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Tuesday, December 28th, 2004

Subject:Poem by Russell Kelfer
Time:11:10 pm.
Mood: touched.
You are who you are for a reason.
You’re part of an intricate plan.
You’re precious and perfect unique design.
You’re a precious and perfect unique design,
Called God’s special woman or man.

You look like you look for a reason.
Our God made no mistake.
He knit you together within the womb,
You’re just what He wanted to make.

The parents you had were the ones he chose,
And no matter how you may feel,
They were custom-designed with God’s plan in mind,
And they bear the Master’s seal.

No, that trauma that you faced was not easy.
And God wept that it hurt you so;
But it was allowed to shape your heart
So that into His likeness you’d grow.

You are who you are for a reason,
You’ve been formed by the aster’s rod.
You are who you are, beloved,
Because there is a God!
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Friday, December 17th, 2004

Time:10:39 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
Music:George Winston - Pachelbel Canon.


Finally its Christmas vacation and now I got time to write on my blog…

First stop the movie I have watched a while ago titled “MY SASSY GIRL” featuring Jun Ji-Hyun and Cha Tae-Hyun probably you don’t know them well anyway this is a Korean movie, a comic-love story that you’ll surely love. The movie was is based in an on-line serial written by Kim Ho-sik that detailed his relationship with his off-the-wall college student girlfriend. This was eventually compiled into a best-selling book and caught the attention of director Kwak Jae-young, who wrote the script for the film.

The naughty/faithful/hopeless student guy (Cha Tae-Hyun) and the beautiful/tempered/frustrated writer girl (Jun Ji-Hyun) that was destined for each other. They cross their paths in the subway train when Jun (girl) who was at that time wasted and had thrown-up to a passenger in front of her and before passing out she called Cha (guy) his honey and the passengers surrounding them begin to think that the girl is Gyeon-woo`s girlfriend so he had no option but to took care of the passed out Jun at first he had this second thoughts that he would just leave Jun but being a gentleman he took her to a motel (I know what you’re thinking well anyway motels in other countries are clean not like the motels in our country and back to my story) and then he took care of her letting her sleep but the police came and accidentally mistook Cha as a rapist they suspected that he had took advantage on Jun so he was detained for a while and then released This is how their relationship begins, which will involve many more methods of psychological - and physical - torture for Cha to sustain. Jun in that time was filled with sorrow and bitterness and Cha only want to do is to heal her sorrow and bitterness. For that I don’t wanna spoil the rest of it. Watch it and you will enjoy it.

One thing that the movie wants to reach out to the audience is this. FATE IS BUILDING A BRIDGE OF CHANCE WITH SOMEONE YOU LOVE.

I love this movie because first it is not all about love and destiny it is also about reality and what you learned in life how you must go on and how you will live it. I also loved the funny side of the story and the part that their love develop through their friendship. Anyway that’s all I have to say for now and I recommend that if you watch this movie the more you will understand the story. Capische?
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Wednesday, December 1st, 2004

Time:9:45 pm.
Mood: enthralled.
Music:Suntok sa Buwan - session road.

Hindi mo ba alam
Damdamin ko'y pinagtakpan
Makasama ka'y suntok sa buwan

'Di mo nga alam
Mundo mo nga'y iyong tignan
Kung ganyan, walang pupuntahan

Hindi ko 'to gusto
Pero 'wag kang lalayo

Itanong mo sa akin
At tatanungin ko rin
Kung ika'y aamin
Lahat ay gagawin

'Di mo napapansin
Kailangan mo akong dinggin
'Di habang buhay ika'y aantayin

Ito'y aking hiling
At sana naman ay tanggapin
Ng puso ko'y 'di nabibitin
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Time:6:06 pm.
Mood: grumpy.
Music:Proof - I am kloot.


i got this exerpt from the movie shallow hal
this words really made me think
and it change a bit of how i view beauty

the brain sees what the heart wants it to feel
everything we know about beauty is programmed like t.v., magazines and movies
they are all telling us what is beautiful and what isn't
how is this all different?
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Subject:Nobody
Time:1:23 pm.
Mood: lonely.
Music:A love to share - Rivermaya.


if i could take over
this world that we're in
i wanna reach out
to every human being
i'd take all the sorrows
from every goodbye
i'll shed all the tears
so no one ever needs to cry
but

nobody cares for me
nobody here needs me
a love to share but
nobody dares
nobody cares for me

i'll summon the oceans
to drown every pain
i wanna be shelter
to the countless in shame
erase every conflict
from every divide
i wanna give every bit
of me until i die
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Tuesday, November 30th, 2004

Time:7:51 pm.
Mood: sore.
Music:One thing - finger 11.
People ask me if there's something wrong
I wonder if I tell the
can they do something?
can they change the things as they were
maybe
or
maybe not
but the thing is there's nothing wrong
Its just me
I'm only shutting myself up
for my mind is speaking to me
weird, that's what you call it
but that's just me and
there's nothing you can do
Nothing...
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Friday, November 19th, 2004

Subject:I don't think so...
Time:3:02 pm.
Mood: drained.
Music:Session Road - Suntok sa buwan.


You are an Inventive Inquisitor.

You have the unusual distinction of being equally good at math and verbal skills. This means you are a creative thinker and are exceptionally good at teaching others.
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Subject:Is this true?
Time:2:56 pm.
Mood: uncomfortable.
Music:Azure - Just stick around.


Your true talent is Spatial Ability

People who have strong spatial ability typically possess the unusual skill of being able to visualize objects three-dimensionally.
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Subject:Curiosity
Time:2:48 pm.
Mood: curious.
Music:No Doubt - Don't Speak!.


This means you are full of questions about life, people, and the potential of your future. You spend more time than others envisioning the possibilities of your life — things that others are too afraid to consider.

Your curiosity burns with an almost physical need to know and do more. It's only through new experiences that you feel a greater understanding of yourself or the world — which ultimately is the greatest way for you to feel satisfied.

It is possible that the underlying reason for your drive towards curiosity is a deeply rooted fear of boredom. That means that you are probably more susceptible than others to feel like you're falling into a rut when life slows down into a comfortable routine.

You need to make sure you have stimulation in your life — that makes you feel like you're innovating or being exposed to the ideas and experiences that truly inspire you.

With such a strong orientation towards curiosity, you're also prone to a rebellious quality that shows up when you feel you are just going through the motions, and are unable to really influence the world around you. But interestingly enough, your drive towards novel experiences also indicates an openness others don't have, but wish they did.

Unconsciously, your curiosity presses you to learn more, experience more, and get the most out of life.

Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Curiosity, there is much more to who you are at your core.
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Wednesday, November 17th, 2004

Time:11:41 pm.
Mood: crazy.
staring blankly to the depths of the sky
trying to steer clear things in my mind
fighting the feeling of being cold
listening to the whistling sound of the wind
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Wednesday, October 27th, 2004

Subject:Am i evil?
Time:6:42 pm.
Mood: blah.
I am 30% evil.




I try to stay away from evil deeds but succumb to temptation every once in a while. I'm not quite on my way to hell but I certainly have some explaining to do.



Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com
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Sunday, October 24th, 2004

Subject:I am what i am
Time:11:46 pm.
Mood: restless.
Music:Clarity - John Mayer.
I will continue to put mask over my face when I considered necessary to, garble the image of my character, baffle you about my personality, incessantly be a mystery to many, seek and keep silent about some secrets of life.

Try not to daydream too much about life and how I want it to be, conjure up things till it makes me sick, end my anxiety for true faith to commence.

I shall stay here and write, sulk, shout, ponder and whine. Wander around this crazy game called life, lie down in my bed contemplating to different things, roll into a tight ball in the corner of my room and cry, keep asking this and that and why, gather my strength and lend my both hands, ears and voice to someone in need, deluge my love for the gal I want to spend the rest of my life with.

I am me.
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Monday, October 11th, 2004

Subject:Lonely, isn't it?
Time:1:30 am.
Mood: lonely.
Music:Creep - Radiohead.
waahhhhhhhhhh..... i'm sooo depressed.... i want to shout....
dont really know what's happening to me.... will someone, somebody save me....

='(

Alone
Loneliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most.


What Emotion Dominates you?
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Wednesday, October 6th, 2004

Subject:Why???
Time:3:53 am.
Mood: awake.
Music:why?- avril lavigne.
"Why does everytime you want someone to fall for you, no one fall for you but everytime you try not to fall for someone, someone is falling for you...!" Does it make sense? Am i making a point? Isn't it ironic?
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Tuesday, October 5th, 2004

Time:9:22 pm.
Mood: disappointed.
overheard this four guys talking nonsense... dunno if you find it stupid or funny...

guy1: "Pare pano pag nasunog ang fire departmment, san sila tatawag ng tulong? san sila tatawag ng bumbero?"

[ache che!]


may isa pang hihirit...

other guy: "Eh pano pag nanakawan ang police department, saan sila magpa-file ng report?"

[nyak!]


word of advice: "if you dont have nothing good to say just SHUT your mouth!" capiche?
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Sunday, October 3rd, 2004

Time:9:21 pm.
Mood: good.
Every oppurtunity to fear is also an oppurtunity to trust God.
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Saturday, October 2nd, 2004

Subject:Kailan pa?
Time:8:53 pm.
Mood: lonely.
Music:when it will be me? - yasmeen.
I see couples walking, feel like I don’t wanna be alone today.
So glad no one can see what I hide deep inside.
How it feels to be the boy who never kiss the right girl, Tell me why?
When there’s so much I got to give.
I wake up reaching out in the night ready to hold her tight
Till I realize that nobody is there.

When it will be me?
When will I be the one somebody’s dreaming of?
When it’s gonna be?
When will I find my heart lying inside the arms that never let me go?
I’d really like to know when it will be me?

My friends seem to have all the love seems like
love knocks on their door and walks right in.
I know I am worthy of what I been wishing for.
I can’t wait no more but it’s nowhere to be found.

Feeling her tender touch, talking bout forever together
Giving her all my love that’s been trying to break free.

Don’t wanna be alone no more.
I’m telling you what I need.
I want someone who loves me for me.
And when it will be?
Wonder when it will be me?

I ask myself when it will be me…
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Time:1:22 am.
Mood: hopeful.
Music:try - nelly furtado.
Water rises, water falls. That's the way this crazy game called life goes.

Wednesday, September 29th, 2004

Subject:pers taym...
Time:1:50 am.
Mood: happy.
YAHOO!

dont know what to say... its my first tym to post on my own blog and cant believe that i have my own blog now... its been long that i have been planning to create my own blog and at last i have it now... im not sure if i can update this from time to time with the hectic schedule ive got now school and at home always busy doing things so little time so much to do... well nwei i have a hard time editing/designing this blog coz wat i have said its mah pers tym so please bear with me... im open for any comments or suggestions... till nxt tym! BOOYAH!
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Monday, September 27th, 2004

Subject:whoops
Time:1:22 am.
Mood: working.
i'm devirginizing my blog spot
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