hiiiiii   
09:44am 01/07/2005
 
mood: content
music: bedroom talk//the starting line
so so sorry for the lack of update, yet again. I just dont take the time out of my day to do so very often.haha.

tampa in like, 11 days!!!!! i think so....im too lazy to actually count the days. its something around that. haha.

I have nothing that meaningfull to write here today...
  
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sorry!   
05:32pm 28/06/2005
 
mood: giddy
music: The Ugly Kid//Martini
Sorry for he lack of update. I love you, i really doo! Im just a lazy bum and never feel like updating even if i actually have something to say once in a while.

im listening to boxcar racer right now...i dont listen to them much. I like them mucho though.

Now im listening to Martini...some underground rapper that i downloaded from purevolume. Its makes me laugh...its funny. I dont think it is suposed to be funny, but whatever.

Im off now. leave me pretty words.

<3<3		  
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ew.   
12:23pm 20/06/2005
 
mood: annoyed
I like >>>hope something eats my new haircut

  
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03:58pm 16/06/2005
  so. alex is bored.

I want to start my own clothing line when i get older like www.heartcoreclothing.com or www.entrustclothing.com. and also be a fashion journalist or fashion editor. Cuz i think that would be awesome. Its now past the point of me liking to go shopping. i like, really want to go into the fashion industry. I dunno. Thats just what i like at the moment. I cant tell anyone else because most people would make fun of me. cept mybe you and caryn...lol. But yeah. Im sure that will change within the next few years. But that would be an awesome job to have and live in new york for, right? haha.

I have no idea why i like it so much, but its kinda like how you like the whole struggling artist thing. I really love the whole fake glamour sort of scene. Its hard to explain to anybody, but i really like it. anyways.

Ima go now. <3<3		  
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ugh   
08:16pm 14/06/2005
 
mood: energetic
music: RENT
You are so pessimistic laura. You could sooo do musical theater. Dont tell yourself that you cant. You should still have a stable job to fall back on, but nothing is wrong if you atleast give it a try. I think you would be awesome at it!

so yeah. I updated. just for you. hehe.

<3<3		  
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ugh   
05:05pm 06/06/2005
 
mood: weird
music: one eight seven//senses fail
what the fuck is wrong with me right now? This never happens. I hate this. Im all of a sudden just...sad. I dunno. I dont feel like doing anything right now...i dont want to. And its not because of my music...i tried listening to wicked, but that didnt make me any heppier. And nothing bad happened or anything. ugh. I really do hate this

  
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Math Free Response   
09:16am 28/05/2005
  So yeah...I defnitely just did my math free response, and i couldnt remember how to solve each problem, so i thought i was going to die. But then i remembered.

story of my life

anyways. apparently i cant get on xanga because screen says "acces denied" when i try to pull it up, even though lily has gotten on it before. so yeah...Not that it makes a huge difference in you life.
ima go now...

  
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aaaaaahhhh   
05:19pm 22/05/2005
  I hate this. I really hate this. I like, can't wait to see the certain people. And i dont want to feel like that because it just sucks sometimes. I mean, your like, one of my best friends laura, right? yeah. And i love to hang out with you. A LOT. But there are some people that i just cant stand to be away from. They consist of:
you
caryn

and i dnt want to be like that. Its like...if i dont see one of you for a few days, then i have like, person withdrawal. o well. Thats life, i guess. Maybe im not the only one that does that. Am i??		  
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srrryyy!   
03:38pm 19/04/2005
  sry for the lack of update. I havent really felt like updating this thing.

I have a song from RENT stuck in my head.... Im so happy they are making a movie out of it! haha.

Im goin to dinner tonight with bible study...hehe.

now that you have my update, ima go now.

  
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Cruddy mood   
08:45pm 12/04/2005
  I feel like I should be excited about new york or something, but im really not. I know that i will have fun and all, but now i feel kind of selfish going there, and its not like im going for a mission trip or anything. Its mostly for fun. Blaaah. I dunno. Life can be a bitch sometimes.

 
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so theres a girl.   
11:45am 05/04/2005
 
mood: bouncy
music: Pain//Jimmy eat World
It's caryn, if you must know. And im kicking myself for it. Im not going to act on it or anything. I just like her for the time being. But i get to cuddle with her, so thats good. lol. We are both cuddle whores.

 
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fooood   
05:18am 04/04/2005
 
mood: high
music: cheese crwackers and jujubes//elemantary school. hehe.
For some reason this morning i wasnt huingry. at all. food was just...unappetizing. so i havent eaten like, anything since yesterday around four. And now im eating yummy artichoke dip. sound kinda gross, but it is sooooo delicious.

you should be proud of me!!!! i havent said "thats depressing" at ALL today! hehe. im happy. im in a strangely...ahppy modd today, which doesnt happen very often, so yeah. happy is always a good thing, dontcha think?

i got new shoes today. some black converse. But now i have to throw away my old red ones that i have had for like, 2 years now. lol. but w/e, cuz they smeel like dookey. lol.

im gunna go now. adios.
 
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blah.   
11:09pm 03/04/2005
  Im bored. entertain me? please?
i <3 my music.

its good.

this is an extremely pointless entry. i need something to write about. but i got nothing. sorry

yeah.

i guess i should go now.
adios.

 
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wow...   
09:05pm 03/04/2005
  i totally just made that post 3 times...sry laura! lol.
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swallow all your bitter pills   
09:03pm 03/04/2005
  heyyyy. Wutsup?
My mom is at work this morning, so im online. And im listening to third eye blind. yay! i <3<3<3 them mucho. And my mom wants me to write all 51 vocab words onto notecards. Wow, this really sucks, cuz she is making me study like crazy even though i dont have the test for like, more than a week. So yeah. Thats kinda sucky.
I hate how my parents are so much harder on me than they were with my sisters. I mean, i know that i should be happy, but it still sucks. I hate having them breathing down my back 24/7 about school. My parents now have such a high standard for me(it may not seem like it, but believe me. they do) And my dad wants me to have a perfect life, and he doesnt realize that everything cant be and doesnt have to be perfect all the time like he wants it to be. Sorry, this post may seem a little bratty right now, and im sorry. I know that i should be happy that they are like this and i know that its a privelidge to be able to go to school. o well...i guess that i shall go now.

<3alex		  
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swallow all your bitter pills   
09:02pm 03/04/2005
 
mood: contemplative
music: Danger//Third eye Blind
heyyyy. Wutsup?
My mom is at work this morning, so im online. And im listening to third eye blind. yay! i <3<3<3 them mucho. And my mom wants me to write all 51 vocab words onto notecards. Wow, this really sucks, cuz she is making me study like crazy even though i dont have the test for like, more than a week. So yeah. Thats kinda sucky.
I hate how my parents are so much harder on me than they were with my sisters. I mean, i know that i should be happy, but it still sucks. I hate having them breathing down my back 24/7 about school. My parents now have such a high standard for me(it may not seem like it, but believe me. they do) And my dad wants me to have a perfect life, and he doesnt realize that everything cant be and doesnt have to be perfect all the time like he wants it to be. Sorry, this post may seem a little bratty right now, and im sorry. I know that i should be happy that they are like this and i know that its a privelidge to be able to go to school. o well...i guess that i shall go now.

<3alex		  
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Swallow all your bitter Pills   
08:53pm 03/04/2005
  heyyyy. Wutsup?
My mom is at work this morning, so im online. And im listening to third eye blind. yay! i <3<3<3 them mucho. And my mom wants me to write all 51 vocab words onto notecards. Wow, this really sucks, cuz she is making me study like crazy even though i dont have the test for like, more than a week. So yeah. Thats kinda sucky.
I hate how my parents are so much harder on me than they were with my sisters. I mean, i know that i should be happy, but it still sucks. I hate having them breathing down my back 24/7 about school. My parents now have such a high standard for me(it may not seem like it, but believe me. they do) And my dad wants me to have a perfect life, and he doesnt realize that everything cant be and doesnt have to be perfect all the time like he wants it to be. Sorry, this post may seem a little bratty right now, and im sorry. I know that i should be happy that they are like this and i know that its a privelidge to be able to go to school. o well...i guess that i shall go now.

<3alex		  
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yeah.   
07:42am 31/03/2005
 
mood: thoughtful
music: a song for the optomists//atreyu
sooooo. im booored.

i like someone, who i am almost posotive doesnt like me. gosh darn it.
yeah.
i dont have much else to say, so i guess that i shll go.
never do drugs. drugs suck. not that you would ever do drugs anyways, but yeah. I wrote this whole long rant on xanga about that. because SOMEONE ***anne*** is crewing herself over. or atleast she will sometime. but you idnt hear that from me.

  
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Damn.   
09:14am 29/03/2005
  hey yall. wutsup? by yall, i mean laura. lol.

JACKSONVILLE IN....7 DAYS???hahaha. Damn everyone else who makes fun of us for liking to do mission trips. lol.

yeah.

I really have nothing to say right now.
adios

  
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easter!   
01:17am 27/03/2005
 
mood: content
music: something norma jean....
Today is most definitely easter, and i defintely got a chocolate bunny, yet again. And cadbury eggs...mmm....cadbury eggs.

anyways, its really depressing. All the songs on my ipod were delted, so i am having to put them all back on the thing. Laura...? hahaha. Like, half of the songs were yours. lol. You know that i love you, right??

I guess that i shall go now....adios.

  
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