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    Friday, August 5th, 2005
    8:56 pm
    aunt debbies (friday)
    i go home tomarrow! my bed my life my house... but anyways today was so hott so we just stayed inside. aunt debbie took me mindy and bette out driving.. it was so funn... bette went first she did really well... then mindy she went slow but did great... then me i didnt realize you had to turn the steering wheel so much and omost ended up on the curb but aside from that i did good turn... after i got the turns i got a lot of confidence i went up to like 20 mph.... which is good considering aunt debbie said if anyone went over 15 she was gonna kick our ass... then we went to giant, a food store. it was me min and bette and i paid.... omg was the cashier cute, longish blonde hair, and the guy in the lane next to him wasnt so bad either.... yesterday we were in our rented van and i pulled this cord so i could lay down and i sent me and the chair flying backwards cause it was to fold the seat down.

    gotta go eat cooking out tonight...
    Thursday, August 4th, 2005
    7:36 pm
    aunt debbies (thrusday)
    i found out my dad has been telling me little fibs when it comes to the ways of my grandfathers death. christee told me he was supposible the only one in the room and hung himself because of some gambling debts he couldnt pay. how can a man lie to his family for so long like that?

    well anyways today we went to the zoo. i got 2 little elephant statues, a magnet, a keychain, some stickers, and tons of elephant pictures. i have a slight obsession. things are going well with bette, shes eased up since sundee yelled at her last night. but weve been having a lot of fun. we went to see where they lived, we even saw the highschool my dad got kicked out of, bad behavior).

    well bette wants online so im go chat for a little while
    Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
    11:35 pm
    Aunt Debbies(day 6)
    we went to hershey today which was pretty fun. aunt debbie has a boyfriend which is weird because im used to her with chuck but im glad shes happy. Bette showed her bitchy side today. she wasnt talking much and kept coming in and out of these bad mood things. so at the end when we were leaving i told her i was pissed at her and for her to leave me alone. so then i got to thinking maybe she was just having a bad day. i mean i have a lot so i went to appoligize. and she said no and walked aways. then told my mom that all of us just need to leave her alone. so fine i wont make the mistake of trying again. so its been me mindy and christee which has been a lot of fun.

    but then i come back and get online and ashley tells me shes moved to her dads and that shes not just visiting anymore! she may come back but doesnt know when. she said it was family problems and would tell when she saw us next so i think mike may have done something. but i cant imagine home without my best friend. no more sleep overs, no movie nights, no silly little dances, no charles angles, no D.C., no C.U., but worst of all no ashey. weve never been more than a 5 minute walk from each other, how am i going to live with 4 hours away i miss her so much. i dont no what to do anymore and i only just found out

    Current Mood: missing ashey
    Current Music: johnny cash "the devil went down to georgia"
    Monday, August 1st, 2005
    9:01 pm
    Aunt Debbies (Day 3)
    today we went to see some things from our families past. ive learned that im german, from my grandmother. and also that my grandfather was born in Hungaria and my Dad is the first generation to be born in the States. we went to see one of my aunt karens old houses (she was placed in fostercare at a young age). then we went to something called a WaWa which is like a convience store, my aunt karen used to work at the one we went to when she was little. so then we went to this old historic park they used to play at. its actually a tour of the place George Washington commanded Valley Forge. theres all these old log cabins that they used to sleep in, they smelled all moldy and gross. But we ran across this restaurant, aunt debbie said our Grandparents used to own it and made it what it is today! there was all kinds of deer just hanging out there, we must have seen at least 30. we took a lot of pictures. tomarrow we might go and visit this great aunt of ours thats still living. Megan came home from the hospital today, thank god. she was kept in a extra couple of days because she had a unexpected seizure. i have never seen her this weak, when we were little girls she was always miss. toughshit, and now she can bearly walk. they actually found a tape of the accident, her boyfriend ran a redlight and now has to go to court. shes been crying saying i cant raise a baby all by myself. and i feel sorry for her, not just because about what happened, but because i think i might be the only one who knows she can! but anyways everyones tensions are running high just because weve been together nonstop and i think its putting a little pressure on bette and christee, they really arent used to being together so much. aunt debbies really proving to be a nut case, she wont even let us eat! its like nine thirty and were just now coming to have dinner. she kept putting it off saying dont worry about that now well do that stuff later. but every single one of us were starved, what could we do thought? she had the keys. weve been in the house since we got here, and its not totally a bad thing, i mean i know it was because of megan, and i love her, but it was great to get out. saturday is coming all too soon, im already used to bette and christee being around, i dont want to loose them again. thank god they are all considering moving here, but if it happens it wont be for a while.

    well ill probaley write back tomarrow when we come home
    Sunday, July 31st, 2005
    3:19 pm
    Aunt Debbies
    im in west grove at my aunt debbies house with my mom mindy and my cousins bette, christee, and megan. well megan would be here if she hadnt gotten into a accident yesterday with her boyfriend and 3 other friends. so weve basicly been hanging around the house. because aunt debbie has been at the hospital for the past two days so its just us 5 and we have no idea were to go or how to get there. besides were in like nowheresville and there isnt to much to do here. theres tons of junk food though. but weve basicly just been talking to each other and getting to know about our families past. were going to go see were everyone grew up and were they all went to school and were they lived and everything, so its gonna be really kewl.

    but im gonna get off, bette wants to get on her sn.

    ohh and they have the cutest dog tessie shes the most adorable little thing, except when she shits.

    Current Mood: anxious
    Current Music: Papa Roach, Scars
    Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
    12:08 pm
    on friday i went out to penn college, which was a lot of fun. it took like 4 hours to get there, we didnt get lost once thank god. we stayed overnight at this hotel which i cant remember the name of. there was a lot of swimmers there for a swim met. it was a all boys school, wow cute guys in swim trunks for a weekend, i didnt want to leave. but we went to penn college and we got a tour from this student Danny, he was there for 2 years and hes already done, thats easy. there were a lot of fraternities there giving out marty gras beads to people who could posibley try to be one of them or just to people, they were all pretty cute too. then we went to the college store, and also the nurses lab. the nurse's lab was a lot of fun and really big. there was 15-20 beds and on each bed there was a manicane. i got to give them shots and stuff like that. then we watched this video on dealing with premature babies which was kewl, gross, and really sad at the same time because one of the little babies died. the only problem with this school is its a 4 hour drive and my mom wants me to go to a community college for a year or so. i could be done with schooling at penn college in a year and be able to be a nurse already, depending on what kind of nurse i want to be, i think id have to go for three years tho. i just dont want to waste a year at community college that i could be out there learning what to do or actually be a nurse already.

    Current Mood: sleepy
    Current Music: matchbox twenty, its #12 on their CD i just forgot the name
    12:08 pm
    on friday i went out to penn college, which was a lot of fun. it took like 4 hours to get there, we didnt get lost once thank god. we stayed overnight at this hotel which i cant remember the name of. there was a lot of swimmers there for a swim met. it was a all boys school, wow cute guys in swim trunks for a weekend, i didnt want to leave. but we went to penn college and we got a tour from this student Danny, he was there for 2 years and hes already done, thats easy. there were a lot of fraternities there giving out marty gras beads to people who could posibley try to be one of them or just to people, they were all pretty cute too. then we went to the college store, and also the nurses lab. the nurse's lab was a lot of fun and really big. there was 15-20 beds and on each bed there was a manicane. i got to give them shots and stuff like that. then we watched this video on dealing with premature babies which was kewl, gross, and really sad at the same time because one of the little babies died. the only problem with this school is its a 4 hour drive and my mom wants me to go to a community college for a year or so. i could be done with schooling at penn college in a year and be able to be a nurse already, depending on what kind of nurse i want to be, i think id have to go for three years tho. i just dont want to waste a year at community college that i could be out there learning what to do or actually be a nurse already.

    Current Mood: sleepy
    Current Music: matchbox twenty, its #12 on their CD i just forgot the name
    12:08 pm
    on friday i went out to penn college, which was a lot of fun. it took like 4 hours to get there, we didnt get lost once thank god. we stayed overnight at this hotel which i cant remember the name of. there was a lot of swimmers there for a swim met. it was a all boys school, wow cute guys in swim trunks for a weekend, i didnt want to leave. but we went to penn college and we got a tour from this student Danny, he was there for 2 years and hes already done, thats easy. there were a lot of fraternities there giving out marty gras beads to people who could posibley try to be one of them or just to people, they were all pretty cute too. then we went to the college store, and also the nurses lab. the nurse's lab was a lot of fun and really big. there was 15-20 beds and on each bed there was a manicane. i got to give them shots and stuff like that. then we watched this video on dealing with premature babies which was kewl, gross, and really sad at the same time because one of the little babies died. the only problem with this school is its a 4 hour drive and my mom wants me to go to a community college for a year or so. i could be done with schooling at penn college in a year and be able to be a nurse already, depending on what kind of nurse i want to be, i think id have to go for three years tho. i just dont want to waste a year at community college that i could be out there learning what to do or actually be a nurse already.

    Current Mood: sleepy
    Current Music: matchbox twenty, its #12 on their CD i just forgot the name
    Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
    12:09 pm
    Katie is due to have her second baby James Patrick in like seven days..... yay!
    Shannon is due in a month or so and there gonna come visit in a little while.
    Ohh, Gary, if you read call me, i lost your number and im only aloud on know cos im at school. my home computer has a virus so i cant get on. i tried downloading that one song to ya but the damn computer wouldnt let me, then it broke.
    but i gotta go look stuff up for a chemistry debate!! funn

    Current Mood: stressed
    Current Music: matchbox twenty 'cold'
    Thursday, February 17th, 2005
    12:14 pm
    my computer is up, my dad thinks he can fix the new virus hes let it get, so he wont let anyone come in and fix it but ya anyways. I babysat last night, Carlee and Mike, Carlee thought it would be fun to steal mikes pants so shes runnin around with his pants in her hand and hes under the table with a mcdonalds bag. i babysat on saturday too, darren, he desided to stay up till 2 watching scooby doo all night, and i love scooby but theres only so much of the damn dog you can handle.
    we had a party on friday, we watched some shitty ass movies that looked good. me mindy and emily got out of school at 12:30 just cos we wanted to leave. alaina and emily stayed the night, T had to leave again. but she was there in spirit, emily was running around with a mountain dew bottle claiming it was T, she won twister tho, its not very hard for a bottle to play.

    Current Mood: cranky
    Current Music: matchbox twenty 'disease'
    Saturday, October 23rd, 2004
    6:58 pm
    im gonna kill mattie one of these days he came to my grams for me and mindys birthday dinner. well he took it into his own hands to tell my gram all the things ive done.. tellin her about my parties and everythin. thank god the woman cant hear, i dont think she got all of what he said. to bad i love the kid, damn. i cant wait till monday. even tho we lost the game *he* still did great...
    me and billy were testin the whole 'body warmth' thing. well he looked at us and was like what the hell... it was really funny tho.

    i was walkin the other day and all of a sudden i was seein black dots everywhere. then everything went cloudy. then it all went black. no wonder ive been seein dots for so long. my moms callin the eye doctor for that. then shes callin about the way the 'weather is affecting me' its really creepy i didnt no the weather could give ya nose bleeds.. and they like wont stop. well anyways imma gonna go write away messages

    Current Mood: pissed off
    Current Music: eminem 'bitch imma kill you'
    Thursday, October 21st, 2004
    4:35 pm
    i dont have to go to school tomarrow duh da duh da lol im jsut kiddin although i really dont ahve to go to school tomarrow... lol my mom asked if i wanted to stay home so i said yessum. but anyways. school was boring like always. HIS picture looked so great he looks all broody and serious, its so cute. i never imagined i could like him this much or anyone for that matter. its all so new to me. school was boring i kept countin down the hours study hall was kinda funn tho but then again when isnt it with emily there. computer class is great. luch i ate this taco thing and i couldnt figure out how to eat it it was so funny tho. ya well im goin now.

    Current Mood: aggravated
    Current Music: eminem just lose it
    Wednesday, October 20th, 2004
    8:22 pm
    sweet 16
    its my birthday!! lol my dad bought us a cinderella story it aint that bad a movie but chad michael murray is it so ill watch is every day. susie got a us a cute little stuffed animal and a balloon. and alaina got us little diary type things. i dont care bout those thigns tho, they didnt have to get me anything. im jsut happy that everyone remembered. HE even remembered i cant believe it i got 17 punshes and some corny line about when we get our permits. but i loved it all of it. kelly sent us a card. that was so sweet she always remembers. when my aunt jean picked us up from school and we both got in the car at the same time. AVA sang us happy birthday but it went something like this
    happy bwirfday tu you
    happy bwirfday tu you
    happy bwirday dwear idy and on---im on mindy is idy she cant say our names well yet
    happy bwirfday tu you
    it was soo cute. the little baby voice me and cory always used to do. today was a great day. i think i did good on my french test
    I hope to god wishes really do come true. i need this one.
    IM SWEET SIXTEEN

    Current Mood: sleepy
    Current Music: its my birthday
    Tuesday, October 19th, 2004
    4:08 pm
    i got a birthday card from kelly today. we dont talk at all really but ever year she still manages to get us a card and have it delivered the day before our birthday. Darron was here today, he watched scooby doo 2. hes so cute. im listening to sophie hawkins. i dont no wat it is about her one song but its so great
    well imma go take one of beccas quiz's

    Current Music: sophie hawkins
    Monday, October 18th, 2004
    8:20 pm
    one of these days im jsut gonna blow my top off in school i no it. i can only get it all bubbled inside of me for so long. i odnt want the day to come where it all comes out. im thinking about talkin a mental absense from school. but im not sure yet its too hard dealing with all the people and shit

    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: linkin park in the end
    Friday, October 15th, 2004
    4:18 pm
    Tomarrow is my party wahoo... i was coming home from school and my aunt jean picks us up know. well she brought Ava Joelle with her but as she grows up she just keeps getting more shy. so i started acting really goofy to help her out. i was like singing and dancing and making noise, mind you i was in a car. it was awsome tho cuz she was soo happy. i havent seen her that happy in a long time and shes only 2. but her moms getting married and is pregnant so its expected i guess. theres a away game tonight boohoo.

    Current Mood: scared
    Current Music: if i gave it all away
    Thursday, October 14th, 2004
    7:37 pm
    guess wat did u no i loved him? hee hee i no im a huge dorko but thats okay for a lil i was worried he was mad at me or something but today he started talking to me !!

    okay and i no some of u ppl might be extremely fusing right know because i keep saying him and u dont no how him is but im not telling! muah ha ha ha. if u ask me nicely, and i wanna tell maybe just maybe ill tell.
    okay so last time i wrote i think i had a whole Austin Powers shag me thing goin on there. and i was kinda phsyco with the whole talkin to the blurty thing but thats okay its me and everyone nos it. i odnt really have much to say today so ya

    Current Mood: bitchy
    Current Music: linkin park 'easier to run'
    Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
    4:07 pm
    im sitting here listening to the all time greatest movie songs. lol how fun. no i just bought it cuz it had the one song from aladin. he he i no how big of a dork am i. ohh hey listen will smith is on here too. here come the men in black!! galexy defenders here come the men in black, a moment to remember... i no im a dork okay we all know it. i talked to the 'love' today... a couple times. once about the presat's lol he took em too. then next we were in one of our classes and he was making funn of me... Aaron tried to pick me up in study hall. he like suffercated me... so i swung my foot around and kicked him in the knee. lucky him i dont have good aim

    i wanna be a galexy defender. it sounds so awsome. except the whole 'men in black' thing. couldnt it be 'persons in black' or 'galexies savers in black' or something corny like that. i mean the name is corny already. 'dude someone shot my ass' ha ha martin lawrence is funny.

    As I lay me down to sleep
    This I pray
    That you will hold me dear
    Though I'm far away
    I'll whisper your name
    Into the sky
    And I will wake up happy

    I wonder why I feel so high
    Though I am not above the sorrow
    Heavy hearted
    Till you call my name
    And it sounds like church bells
    Or the whistle of a train
    On a summer evening
    I'll run to meet you
    Barefoot barely breathing

    As I lay me down to sleep
    This I pray
    That you will hold me dear
    Though I'm far away
    I'll whisper your name into the sky
    And I will wake up happy

    It's not too near for me
    Like a flower I need the rain
    Though it's not clear to me
    Every season has its change
    And I will see you
    When the sun comes out again

    corny yes but a very good song by Sopie hawkins

    Current Mood: hopeful
    Current Music: sophie hawkkins 'as i lay me down'
    Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
    10:07 pm
    groovy
    i feel so special. today i was messing with Garys head a little. he always puts up this boring old away message. and since he likes pheobe from charmed i told him to put up 'pheobe is...' so he copied it all added charmed and used that then i called in a dumbass so he put 'pheobe is a dumbass'.
    his current away message know stands as
    "Due to some annonymous complaints, my away message will know say:
    Pheobe is... no match for Moni
    Thank you for your cooperation."

    gotta love it. im so easy to please. hint hint. lol naw not that way. sicko even tho i brought it up. awe well. he hee my party is saturday, and a lot of people cant make it because its the same day as band festival. but ohh well i never really wanted a party in the first place, i mean there funn and all but i dunno i didnt want was that was focused on me i guess. aaron and billys coats are both very warm and comfy. ahh ahh billy coat billy goat. get it awe party pooper i thought it was funny

    well proving im extremely weird im having a conversation with my online journal. not really a big deal tho ive always been like this, but things just never seemed to answer me back before. im pasting some of these things to jess overly and shes callign me a weirdo and saying only i could do something like htis. see im doin wats expected of me, not letting anyone down. good job moni pat on the back.

    one tree hill was awsome.. nate got hales a keyboard, not a big deal but it is since they got married and they are officially like broke. i dont like the new guy.. he flirted with haley.... conversation with them was
    new guy-'ur hot' something along those lines
    hales-'im like so married' holds out ring finger
    nate-'ur standing a little close there ya think?' then him and haley walk away with his arm around her. jackass im not weird it sounded so much better coming from there mouths. dont call me a weirdo. ur not aloud. dork. hey dont say suck cruel insulting things. u can lower my self estime bucket....(CRAY!!)
    im gonna stop before i get myself screwed. goobye have a nice day and i still love him!! wahoo for me.. not soo pathetic.


    im feeling mischievous- mua mua muah hardy har austin powers baby... shag me, groovy thing

    Current Mood: mischievous
    Current Music: linkin park 'in the end'
    Monday, October 11th, 2004
    9:48 pm
    i went to therapy today. blah ba humbug
    he told me i have a castle built up to keep myself from trusting people. theres only 2 people in this 'castle' one is cassie blauch and the other well im not gonna tell u who he is but im not even in the damn castle. once someone betrays my trust i blame it on myself for trusting them in the first place, so therefore i blame it on myself loosing trust in me. i cant believe i dont trust myself. but ohh well the 2 people in there, well i no cassie isnt leaving ever. and well the second person even if he wants out i cant let him, ahh the wonders of love. ugh, and also the person that i love im afraid to tell him im in love with him. my therapist along with Mattie and Lee tell me im afraid of being hurt. ohh boy if only they knew. the only person who does no is the one i love. and i very well cant go telling him that i love him but im afraid of rejection should i tell him im in love with him or not? hmm well that defeats the whole screwy purpose. that would be telling him and putting myself out there when the whole thing was just for advice. no i think ill tell my therapist about all this next visit.
    cassie is great she just doesnt really no how i feel about the only thing. i no her phone life isnt dandy. but she has great friends and a kewl boyfriend from what ive seen.

    Current Mood: alone
    Current Music: bowling for soup '1985
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