Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Auri's Blurty:

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Monday, January 26th, 2004
12:13 pm	never I like never write here anymore..i dunno why. 4ever, Auri I LOVE MARC Current Mood: amused Current Music: "Do you Realize" -Flamming lips (love)
Monday, January 5th, 2004
8:28 am	study hall im bored in study hall lol! 4ever, Auri Current Mood: artistic Current Music: "KENDYL LIKES MEN"-abk (love)
Wednesday, November 19th, 2003
10:48 pm	hahaha Current Mood: (in a good way) Current Music: "Its time For the Perkalator" (love)
Saturday, November 15th, 2003
3:02 pm	FUCKIN PISSED "Im a sad sad bunny, Sad, Sad bunny, Xanga isnt funny, When your a sad sad sad sad......bunnnny." Im so pissed off at my mother ! like what the hell i have tried so friggin hard this marking period to get these what i think are damn good greades and to work my ass off all the time..like waht the hell? im so mad right now i wanna like scream. My dad thinks i did fine, i think i did too. i dont really care what she says. shes' so mean...all the time. annoying too..always talking about the boys just can ya shut up for once. Kendyl and katie are sleeping over toight thanks god yay so.. i miss marc lyl to him. g2g 4ever, Auri Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: "Whenever, Whereeve"-Shikira (love)
Sunday, November 9th, 2003
4:57 pm	Sleepy Sunday Okay, kinda weird. Am I wipped? Lol..so church this mornign. Went real well, like pageant stuff and all. Then i walked out of the nursery Spencer and I like ran into each other. So we like sat in the chairs downstairs and talked like face to face for the first time in forever. ---i forgot how much of a goof-ball he is. Like and how much we make fun of each other...he really makes me laugh. He told me, hes like "Auri your wipped." He knows to much about marc and i's realationship..so then he stole my cell phone and wrote "IM WHIPPED" as my banner. I dunno we just had a real casual and silly talk. He made fun of the Xmas pageant, i made fun of the facts 2 years has gone by and he still has his braces. So we are even. Then i went to Loews and HOme depot with my parents. BORING..but omigod we ate in Old Country Buffet! YiPee! im such a friggin pig! Bowling was okay..last night felt kinda left out i dunno. But fun. well g2g 4ever, Auri P.S.Jeffs back dun dun dun Current Mood: crazy Current Music: "Bum Bum SOng" -tom green (love)
Wednesday, November 5th, 2003
5:04 pm	O-m-i-g-o-d So so so...i just need to talk and vent a litte. Not that im mad at anyone, i have had a pretty great week. Lets see peace with Spencer and a new peace with Hobbz...he was right in saying: Stoned Kramit 03 [9:13 PM]: honestly u were and probably still are my best friend Stoned Kramit 03 [9:13 PM]: me and u always got along and our fights were the best Spqr88 [9:14 PM]: im your best friend? i thought you have like hated me Spqr88 [9:14 PM]: every time i tried to like help you..i like saw u hurting and it killed me Spqr88 [9:14 PM]: cause i just wanted to be close to you Stoned Kramit 03 [9:15 PM]: i know but u and i have been friends for like 4-5 years hating each other or not we will always be friends Stoned Kramit 03 [9:16 PM]: ya know See like..just we have to be open with each other. he makes a valid point. I will always care about him..hes hobbz for god sakes. I mean who else could i go out to dinner with on sundays , and sing and sing. Yeah, i mean stuff changes we used to talk for 5 and a half hours on the phone at like 1 time..now i talk to him like once every month? He will still always be my best friend. Even though camp was good this summer..like still it hurt not being so tight with him. But we had our moments...and yeah maybe him and i bring out the pure evil out of each other. For example: the twister game we teamed up on all the guys and they were like stradling each other. We arent like "cuddly buddies" we had a raw ..flat out friendship. Yea like i know i love him..duh. Who wouldnt love hobbz? hes truly a good person..we spend half our time fighting but still like we are tight? u know..and i mean yeah maybe we wont be seeing "She Fucking Hates Me" at the top of our lungs. We have boundaries...we have a solid friendship. True dat. LoL! LIke yeah at times there was jealousy Marc and Danielle..that prolly tore us apart. We are friends. We will be forever. Jeff...:::sighs::: actually :::rollz eyez::: this is just so time consuming. Like i know i care about jeff...i do really. But still like..commoon. He called me the other night and sparked an idea in my head. Before i like hung up on him , he told me to go outside and "Look up." I looked up, yeah lol i did...and there was nothing there. Symobolizim (8th grade english ringing in my brain)... Let me think the symbolizim..i gues cause i looked up and there was nothing there. Just like are friendship. You know that in the past there was something and in the future theres something. There cant always be bright shinning stars and a non changing moon. Even the moon has phases. Like its all full...partially full etc. But right now theres nothing..with jeff and i righ tnow there is nothing. But there was something..we had a past. Like concerts, b-days, bowling, talks, warp tour, festavial, and just hanigng out together. And like in the furtue there will be something...just its unpredicatable..kinda like the wheather. People in life cant ALWAYS be best friends. its innevitable...like god.. here are prime examples: greg and i, hobbz and i , red and i, spencer and i, nick and i ....gloria and i..the list is continious. BUT i have learned sometimes yeah you do need to be the bigger person and speak up. but like if u wait then the timing will be right. You get anything im sayin> My other issue was marc..but like i guess im okay with this all now. Okay it bothers me that he cant ever confide in me. We can talk for hours..but what the fuck are we talking about? like nothing. He tells katie everything. i dont ever get told anything..im always in the dark. Im honnest he knows eveything about me. Also he thinks im a hypocrit, mainly because i told him to like speak up when he has a problem. Well obviously he had taken that wrong because that night at Chillies he SPAZED. I cant like function with people like that. When i said "speak up" i meant pull us aside and talk quietly. NOT yell..scream..hissy fits etc. So what if im jealous of katie? she prolly knows it. im not mad at her..i trust her. She wont get with my man..but like what about marc? i mean i trust him and i know he wouldnt but..he like always always talks to her. It bugs me sometimes. But hey..just like when i run into his arms tonight everything will be all right. I cant wait to hug him!! yay! last night though we actaully did this little secret bonding thing..i cant really tell u what it is but it involved the stars and the heart..but thats it shh..a+m secret. Greg, why is eveyone always hating greg?? i love greg..hes one of my best frineds. Just to let you know. So tonight mall? i think boyz...and kendyl and katie. ttyl peace 4ever, Auri Current Mood: amused Current Music: "Worlds Greatest"-R.Kelly (love)
Tuesday, October 28th, 2003
10:34 pm	tennis.. Hmm.. I remember when i first mentioned I was going to join the tennis team. I remember Jeffs face as he secretley snikred, because he thought i sucked. I remember gloria and nick being like "you cant do that" like i wasnt good enough...i remember my mom being like "you hate balls." Well you know what..i did it. I love it. Im so motivated i want to play Varsity SO SO bad next year. Its my dream. Mitch gave me a little speach to night, i have to make it even if its just for him. I know i have to do this. Like to prove everyone wrong. I cant wait to see people from camps faces when they see me womp major ass in tennis. I really wanna play Jeff, so i too can smirk at his mistakes. Hey red, flintstone feet! hahahaha! So mike and brianna, i forgot if i mentined it there done. My comments will follow later, at this time i have nothing to say. Poem time: Last night I took a walk to the river, And threw our pictures in the pond, Hoping it would be the end of you, And our memories would be gone, But then I realized it wasnt that simple, My feelings for you wont ever go, I remember the nights you held me, Cradled me in your arms, And the more I think of you, The more I think maybe I was wrong, Laughing with my arms wrapped around you, Smiling when your face lit up, All these things I still do miss, Cant believe I wanted to give it all up, Never will I get back, All of the things you gave to me, I guess all I've been trying to say, Is "I love you" and "good-bye," But what if you didnt have to go, Would you want to be part of my life? Until that day, I put our memories and realationship behind, Hope for a brighter tommorow, As I see the sun setting in the sky, All I hear is a whispered "good-bye." 4ever, Auri Current Mood: artistic Current Music: "Bring Me to Life" -Evansecence (love)
10:34 pm	tennis.. Hmm.. I remember when i first mentioned I was going to join the tennis team. I remember Jeffs face as he secretley snikred, because he thought i sucked. I remember gloria and nick being like "you cant do that" like i wasnt good enough...i remember my mom being like "you hate balls." Well you know what..i did it. I love it. Im so motivated i want to play Varsity SO SO bad next year. Its my dream. Mitch gave me a little speach to night, i have to make it even if its just for him. I know i have to do this. Like to prove everyone wrong. I cant wait to see people from camps faces when they see me womp major ass in tennis. I really wanna play Jeff, so i too can smirk at his mistakes. Hey red, flintstone feet! hahahaha! So mike and brianna, i forgot if i mentined it there done. My comments will follow later, at this time i have nothing to say. Poem time: Last night I took a walk to the river, And threw our pictures in the pond, Hoping it would be the end of you, And our memories would be gone, But then I realized it wasnt that simple, My feelings for you wont ever go, I remember the nights you held me, Cradled me in your arms, And the more I think of you, The more I think maybe I was wrong, Laughing with my arms wrapped around you, Smiling when your face lit up, All these things I still do miss, Cant believe I wanted to give it all up, Never will I get back, All of the things you gave to me, I guess all I've been trying to say, Is "I love you" and "good-bye," But what if you didnt have to go, Would you want to be part of my life? Until that day, I put our memories and realationship behind, Hope for a brighter tommorow, As I see the sun setting in the sky, All I hear is a whispered "good-bye." 4ever, Auri Current Mood: artistic Current Music: "Bring Me to Life" -Evansecence (love)
Sunday, October 26th, 2003
10:54 pm	Welcome Home Kendyl! Well yesterday, my guys came over. Marc+Mike. Much love 2 ya. Marc and I talked stuff out somewat..i guess we are okay. I think he thinks im a hypocrite because i told him that when hes mad he shouldnt hold in his feelings he should let them out. but not like that like i didnt mean scream and yell but whatver. We snuck in a few kissies and had a good time. Then I babysat for Olivia...which was fun. We ate and watched "Arthurs Perfect Xmas." Then Katie came over that night..and we went on AOL, caused trouble and talked. It was refreshing talking to someone new , like kendyls cool and all but it was refreshing. Then we woke up this morning and went to church with greg. we sang beautiful. I failed. I failed. He was there we saw him, we walked past him i didnt say anyhting..my lips froze shut. I watched videos of him in the xmas pageants tonight and figured out "the show must go on" hahahhaha. well now im gonna call marc. mike and bri broke up i think shes an idiot and knows nothing about love. so glad kendyls back to talk to. 4ever, Auri Current Mood: calm Current Music: "Goodbye Earl" -Dixie Chicks (love)
Saturday, October 25th, 2003
8:44 am	Marc flips out.......AGAIN Well well well..it happend again. What hapend? Marc went crazy, this time at Chilies. I do say it wasnt as bad as the last time, but it hurt a lot more. Its so so hurts. Marc doesnt get it, thats the upsetting part. I try to explain i really hate it when he acts like that but he really desnt get it. Well i had said that if this happend i was going to dump him. I didnt ,..i was but i dunno. ugh. like i dont want to be with someone who at times can make me so sad and so miserable its not worth it. But then like i couldnt becasue i know i really like marc, its just that he's scary sometimes. i shouldnt have to be afraid of my bf?! duh...god. like argh. Before marc started we had a nice quiet dinner at Chilies. i kinda knew marc was gonna spaz out. But yea. So then he gets so angry..storms out starts SCREAMING at brianna and everyone else me and greg are inside. and like finially i couldnt take him yelling at my friends so i stormed outside and started YELLING my head off at marc..so he walked off and then i walked off and started crying. Oh yea katie went chasing after marc so he didnt do anything dumb. So then briannas dad came and we all go in the car i sat in the backseat with mike. Mike..hmm...i was like in the back seat like quakin with hurt and anger poor mike i think i pinched him but i dont remember. So then we get to katies, katie and marc go off and brianna goes to her hosue for a bit. and i just ran into the basement and started crying. i was with mike. he just held me and rubbed my back. I like couldnt stop crying so greg comes downstairs and holds me in his arms too. The reality was surfacing, that i would have to face marc again. Decisions..i hate them.. my heart and held tell me different things. My hearts said dont dump marc...my head said dump him. Mike told me not to dump him..yeah i guess everyones afraid if we break up that everyone else will, cause like well we are the link that holds everyone together. But i cant take this anymore...i cant ...im sick of hididng that it doesnt bother me when he screams and yells and gets mad and makes scences. It does...it hurts me. Then after awhile he came down i sat on the footon, he was across the room on this chair. I couldnt even look at him, then he had the nerve to try to like hug me. Im like "get the hell off me" dude, you just like pissed me off..u know? We watched Anger Management, made me smile a little though i wasnt really paying attention. Then finially Marc like ran off again and katie followed i sat with greg, and he just cuddled me and told me "stuff will work out." Then marc came back and sat with me. I let him this time. He whispered "sorry" in my ear. Im like its not that easy. We just sat there..i tried not to look at him cause i didnt want to cry. I cant tell him i love him, i cant tell him he's forgiven ...cause hes not, i dont trust him..he broke his promise. Yes, he promised me that he wouldnt do this again. well nice job, cause you did. hmm....then i thought he was gonna dump me. haha..if he had i just woulda gone crazy. Cause hes like "yeah," i dont even remember it was cause i was like "should i dump you" and then like im gonna be away so hes not gonna see me anyway. So he was like maybe we should just take a break..then i started to cry. i guess its not what i want. cause like...i dont know. And then i was getting flashbacks of *biggz* saying those famous words that forever changed like everything: Maybe we should just stop and take a break. They never work out breaks DONT WORK OUT. Our anniversary is soon..i just i want him. but i dont but i do.... i like him so much it drives me crazy becasue he hurts me...not all the time. but like yeah...i wrote this poem in my diary last night: I cried as i felt, His heart, Beating against mine, And it brought me flashbacks, Of sadder times, I felt my body go numb, Not knowing what to do, I know I didnt want to lose him, Im so afraid he'll wanna let go, And if he does I wont be okay, Things like this dont work out, I already know. This woulda been a good dear alexis. I just dont know what to do..im still kidna in shock. Im so upset and so mad, and im not going to be so forgiving. I forgave marc the last time, he promise this wouldnt like happen again. and i believe him. So i dont know what to do..i cant even think abot this..its driving me nuts. 4ever, Auri Special Note: **MIKE** Thank you so much for just holding me last night. No one has ever held me when i've cried, well that is in a LONG LONG time. Thank you for just being you, and letting me cry and talk and cry. I knwo i get mad with you and you cant keep your mouth shut sometimes. But yea...im sorry i snotted on you. Thanks though, your a true friend. lyl Current Mood: confused Current Music: "Someday"-Nickelback (love)
Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003
10:08 pm	Talking to Gloria (YES KENDYL I AM!) and thinking and talking and blahh So many things so little time. Im talking to Gloria now, anyone remember her? Im sure some of you camp people do! Remember the quote: "Sometimes you have to lose your true friends, to find out who your true friends really are." or how about "Whats the point in fighting a battle you know you can win?" or "dont wanna talk about it (i say why not), dont wannt think about it (i say why not?) say theres got to be some good reason..." Marc kinda made me a lil angry tonight he was like spaz over boy scouts~ omigod the tight panty crotch crew! yay hobbz. mike and i talked he read my thing he loved it it made him cry awww 4ever, Auri Current Mood: amused Current Music: "In this Diary"-The Ataris (love)
Saturday, October 18th, 2003
6:24 pm	A little bit of love..and a whole lot a chocolate! Thats what we are all about. Well Monday..talked to Jeff. For the first time in like 2 months. Thats what the quote is about. OMIGOD we just like talked and talked. And then we like hung up "for good" and i haddd to like call him back. hhaha! hes so happy, so i am too. We talked about everything, our loves and hates, my marc, his crushes, my issues, and his joys. Just like everything. I was beaming after talking to him. Then Marc apologized for the sunday. I forgave him..im fine with him. i am. just.....i dont eve wanna lose him. not yet at least..hahaha :-D... Tuesday was brianna's birthday. we celebrated same with katies bday on thursday. It was also my moms bday. so that night we went to Giamurellas. i got cream cheese brownies (kt's personal fave! jkjk!) Friday finially came..and last nights dinner at Italain Bistro went perfect. The boys were soo good. Marc omigod, where does all the hoottness come from, HES SO SO SO HOTT>>>SO HOT! I luv him! ahhhhh.....its so unexplainable. The guys brought us flowers. It was just all so perfect. I have so so much fun with everyone. now its saturday night, and im bored. katie and bri are babysiting. Kendyl leaves for her cruise in the morning. Im gonna miss her so so much...shes like one of my really really close friends. "Now what am i suppose to do..." hahaha...lmao. kendy** mike m! haha. well ttyl trying to get something to do. haha 4ever, Auri Current Mood: bored Current Music: "Follow You Done"- Gin Blossoms (love)
Monday, October 13th, 2003
8:18 am	Oh what a night (bad one at that)... Dear Alexis, Last night was absoulutely the worst night i have ever been with marc. I was scared to death, all night i just wished jeff was there..so i could go off and have him understand. Marc really really hurt me last night, i dont even know what to say or do. This morning i woke up and told him it was okay. I guess it is okay..but you know. Marc has off today i hope he uses to to cool down and think about what hes done. i feel bad telling him to change the way he gets mad at people but if this ever happens to this extent again im going to have to re-think a few of those things. Well i went home, miserable...and ended up going under my bed and digging out "Spencer-bear" and slept with it. Because i used to cry on it all the time when i was sad. When we faught i threw it under my bed. It was a little dusty but thats okay. It was something that gave me a sense of comfort. And you know what i dont even have a good grasp on why Marc was mad at Greg. I tell him you should just confront Greg, but he never listens. Well i better start wrappping this up cause study hall is almost over. Just so mad..needed to write. I feel bad being so hurt..and upset with marc. but its like he just ahh..he hurt me so bad. i guess i forgive him, but i cant forget last night. I was so scared i thought he was gonna like kill someone. ha...prolly would have if it wasnt for everyone else. I feel like every where we go he runs off and away. He hides from everyone ..all his problems. he's like living behind closed doors. I cant take it even at bowling when he goes off. Why cant he just tell me whats wrong? he can tell everyone else...im a very undestanding until u cross my boundaries and scream in my face. hmm...last night was the most powerful point in our realationship when i walked up to him and was like "people in life..." i was wanting to say a lot else. But u know how i am. watever just another "Dear Alexis" i dunno bye. 4ever, Auri Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: "Down With The Sickness"- Disturbed (1 hearts love muchly | love)
Saturday, October 11th, 2003
5:55 pm	Just Thinking... I miss Jeff... "So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything you need I'll also be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone" -"When Im Gone" by 3 Doors Down I miss Hobbz... "Met a girl Thought she was grand Fell in love Found out first hand Went well For a week or two Then it all came unglued In a trapped trip I can't grip Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip Then I started to realise I was living one big lie She f***ing hates me Trust She f***ing hates me La, la, la, la I tried too hard And she tore my feelings Like I had none And ripped them away"- "She Hates Me" by Puddle of Mudd 4ever, Auri (WILL CONTINUE LATER OFF TO PLAY THE SIMS!) Current Mood: amused Current Music: "Unwell" -Matchbox Twenty (love)
5:55 pm	Just Thinking... I miss Jeff... "So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything you need I'll also be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone" -"When Im Gone" by 3 Doors Down I miss Hobbz... "Met a girl Thought she was grand Fell in love Found out first hand Went well For a week or two Then it all came unglued In a trapped trip I can't grip Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip Then I started to realise I was living one big lie She f***ing hates me Trust She f***ing hates me La, la, la, la I tried too hard And she tore my feelings Like I had none And ripped them away"- "She Hates Me" by Puddle of Mudd 4ever, Auri (WILL CONTINUE LATER OFF TO PLAY THE SIMS!) Current Mood: amused Current Music: "Unwell" -Matchbox Twenty (love)
5:55 pm	Just Thinking... I miss Jeff... "So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything you need I'll also be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone" -"When Im Gone" by 3 Doors Down I miss Hobbz... "Met a girl Thought she was grand Fell in love Found out first hand Went well For a week or two Then it all came unglued In a trapped trip I can't grip Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip Then I started to realise I was living one big lie She f***ing hates me Trust She f***ing hates me La, la, la, la I tried too hard And she tore my feelings Like I had none And ripped them away"- "She Hates Me" by Puddle of Mudd 4ever, Auri (WILL CONTINUE LATER OFF TO PLAY THE SIMS!) Current Mood: amused Current Music: "Unwell" -Matchbox Twenty (love)
8:54 am	The World Is The Way It Should Be As I danced with Marc last night at Homecomming, i looked around and i saw...Katie/ Greg, Red/Kendyl, and Mike/Brianna. And it hit me....the world is the way it should be. I have the most wonderful bf in the world. Greg and Katie, are so cute....they really have done a lot. I think you will make it far. Kendyl and Red, probably my favorite couple, you guys are truly amazing. Two of my close friends. I still remember the little Red at camp who wouldnt kiss Kendyl cause he didnt know how. lol aww... <33 Mike/Brianna...oh god you guys are a trip. Mike especially...:) its been nice knowing you...brianna you to. But i look and i feel like this is all right. like all these people are dating the right people.. even though some of us might not be happy (i sure as hell am) we still mesh well togehter. The World truly is the way it should be...heres to the motley crew! cheers... 4ever, Auri Current Mood: excited Current Music: "The Whole World"- Outkast (love)
Thursday, October 9th, 2003
10:16 pm	The Empty Halls Maybe doing so much work at the church has made me realize how lost I feel without you. I cant seem to not think about you everytime I am standing in the dark empty halls, all alone. I still feel like maybe you will somehow comeout of one of the many rooms and just like appear. I know that wont ever happen. I wish so hard you would just "shut the light off for me.." hahaha. Sittin on the rugs just talkin to Natalie and Kendyl in the hallway were we once would talk, just brought back lil memories. You know the kinds that you never think of..but once in awhile pop up. You hadnt haunted my dreams in a long time, until last night. Just last night, like i could like..ahh..we coulda made such a good pageant if you had like been here now. Omigod could you imgaine? haha..now the whole things like makin fun of your ingronant , stupid, immature ways. I laugh at our ackwardness. The funny thing is i knew you were lookin at me on sunday everyone saw you. You know your little heart isnt at rest. You may have Sandy,she probably completes you, she however doesnt succeed you. I leave you with that...off to call the love of my life, the wonderful , hot, fearless..marcus. hahaha! im so weird. Poem: Forever What happened? I ask everyone They tell me they dont know Every time I see you You look right through me I miss you so Was something ever there to begin with? Yes. No. I still can't let go. I keep trying But you're always in my heart You took my breath away with your smile You broke my heart with your silence I wish you would talk to me Just be a friend Dont you see? Things have happened And I needed someone to talk to That's when I wish you were still there But I'm still here for you Forever Heather Lynn Morissette Copyright ©2003 Heather Lynn Morissette 4ever, Auri Current Mood: lonely Current Music: "When the Stars Go Blue" -the corrs (love)
Tuesday, October 7th, 2003
10:54 pm	Happy 4 Months Marc! Marc, You've blessed me with your beauty, Treasured me softly in your heart, And now the odds are for us, Even though we are often apart, Our times have been good, I cant begin to tell you, How much I love you, I miss you when you are gone, I hope our realationship lasts, And our memories will live on, You've been my secret hero, Standing close by my side, At times i couldnt tell you, Our love I'd try to hide, The truth at the heart of it is, You mean so much to me, Thank you for all you do, Each and every day. Marc, your amazing, talented, funny, sweet , smart, charasmatic, hot, built, and a best friend. I love you more and more. thank you...i love you. 4ever, Auri Current Mood: loved Current Music: "Because You Loved Me" -Celine Dion (love)
Monday, October 6th, 2003
10:17 am	Oh what a weekend.. So Friday night, I went to Marcs football game. At eastern, go Vikings! yay! haha...froze my fing ass off...then the bunch of us went back to his house and just laid around and talked and stuff..really nice. So then Sat night..oh god..we went ice skating. I hate ice skating. And then marc kicked gleaner with his ice skate..and gleaner had to get rushed to the hospital by an ambulance and get 11 stiches..ugh!!!!!!!!! and then...i got so pissed off at marc..i almost dumped him. but i could never ever do that. then my dog was getting rushed to U. Penn cause he was sick so i went home to an empty house and cried on the phone to greg. and then called marc and spilled my guts to him. That one phone call, we really bonded over. Then kendyl came and i gave her her month late bday gift..and we danced around to "sheet of egyptian cotton" till 2:30. "playin with the iron." So sunday, great day. woke up and went to church song 770 in choir yay borning cry! then i found out i am driecting the xmas pageant! so happy... nursery was okay. then later on marc picked me up and we hung out and went to his bro jasons house. his little niece,abigal is so so cute. i held her..she was so tiny. i think she looks like marc. Marc was like breathtaking..he looked SO SO SO SO SO SO HOTT>..omfg ..i dont know what it was. i almsot died. tehn we went back to his house and talked about everyones relationships and played a lil game..then he came to h-field, and met dawn and church people. dawns kids gave him a thumbs up so he can still be my bf. then we went to katies...and watched movies and ate. haha. so monday i went to dawns..and ate. and then at night i went to with her to Targe..and then to blockbuster. and then we got Lemondade coolatas..from dunkin doughnuts. it was fun! 4ever, auri Current Mood: artistic Current Music: "Hold My Hand" -Hootie and the Blowfish (love)