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[05 Feb 2007|08:26am]
dear lungs,
The hurt is a long way from healing. But it would be nice if you wouldn't get involved. Because lately, whenever I read/see/hear a happily-ever-after, a love story where two people have each other and are making it work, you seem to forget how to breathe. And that's kind of distressing because I'm concerned someone is going to ask me why I'm gasping for air like a dying fish.

love,
the rest of me
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[05 Feb 2007|09:42am]
[ mood | cold ]

Dear weather:

Sadly to say, I really do miss the 20* weather. I'd take that any day over below zero temps. I know it's not going to last long, but do you realize what you really feel like? My ears start to sting and my nose turns bright red when I walk outside. It really isn't fun. I know by the end of the week things will be looking up, but please do not do this again. You spoiled us in Dec with 40* temps and wishing for snow. I've changed my mind. Please let it be spring really, really soon. Thanks for listening.

Freezing my ass in Detroit.

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[05 Feb 2007|12:01pm]
to: the fucking cold.

GO FUCK YOURSELF.
THIS YEAR YOU HAVE HELPED ME IN MY DECISION THAT THIS WILL BE MY LAST WINTER.
EVER.
EVER EVER.
SO JUST FUCKING GO AWAY NOW AND WHEN I LEAVE,
YOU CAN BLOW WIND AND MAKE ICE ALL YOU WANT.
BUT FOR NOW, FUCKING LEAVE.
FUCK YOU.
I HATE YOU. FUCK YOU.

from: the one who despises you most.
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COLLEGE [05 Feb 2007|03:57pm]
Dear Anyone-With-College-Experience,

Ahhhh! COLLEGE HELP! Okay, so I worked my ass off in highschool, but I'm not sure whether I should go to an in-state school where i could get a free ride, or go to a school thats gunna cost like 20,000 (scholarshop $$$ added in)???? I'd have to scrounge for the cash, and maybe take out loans... Also should I stay in a dorm or commute? Should I save the money or give them another 10 grand just to experience "college life"????? I'M FREAKIN OUT, MAN! If you have any advice, what-so-ever, I'd love to hear it!


<3 me
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[05 Feb 2007|04:48pm]
dear max,
so you know who eric likes. or whatever.
i know that you were trying to assure me that it's definitely not ada,
but you CANNOT tell me that you KNOW and then leave it hanging!
you kill me. Because now I know there IS someone, but I don't know who.
So now I'm going to be ridiculously jealous of every girl he talks to, because I'll wonder if he's thinking about her in the way that I think about him, and I'm going to try to think of ways to weasel it out of you, even though I said I wouldn't pry and that it didn't matter.
But you know what, it DOES matter. When you have a secret like that, you're supposed to pretend you don't know anything. THAT'S HOW IT WORKS. I know you're trying hard to keep secrets now because there was a time when you simply didn't. And that's good. I've never been the kind of person to beg and plead to be told a secret. So I won't start now.. but oh my god in my head, i'm just dying! Agh.

dear eric,
the truth is i'm scared. what if it's me?
i mean i'd be overjoyed. it's more than i could ask for. but if it is, and if you actually tell me that, and we actually attempt something - then we have to deal with all the things you talked about. making it work, getting too involved, getting hurt. it's messy and it's scary. i don't know if we could do it.
but god, i want to try. i want you.

love, love, love,
kate
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[05 Feb 2007|05:38pm]
dear mother nature:

are you unaware that the percentage for SAD is already high enough? the negative cold weather is not helping at all. what's wrong with you!? it's -0's out + there's continuous winds of 20mph. please, be kind to the rest of us that don't live in unusually warm (but extremely lucky!) states.

my toes are turning purple... and you're forcing me to make use out of the heater that smells like burnt hair.

have mercy,
-aidyll
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[05 Feb 2007|06:57pm]
anyone have any songs


like..


i found someone new
and he easily is 10x better than you?
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[05 Feb 2007|07:11pm]
Dear Mother Nature,
I have a request. Can you make it so that there are only two seasons in the whole year? I would like those two seasons to be Spring and Fall. I could live in those temperatures forever. Summer has become way too hot. I could walk around naked and still sweat my little buns off. Winter is too cold, espeicially with those high winds you like to swing at us.
So please, Mother Nature, do this on behalf of (what I hope) the entire world.
Sincerly,
Kathleen


p.s. I live in Canada, and it is -27 here including the windchill. I think I'm going to move to a tropical island somewhere farfar away.
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Worst disgusting feeling EVER!! EVER!!! [05 Feb 2007|07:24pm]
Dear Dad,

That is the most disgusting fucked up most terrible demented thing you ever illuded to. I'm almost in tears now that I'm off the phone with you. How could you fucking go there and even say that!!! That it was kind of cute when I was little! Do you even fucking remember the little boy who used to touch me. Or did mom hide that from you too. Thats so fucked up Dad. Maybe thats why I was so sexual when I was little. Idk. But it fucking still haunts me till this day. I still wonder why I have so many sexual desires and fucked up things going on. I can't believe you even fucking mentioned that thing I did when I was little. That is so messed up!!! I feel disgusted and ashamed and thoroughly screwed up when I look back on that and it always brings me back to the times that boy touched me and the time I finally told mom. Well I didn't tell you dad but I looked that little boy up a few months ago. Yea he was all grown and he died. Yea he died not long ago and I had so many fucking questions of why he did that to me when I was little. Dad that is so fucked up. I feel sick and horrible now that you brought that up. I hate you for that.

Signed,
Me
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