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Stephanie's Blurty:
| Tuesday, October 14th, 2003 | |
| 7:22 am | morning ewww i woke up today from john mayers or whatever....god i hate him.... ok school starts again today...grrr...last thing i need...little "friends" running up to me asking advise and what went on over the weekend... the same that happens every weekend...NOTHING. you bunch of queerasses and homo-phobs...lol lemme alone! alright...i can't find my pentagram...bad...bad..lol >_< i think today will be a good day...-__- i've already spilt coffee on me...but at least it smells good...lol i got to talk to my best friend in the world today...cept i got the biggest crush on the dude... kinda depressing too, lol he's practically married and lives like...an ocean away >_< i just pick the best dudes to fall in love with, dont i? =P now p.o.d....is on...woo -__- *puts on headphones* chimaira...better... wee...i love him so much...lol...but, of course, i've no chance. and i think i'm getting used to that =P lol this is my life...i think. well maybe not mine...i dont own it, i'm just the one that lives it...unfortunitly... omg i hate my hair today...i dont' care if i sound like a prep...but my hair is like...all poofy...grr on poofy...must die... ok i'm done...morning all!!!! *yawn* Current Mood:  sleepyCurrent Music: army of me - chimaira |
| Monday, October 13th, 2003 | |
| 9:24 pm | love me not... ok...the chick doesn't love me...or at least not love love...i dont think i loved her either. it was more like a rebel against my family...mostly my aunt, that is scared stiff of queers...and thats fine with me...honest... my friend chris is back...maybe now my life will get back in line...i've been struggling alot over the past few days just to stay alive...i've been blacking out almost every night, and widing up in places i dont remeber coming to...and i've been feeling like someones been stalking me...and i dont like it...it makes me feel wierd. i no longer smile at the stupid things...i no longer laugh at things that used to... people just say i'm growing up...thats bullshit...i know when i'm not feeling right...and right now, i'm not. i'm touchy, but i'm not pms.ing... god, why do you torture me so... someone wake me up from this nightmare... please... i dont know who the hell i am anymore...not that i did in the first place, but at least i had an idea... i'm so nervous... i'm appling for thomas jefferson high of science and technology... my testing period is on dec 4...but my mom has surgry a few days b4 that...i'm going to be so jumpy... i really want to get into this school...its one of the top rated schools in va...or anywhere...i dont care if its a nerd school... i want in... but i doubt i'll make it... Current Mood:  depressedCurrent Music: driven under - seether |
| 4:02 pm | pissed ok kelly hows this? YOU ARE A LYING LITTLE WIGGA!!! you little whore! the fuck is wrong with you!!?? you were my BROTHER!!!! FUCK YOU!! call me a fucking dyke!? im going to fucking kill you!!! i know why you did it, and i dont care! you just wanted to impress that little whore brooke isnt that right? look where its got you now. i know where you live. i know your whole family. fucking call me a dyke...some friend you are bitch... im sure later on today ur gonna come back and say "sorry that was brooke" hahahhaha funny! there has to be more to life than this... Current Mood: crushed |
| 3:44 pm | funniest convo...! LionHeartY2J 316 (3:25:33 PM): the past 24 hours have been completely BS bloodcoatedlove (3:25:42 PM): mine or urs? lol LionHeartY2J 316 (3:25:50 PM): everyone's it seems bloodcoatedlove (3:25:58 PM): yea... bloodcoatedlove (3:26:09 PM): evil alian spoons are taking over the world bloodcoatedlove (3:26:17 PM): and making everyone...spoonlike bloodcoatedlove (3:26:18 PM): and mad LionHeartY2J 316 (3:26:22 PM): yeah LionHeartY2J 316 (3:26:25 PM): that must be it! bloodcoatedlove (3:26:28 PM): yes! bloodcoatedlove (3:26:31 PM): haha bloodcoatedlove (3:26:43 PM): *shakes fist at the sky* i have found out ur lil plan evil spoons! bloodcoatedlove (3:26:44 PM): and now, bloodcoatedlove (3:26:51 PM): captain fork will rescure all! bloodcoatedlove (3:26:58 PM): if she can manage to spell... LionHeartY2J 316 (3:27:21 PM): What if... bloodcoatedlove (3:27:26 PM): hmmm? LionHeartY2J 316 (3:27:37 PM): Captain Fork merges with the Spoons, and becomes the undefeatable General Spork?! bloodcoatedlove (3:27:44 PM): OMG bloodcoatedlove (3:27:59 PM): *falls out of chair lauging* CURSE THOSE SPOONS! LionHeartY2J 316 (3:28:11 PM): CURSE THEM TO HELLLL! lol...dont ask... men are so stupid lol =P Current Mood:  chipper |
| 2:58 pm | stupid... today started off grand! -__- i wake up to the sound of the fuckin phone ringin, i pick it up and guess whats on the other line...guess...just FUCKING guess...the hospital calls to tell me my best friend tryed to commit suicide! and she's in the hospital in a coma!!! GOOD FUCKING MORNING TO YOU TOO! ok i go back to sleep...feeling well...sad. then i get up later at like..11 and get on line. woop i got an email. from who? audrey. he was talking to my friend mike last night and mike started ranting about how much i'm a pain in his ass! he sent me the log! dont i feel loved now... god...you all suck ass! ok anyway. im talking to someone online. and yea...he likes, jumps DOWN MY THROAT about something iunno...people are weird... my best guy friend in the world, is totally blowing me off for some bitch that like...uses the crap out of him. and im like "DUDE SHE'S A BITCH" and then he gets all pissy at me for watching out for him? um the hell with that?! so now he wont talk to me because she hurt him again...now you all know that i'm just so loving and i would never hurt a friend but its like "I TOLD YOU, YOU ASS!" god, listen to the cute little dead girl once in a while, ok?! I KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT! ok im done... Current Mood:  blahCurrent Music: spineshank - beginning of the end |