So...I didnt sleep at all last night.Insomnia will do that.I have it for a while.I sleep sometimes but hardly ever.But anyway...yea I talked with My friend Brandi the whole night.It was a good conversation and heart felt.Yea I miss Cynthia...alot.I'm still scared she tells me not to be...she think's alot a lil to much.I remember when she was happy...I dont know if she still is anymore.I love her thoe I just wish she would fill me in on what she's thinkin sometimes.I'd like to know...what is wrong what is good what she is thinking.I just wish she would tell me something.Well I thought about her the whole day and I wrote something.
Moon walking and star gazing is over rated.
The night's moon has filled up the sky.The rain from befor
has set it self to the ground,with the reflection of the street
light,the air turned thin,and now you have to learn to breath again.
walking past the street signs that I kissed goodnight,stalked by
the stars and floresent lights,across the highway under the bridge,
headlights from cars light a dark street,past the fire department,the
evil church,and parts of a broken bike,down a dark lonely allyway,
and down a longer street,shadows pass me by..and wonder,the night
plays tricks on the mind,cd player turned on full blast,blue meanies heard
as I pass through a lonely street,half past 11 I made it to your house and sat
and waited,nervious that you may not come out i still sit,firehidrante by my side,
then you arived,scared you walk by looking,to only find out it was me,we walked
in to the woods wher you and i could be alone,the rain made the ground wet ad our feet
stuck together in it,black and white pictures only mean so much when the color is taken away,
we kissed,i screwed up,you tell me how i sweapt you off your feet when i ran to the bus,i smile
cause i was happy,we sat by a giant hole,and stared up at the stars,feeling helpless and filled
as i held you in my arms,i hoped the moment would last a life time,noise in the woods creeps
up on us,and we left,to walk down more streets ,drives,avenues,to dance in the street light,
no music,but the beats of my heart,we stop,walked some more over the metal rail and under the
t-lines,broken glass shined in the moon light,spray paint marked our everyway,to wind up half
way down a street holding one another,we sat in the road,and talked and up again, just to lay on
a on some strangers steps and you looked at me as i fell alsleep,bitten by bugs news papper pillow
i woke up happy,only to move to the middle of the street wher i stripped for you,and put your clothes on,
ha you said i turned you..even tho i knew you wher kidding it was warm,pushed up against a telephone poll
heart racing,to walk away down a diffrent street,cause we were scared of what was behind us,on to portion road,
florecent lights now consumed us,to walk again to your house the way i came felt saffer,we tried to say goodbye,goodnight,and walk away
but we ran again to eachother to just kiss,again,feeling happy,we left with smiles and full souls and hearts,to end up here now.what happend?
we were so into eachother what happend,nevermind ,i know and your thoughts that you keep to you self,will destroy us all.
Yea it's gay.