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<- is fucking the altar boys* [13 Aug 2003|04:12am] [ mood | high ] [ music | spooon - take a walk bitch! ] well... kids... another day at the dude ranch... and 2 plus! hmm I dunno. But this is what I do know: 1. too much white zinfendel (which I can't spell) can make you REALLY sleepy. 2. jesus doesn't love fucked up hoes who only want sex 3. captain planet is THE coolest mofo... really know why? cuz he such a lazy-ass he never does anything he alwyas leaves it up to the planeteers. they go "we need help! we're stupid bitches who can't do anything by ourselves! lets combine our lame ass powers!" so CP comes along "with your powers combined... I! AM! CAPTAIN PLANET!" and then he like pushes the rocks aside or whatever, and says "ohhhh I'm too weak, I must recharge. Planeteers, it's up to you!" hello?! why do they name a show after the dumb fuck it's not like he EVER does anything! He ALWAYS leaves it up to the fucking planeteers well dumbass I dont WANT to watch the planeteers I want to watch Captain Planet! titles are always sooo misleading. can't judge a book by it's cover. thats the gayest saying ever. jesus christ I can't even see the screen now I'm so tired. I have to go. btw for you bitches who keep puttin *i love jesus if you do too then copy this sentence and put it in your profile!* you suck ass! how aboat this *I love satan if you do too then copy this sentence and put it in your profile!* god I hate christians. then they turn around and have bj orgies! mmhmmm are you thinking of jesus when you fuck yer queens? ahhh that's just my christian venting of the hour ;) I'll be back don't worry and you know why because I love your crazie ass even if I don't want any. post comment

this life is more than just a READ THROUGH [12 Aug 2003|01:22pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Eve 6 . Think Twice. I wish it was that cool Mary Jane song ] I heard a supa cool song today about mary jane and I got online to look up who it's by... and I forgot the lyrics. Jesus christ I'm so dumb. But hey I put dreadlocks in my hair! I think I'm gunna wash them out today. Theyre messy and my hair looks plus + greasy. not cool. maaan they look cool except for that. I'm just not very good at this shiznit. Ashley sent me something *quite interesting* today. thanks ashley... kids these days, honestly. man oh man. Yeah but anyway, I found out something! Britt Danial, from Bright Eyes, was in Spoon! How weird is that?! I've got the right person don't I? That's really cool !!! Spoon... *sigh* I've GOT to get some CD's. All I have are Kazaa downloads. Spoon... *sigh* anyway I think my friends hate me. I hate when that happens. But this time I think they really do. And they always ignore me online. It hurts my feelings. People can be really mean sometimes! I can't wait for Reg's Coffee Break. Guess what kids, Alex is getting a Cadillac (pimp it)! sheesh. that reminds me I have to call someone. Anyway my Caddy has like 21" rims! yeehaw! And chrome somethin or another. I dunno. All it needs is a system, and the shexie laday to get her license, and HOT DOG! pimpin usa, let me tell you! I don't even want a Cadillac, does it sound like I do? I hope so for some reason. Well look it's really early, I'm thhhhink I'm going to go back to bed... so good night kids! I love you forever and a day after your last loss... X Alexandra Katherine post comment

playing for you [10 Aug 2003|11:33pm] I don't think I've ever been here this early. I dont think I've ever been online this early. Quite a breakthrough for me I guess. Yanno I want one of those little quiz things. They're so stupid and everyone used to do them in 7th grade yanno and for some reason I want one. And a cigarette. Those are some completely different wants up in herre. But I really one a cigarette. And once my mum goes to bed some vodka sounds pleasing too. Then I'll be trippin. Hopefully. Anyway today was so boring. I watched two movies and both of them were kinda dumb but there was a really pretty girl in one of them and I wanted to be her, but now I don't. ryan said I have to download Cottoneye Joe. Ryan's a country kinda guy yanno. His real name's Bawb. No not really. Ryan thinks I'm a countryish person, but I'm NOT! mwahaha. OoO I'm so tricky. I really wanna talk to Joy about something. I can't call her though she'll be like "what the fuck look at the time bitch!" *hang up* and I'll be "uh oh... um... oh okay..." and then I mean really it wont work she should just get online. goddamnit get online! I RELLY need to talk to her. What should I do!? People are IMing me hold on... okay I'm back. I have an issue. I need to talk to Joy. I wonder if she changed her sn. She doesn't know the one I'm using now. I don't feel like switching though because then some annoying kid will IM me cuz I KNOW that they're online. My sister wants to go to this dance but my mum said know cuz she KNOWS WHAT GOES ON IN THAR and my sister got real upset. She always gets real upset and then runs off to her room. It really pisses me off cuz when I try to go in and calmly talk to her about it she gets all mad and says "leave me alone" and so I threaten her hehe. I'm really hungry. I drank a Coca cola cuz I thought it would make me un-hungry, and it did, but now I'm hungry again. Myabe I'll drink another Coke. cokes bad for you especially in excess. some people are addicted to coke and I really hope I don't end up like one of those people. That would suck. "Welp I'm addicted to shrooms, what are you addicted to?" "Coke" "Ohh yeah sniffin the white powder, eh?" "Umm no drinking the caramel liquid." How embarassing. I think I'll just get some cheese instead. besides I think coke makes you fat. People down here call ALLL soda coke. Even if its Dr Pepper. I better put some in the fridge though because if I want some tomorrow, then it will be cold. I think my mums going to bed in ten minutes. that's a good thing. I wish i were over 21. Life would be so much easier. or that my 23 year old brother lived down here instead of Korea for a year. Hes in the Army. I wanted to join the Army once. whoa I think that if you try and read my journal now, it will take an hour to load. I wroted too much. Way too much. oh my now I feel bad. I better leave. but first, I want to have a daughter and name her Wednesday, like on the Adams. I want her to look like her too, Wednesday Adams is so pretty. I really need to leave. I'll probably be back. I wish I knew where Joy was. I'm leaving ............ NOW!- 1 comment|post comment

i'm not jesus!!! [10 Aug 2003|11:33pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] I accidentally posted that twice. silly girl... post comment

sweet beans! [10 Aug 2003|01:07am] [ mood | geeky ] [ music | Arsenic and Old Lace ] Well today these people we know from when we lived in Illinois came over to stay for the night, cuz they're going to gulf shores. They're kind of weird but shhh! Anyway we went out to dinner then theyre like "welp we're gunna see a movie" so I had to go with my mums friend and my little sisters friend to see a movie. How fun. And can you just guess, what a great movie that was! What movie you ask? Or maybe you don't but I'm going to tell ya- freaky friday :-P maaaan it was boring and the little girls band sucked. Sooo anyway we came back home and I turned on the computer and HARK! Windows XP yesmam isn't that soo SNAP! so yeah it's pretty rockin'. I mean I guess thats cool... (yanno I don't wanna sound like computer nerd;) hehehe. . .. but anyway yea so tomorrow I wonder what I'm doing and probably all my friends will abandon me like they always do... silly emo kids! heh wellll we're going to watch a movie called Psycho don't tell my mum I let Sam watch it. NoRmAn BaTeS loves his mum!!! :) post comment

hate to say I told you so [08 Aug 2003|04:47am] [ mood | impressed ] [ music | gene loves JEZEBEL ] I had to come back. I'm listening to a band called Gene loves Jezebel, got it? I looked them up on Trouser Press cuz I LOVE the name Jezebel, not to mention the band rocks, and they are EVERYWHERE! Edith Grove, from Gene Loves Jezebel started a quartet for mainstream rock under Edith Grove. De Luca from Gene Loves Jezebel was playing for U.K. Decay. Julliane Reagan, again from Gene Loves Jezebel in All About Eve. What's with the name Jezebel in music anyway? It's the prettiest name. It rings like bells in your ears. Back to reality: Jezebel is in sooo much indie music. Magazine's song "Jezebel," Christian Death's song "Jezebels Tribulation," Mother Love Bone's song "Jezebel Woman," Poe's song Angry Johnny says "Johnny angry Johnny/This is Jezebel in hell," and who could forget KMFDM's 1995 CD Juke Joint Jezebel: The Giorgio Moroder Mixes EP on Wax Trax!/TVT label, and that's only all the indie I can think of!! I dunno I just HAD to put this here it was too weird... later kiddos I LOVE YOUR JEZEBELS ;) hehe post comment

homoerotic is a very cool word [08 Aug 2003|04:15am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Gene Loves Jezebel <--> Gorgious ] sooo yesterday (I mean I guess it was yesterday...) we went to Six Flags and it was good fun. We ONLY rode roller coasters, and they were all super awesomecore. There we three we especially liked: DEJA-VU number one, obviously, Superman, and Batman, which we rode 5 times cuz there was practically NO ONE in line. And we got back last night at 11. :) Joyeux Noelle! harhar. So today I learned how to play poker, 5 card draw. I'm an expert now ;) you know me, I mean what can I say I'm just so great. Yeah whatever. Anyway I found out something swifty- I listen to indie music i didn't even know it! I swear I'm such a dumbass. Really, Liz Phair, Apples in Stereo, Dinosaur Jr. (old stuff), Husking Bee, which is Japanese, I could go on and on all the indie music I listen to. I mean I knew the labels and everything, obviously LISTEN to the bands I just never thought about them being indie. I've never really been into mainstream (I just dress it), but I didn't think my taste in music was THAT far out hehe. I listen to everything really but mostly indie. I'm kind of confused now what's the difference?! I like Poe are they indie? I don't even know really what it is, I JUST found out I listen to it. by the way INDEPENDENT (there it is again, I'm obsessed without even knowing it!), Film Channel had a lovely French film on last night. NO it was not French Twist, if that was on I wouldn't have been watching it, believe me. ugh my brother turned that on one time and in case you people aren't into the *indie scene* (that felt important) it's about this married lady who all of a sudden becomes lesbian and her lil dyke friend, who is FO RIZZLE dyke, yanno short hair, kinda fat she's got it goin on and moves in with the married lady WHO HAS little boy! the husband, obviously was INFURIATED, and then the bitches started having sex, and they were likin it, so I left. naaaasssty. BUT ANYWAY the movie I was watching was in French, and it was weeellll cromulent, and if I were to type it out you would be thoroughly confused but lemme say I think it's called "The dinner Guest" or something like that. Look I really have to get offline... people are waking up now (I live in a crack house). I love you kids as much as a pencil w. no eraser and thats why *ILL BE BAAACKKK* does this work now? post comment

help! hippies are attacking :'( [07 Aug 2003|12:52pm] [ mood | cheerful ] I'm on the phone with a fire hazard. She has a page full of away messages. Shes a crazie bitch, but still- I heart her like ummm a fat kid loves chocolate cake! yes ma'am! ;) but anyway this is just for you - Ashley I know we've been through a lot, and we've been in a lot of fights... but our relationship means sooo much too me. I'm glad I have you. hehehe no we don't have a *relationship* like that post comment

heyyyyy thats not funny [06 Aug 2003|04:50pm] [ mood | groggy ] man I wish I could come here this morning and say "dude I got soooo lit last night" but I can't because I've already drank an obvious amount for the parentals to find out... I'm so dumb. geez loooouise, can't wait till I turn 21- I'll probably become an alcoholic lmao silly me :) so i just woke up and I hate it when people come to our house and alas someones at our house!!! I'm so dark now I have spots on me. life sucks. I need STARBUCKS maybe I can convince my mum to drive 45 mins away for moi. isn't that ridiculous in columbus I can get one within 3 minutes away. stupid bitches. now I can't spell. I'm leaving before someone I want to talk to gets online. post comment

whOo look @ me I'm the GinGerBreAd mAn! [06 Aug 2003|12:17pm] [ mood | dorky ] I'M A BIZEE BEEEEE!!! yes ma'am that's correcto! You would not BElieve all the shiznit I did today. Do you want to know, do ya, do ya!? AWwWw shucks! Wail... some craZie bitch (aka the sister...) came in my room at like n00n and tried to get me to wake up... hellll naw, bitch! so I slept for 2 more hours THEN, I went to the store to get some more soda bottles and guess what- well, they have miniature ones in glass bottles and oh lawrdy they're sooo cuteness! so we bought like five of those. yeah, five. that's the stuff! and I tried to make a bracelet for Joshes, but THEY ALL BROKE stupid bitches! sooo I bought a six-pack (of soda) and used up 3- yeah, they broke. I just made one though so zippity-doo-daaa!!!! yeehaw bitch! and that's my storey now I'm going to go watch [b]does this work?? LUPIN THE THIRD[/b] ;) shexie Jigen *kiss kiss* post comment

I love Alfalfa!! [04 Aug 2003|01:47am] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | little children laughing... oh, and Daria ] I'M BACK! ohhh noooo... yeah I heard that. well, no I didn't. but guess what- i can make these spifftacular bracelets from something in soda bottle caps. and everyone wants one. WELL I have one and people try to break it off all the time and see the thing is, if they DO then I have to kiss them, I forget who made that up. But anyway, I told Joshes I would make him one, and I did - I finally found a soda bottle (I dont drink much soda) and even got the lil bleu thing out! yay for alex! then when I was stretching it... IT BROKE DAMNIT! but oh well. tomrrow I'm going to wake up SUPER EARLY at like 1! and buy me some soda, and not break any more of the lil thingie majiggers... yesiree bob yes I will! I BETTER GET TO SLEEP SO I CAN WAKE UP EARLY! post comment

oi silly bitch [04 Aug 2003|01:28am] sooo today I was GOING to go to a party... those are always problems with the parental units, yanno... geez louise! But anyway- turns out the party is *tomorrow* so maybe I can still come up with a good excuse (any suggestions, kids?) er, hopefully I can. Anyway since I didn't go to the party, I went *store-hoppin* with some friends. which is just like bar-hopping, at least thats what my mum says except you don't get drunk. Which would be the best part, but yanno whatever, it works I guess. and UMM NOW I'M HERE and I don't feel like typing. SO BYE ya craZie Hoe! post comment

check, 1-2, check [03 Aug 2003|02:15am] [ mood | enthralled ] [ music | South Park, I guess... ] yeeehaw bitch! ain't I spifftastic!? oOo jesus will heart me for this'n!! umm maybe not... OW look at the time! well this is dandy and ya'll know I love ya so much but I'm gunna have to *blowthisjoint* so later alligater! ;) remember : YER MY FAVOURITE [insert your name here] post comment

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