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[24 Jan 2008|08:26am] |
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dear raph,
though there is no one I can see myself with besides you and there is nothing I would like more then to make this work it is finally obvious to me that you're right. I love you but you've fallen out of love with me and I can't put myself under the pressure of trying to change how you feel. even if you do take me back we won't be the same ever. I'll be trying to convince myself that someone who left me is
somehow going to stay this time around. I would always be scared and though I would claim to leave the past in the past I would always remember the way you looked at me and told me you had to go. maybe we don't have anything in common, maybe we should have been a one night stand, maybe we rushed into love, and maybe there's a girl out there who loves techno and has funky colored hair and piercings in all the right places but I didn't know all of that was necessary to keep you. I don't know anymore, but I know I tried so I did all I could to keep you, maybe too late but it was all I could. I will always love you but if you need to be away from me then it's obvious there's no hope for us. goodbye
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