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Thursday, August 21st, 2003
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5:01p
Ya know, orchestra is really starting to get to me.
I love love love playing, i put so much passion and practice everyday. I help others around me as much as I can, I really do try. Getting put in second chair feels like shit. I mean thats not bad ya know, but I just was really hoping for that first chair, and really doing well.
Unfortuanatly, we have a half-autistic music god that plays as well. Hardly understands what your saying unless you speak realllyy slow but he has a beautiful sound. He's had lessons for 10 years, where-as I've had less then half a year.
To me though, first chair is being able to take the lead, as well as play. The other guy, takes no lead unless someone else is with him.
I'm in honors, he's not, he doesn't understand the work. He can't even spell viola right. He spells it VEEOLA.
Reallllll ego dent.
Maybe Mrs.bradby is just giving me a hard time. But i'm not even acting the least bit upset, just chill, telling the first he rules all the time. Letting mrs. bradby see what happens when he wont be able to talk 12 cellos into an F#, or staying together.
still. it. just. sucks.
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8:41p
mhmm...i really like damone...i want to be in a band like this or Ash. No one ever wants to start one. Just like hardcore or silly ska. ill just wait till somethin comes along! getting a cab soon. yayyyyyyy for band equipment.
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