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[02 Sep 2008|10:27pm] |
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dear raphael,
I understand completely your position in the situation. I can't force you to want to be with me and I understand and appreciate the fact you don't want a relationship. however, as understanding as I am, I also have to look out for myself. I can't continue whatever semblence of a friendship we have when inside I know I want more from you. I can not and will no longer continue to have a physical relationship with you knowing we will never be as we were before. it's detrimental to my well being and driving me insane. so when I told you that I had to take some time away from you and had to stop talking to you for an undeterminable amount of time I knew you wouldn't be thrilled. but for you to be angry really hurt my feelings. I expected you to at least try and be understanding of my situation. I love you and you don't feel that way about me anymore so I can't hide my feelings everytime I'm around you just so you can have your cake and eat it too. if you were a true friend you would respect the necessary measures I have to take for me to be okay instead of being rude, mean and turning around and playing the victim. but I suppose I should stop being surprised at you disappointing me.
all the best
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