Christina Catastophe

5:39pm: When she wants to be the queen and she thinks about her scene..
Pulls her hair back and she screams, "I don't really wanna be the queen..."

4:21pm: sucksss

12:32pm:

8:13pm: ( Read more... )

1:03am: IF ANY OF YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE FUN OF MY EDITING, THEN DONT LOOK AT IT.


[yes, thats me again.]

11:58pm: Dear Cody,
I know we have to hide our relationship from your parents and I've bene waiting for a while but when you asked me for 4 and a 1/2 weeks and you start acting shady, you never call me, and you are never around anymore, I start to wonder. I don't trust you anymore. I don't understnad why you have to be the way you are but I'm tired of this. If we can't be known, there is no relationship. I'm not going to wait any longer for you.
<3
Christina

9:16pm:


Sometimes, I miss him.

11:08pm: I don't know how long i'm gonig to be on this earth.



I'm sick and I'm not going to get better.
My doctor said that I'm deteriorating from the inside out.
My organs are failing.






No one knows but me....and I'm scared.
<3
Christina Catastrophe.
Aim - soulofagoddess28

1:47pm: add me:
www.myspace.com/brentsbandbabe

7:53pm: I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures i took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

3:05pm:

This is my ex, Charlie who I was dating for a year and a 1/2.

Secret [1]: He's my ex because he passed away a year ago.
A drunk driver hit him after he dropped me off at my house and he was on his way home.

A few days ago, I got a few packages and a letter from his mother saying that she was cleaning and came across some things that he was going to give me for Christmas but he passed away before then and some of his old things she thought I should have.

Secret [2]: I'm scared to death to know whats inside.