok pay attention to where youre going

Make it down to the road
Pray I don’t get hit
Pray I do get hit
Wait for what seems like forever for cars to stop
Run across the road like a madman
Madwoman rather

Just keep walkin
My shoes are soggy
Pants soaked up to the knee
I don’t care
Splash in the puddles
Ahhhhhh got dirty water in my eye
Ok enough of that
Oh look theres a gumdrop on the road
Ew

Just keep walkin
Finally make it to me driveway
Slump across the slush
Still fuckin cold
Just keep walkin
Yes!!! Finally make it to the door
Oh fuck…forgot my key
slit my throat

Subject:cc
Time:1:47 pm.
hey...in computer class...wrote a xmas story...its tight yo...haha...yeah now we're drawing stuff...gonna make a robot haha...gtg bye
slit my throat

Wednesday, December 10th, 2003

Subject:fag
Time:9:10 pm.
Mood:fag.
Music:fag.
once upon a time i wanted shoes but someone said no dont get those and now i still want them very much and arggghhh and then once upon another time i made this really cool thing that i put a lot of work in and then someone was like oh yeah this other persons thing is soooo cool i wish i had something like that it has this and this and its so neat but yours is still good...um yeah ok....sluts.....ok lemme think of another one.......oh yeah once upon a time i hung out with this kid who was not very cool but i felt bad so i didnt want to leave them then one day some other not very cool kid wanted to talk to the other not very cool kid and he was like ewwww shes not very cool and i was like you fucker youre an even bigger loser i didnt even know why i hang out with you...except i said that in my head.....then once upon this other other other time i wanted someone to do something but they didnt really wanna so i was like pleassssssseee and then they said like ok but you have to do this and i wasnt really paying attention cuz i have no memory of it whatsoever but yeah now i have to do stuff i dont wanna do......ok and then once i didnt like something and i wanted it to change and then someone changed it for me and it was the start of a new beginning but then an old person said no no put it back the old way she doesnt know what shes talking about and i was like noooooooo but they changed it and then i went home and thought about how much they sucked and how much i didnt like them and yeah...i do dumb stuff i dont wanna do then i go home and get all mad at people and i write in my blurty like a little pussy and then its fine....
slit my throat

Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003

Subject:Boy, am I sleepy.
Time:5:28 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
Music:the spill canvas.
It's not fair. I hate Sacred Heart. I hate church. I hate my gay fucking confirmation classes. I hate Dover. I wanna go to St.Mary's..but no. I have to go at night and wait outside in fucking 20 degree weather. I hate it. It's boring and stupid and I could learn more by watching paint dry. It's ridiculus. No one pays attention or participates. And they're all scary ghetto people with names like "Laqueesha" and "Alberto". I hate it. And I hate school. I am by far the stupidest person I have ever met. My grades suck ass and I never know what is going on. The only class I like is art. And even that is getting a bit hard for me what with perspective and shadows. Yeah, not good. I am le tired and I need a nap. But I have to do my homework and cook dinner. Oh my goodness I can hardly wait for Christmas. I am sooo excited. I love holidays. We get out of school and I get presents...what could be better? Nothing...that's right, I know. I want a scarf..and a hat...and the cursive and coheed and cambria cd's...I better tell my mommy...I want to get another hole in my cartilage(sp) and two more in my lobes...then I'd need a lot more earrings...like I have any now. I want shoes. The kind that make me look taller. I am short. Shorter than David. And a lot shorter than Kyle I've realized. Wow. Ewww, I have so much shopping to do. What am I saying? Ew? Yay, I love shopping!! It's just that I don't know what to get. I have to buy stuff for Kait and I really have no clue what to get. And there's too many ppl at school and I have like no money...I dunno...I'll figure it out...Shit I have to return my moms present cuz it got fucked up and I don't want to give it to her like that...I'm tired...Ok, I'm gonna do the dishes then I'm gonna take a nappy. Ok.
ByeBye Beautiful
slit my throat

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