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I cant make up my mind to if I like her or not. She got mad at me and threatened to call my dad, even though I wasn't even fucking TALKING OR LAUGHING this time. I wasnt doing shit, and still got in trouble. I was doing what I was supposed to be doing, and I was distracting anybody. I dunno. It just really pissed me off. Next time, Im just going to tell her to call my fucking dad. Why the hell does she always just single me out of everyone? what the fuck?! I usually dont even do anything. w/e. screw it. anyways. Im out |
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| 08:42pm 21/10/2005 | ||||
thats about it...Im in a rather good mood at the moment, Im not really sure why. I just am...which is always a good thing. oo! there was a really pretty girl in the hallway today...I have no idea who she is, but it was still fun to look. haha. She was kinda emo, but not entirely. Im off to go wait for all 1284 songs to load onto my ipod. |
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| 08:52pm 16/10/2005 | ||||
Whenever I'm in this mood I never think that I will get over it, and every time I gradually do. Its so weird. thats another thing that I hate. |
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| 03:40pm 01/09/2005 | ||||
Went to the mall earlier...got some new jeans from AE. AAAAAGGGGHHH. I really want my ipod to be fixed now. Its rather anoying, not having a source of music. im out beyothc. |
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| 05:43pm 31/08/2005 | ||||
yeah. Just to let you know that I am still alive. I is so very happy that I got to see you this morning, but now we probably cant hang out cept at church. hehe. I get to see you in your halter top 2 peice on ...saturday? hahaha. Im sure that you are beautiful. im out beyotch! |
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| 09:16pm 06/08/2005 | ||||
a whole effing week without my beloved laura. **tear** I have been...rather bored this week. Actually, very bored. I have like, close to no life without you. No one to call and talk to. but hopefully your having lots of fun at glisson. And also hopefully a guys living group. but yes. i am off now....not that you can even read this for a few more days.... |
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| 11:37am 03/08/2005 | ||||
hope your okay. Atleast your not like me and you actually let things out so that it doesnt kill you like it does me. i loooooooove you! have fun at camp. I shall miss you very much. |
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| 09:44am 01/08/2005 | ||||
tampa in like, 11 days!!!!! i think so....im too lazy to actually count the days. its something around that. haha. I have nothing that meaningfull to write here today... |
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| 08:11am 28/07/2005 | ||||
And when i thought about it the other day, I really did agree with pretty much everything you do about scripture, predestination, women in the church, etc. Its hard to accept it and actually believe that god has chosen an "elite" people for heaven, but its hard to not believe it I guess. at least for me. I hate the idea of it, and that we have no control over our own destiny. Where in the bible again did it talk about predestination again? thanx. yeah. I just want to read the actual scripture, which i dont think I have ever done and actually paid attention or listened. I havent wnated to believe it, because it seems so odd that our God, who is in all ways perfect, would do such a thing. I love the way that simpsonwood is sometimes, in the whole feel good beliefs, but now that i think about it, i dont agree with it completely. I dunno...its really confusing me right now. Way too complicated. And I do want to go to perimiter with you, but I dont think that I could ever completly leave Simpsonwood. Plus, I tink it would be kind of cool to stay there, and see what perimiter has to say, compared to simpsonwood, etc. Plus I have pretty much grown up at Simpsonwood. Its really hard for me to leave. I know there are mission opportunities at Perimieter, but I still Love simpsonwood in that senses. I still want to continue going to Tampa, and hopefully honduras. I dunno. I still want to be able to participate at simpsonwood, but start going more to Perimiter, too. I will think it over a lot more, most likely. We shall talk about it soon or something. |
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| 11:29am 27/07/2005 | ||||
we doo need to go to lenox mall soon, i like it lots. mostly only because of urban outfitters, but yes.haha. and while we are out we will find you some...dare i say it? OMFGSUNGLASSES haha. yes. some that look good. big white ones. i like white.... hehe. And you need sexy pokadot ballet flatsthat dont hurt aaannnndddd....some sexy-licious shirts! yay! hehe. i need to get my vans soon...not so much need as i really really want, but thats beside the point. I think i shall be going to michaels today, so maybe they have blank hoodies? i doubt it, but i can still check. but i shall also get some iron on transfer t shirt thingys. Next step is to find a printer that i can steal. haha. I decided to make a dresden dolls hoodie. possibly an arcade fire shirt. On a much more serious note... I just feel like lately(in church, with god, etc) that i have just been going through the motions. Its hard to explain...not really. I just dont feel like I am trying to strengthen my relationship with god, or anything. Which i want to. But it seems like I cant at the moment. Because I dont feel deserving;;i know that im not deserving. I dunno. so that shall be something i need to work on in the future. Very much so. In the very near future. im out. |
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| 01:01pm 25/07/2005 | ||||
so christina is goin to savannah today with carolyn...shes probably coming back around tuesday. yay! we are going to six flags on wednesday! hehe! (you are going, right? yeah, thats what i though biotch) It shall be mucho funn! hehe. im hanging out with Amber tonight. Going to eat at pickles then headin over to murmur to check out some cd's. Under the radar has a bunch of indie stuff that I like a lot, and a lot i haventheard of. so i like it a lot. very helpful in the indie music world. im off to go drink sprite and ask when i can go home. |
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| 03:31pm 20/07/2005 | ||||
I think im going out tonight with amber(not robb, other one) and some kid named david who apparently wants to meet me. haha. yeah. im out. |
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| 01:52pm 18/07/2005 | ||||
I sound rather hypocritical right now, and i am oh so sorry. I'd rather be a fashion whore. Yes...i think i shall be a fashion whore. hehe. but for cheap. im out. |
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I am at work, yet again with my mom. 'cept this time i woke up at 5 30 to come in and work on an order that they needed to be done. Which is now almost complete. And there is nothing else to do now. So i am updating.... I kinda forgot to call lessy last night about hanging out today, but i think i will call her sometime around 12 today. Yay for leslie not working today! haha. O well. I am off now. Probably to come back later today to update again. *muah* but you se, it's contradictive why would anyone practice [s.e.l.f. .d.e.s.t.r.u.c.t.i.o.n] |
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I am at work, yet again with my mom. 'cept this time i woke up at 5 30 to come in and work on an order that they needed to be done. Which is now almost complete. And there is nothing else to do now. So i am updating.... I kinda forgot to call lessy last night about hanging out today, but i think i will call her sometime around 12 today. Yay for leslie not working today! haha. O well. I am off now. Probably to come back later today to update again. *muah* but you se, it's contradictive why would anyone practice [s.e.l.f. .d.e.s.t.r.u.c.t.i.o.n] |
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| 02:54pm 10/07/2005 | ||||
We are soo going thrift shopping next week. yay! I like thrift shopping. O well...im off. I shall call you later today(or maybe i already called you, but you are just now reading my entry.) <3<3<3 until monday slash later today, ALEXXX |
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| 06:53pm 09/07/2005 | ||||
The Dresden Dolls are really sad..but i think their sound is kind of...addicting. I can't get enough of it. Like, these people are actually in it for the music, not the scene. I dont get that feeling a lot about many bands anymore. Atleast "emo/scene" bands. whatever. AND they can actually write lyrics that MEAN something to them. Not just empty words used to get emo kids to like you, yet i still like the cliche emo. o well. anyways. I reaaaallly dont want to room with Matt Mireles. Im so effing tired of him being perverted. Ugh. Tyler wont be too bad, and Joe...i dunno. I shall see. Maybe they will have to change they rooming for the guys. That would make me sooo effing happy. Like, beyond happy. hehe. I didnt mind tyler too much to tell the truth last year. o well. im off. I leave you with a dresden doll quote;; "and you might say it's self-indulgent and you might say it's self-destructive but, you see, it's more productive than if i were to be happy" i like the song, bad habit |
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| 08:56pm 07/07/2005 | ||||
my mom is trying to fix our now-broken-again sewing machine that i think christina broke. Its making a really loud and obnoxious sounds. eeeewww. o well. Im off. Just updating to satisfy you. |
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| 12:25pm 03/07/2005 | ||||
oo! kelsey is home now! apparently she had to go to some place(she called it the loony bin) so now she only goes there for half days and sleeps at home, so yeah. Thats good. Im listening to American hi-fi. lol. They make me happy. Very popish, but still good. Im out now. i love you! |
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