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[21 Sep 2005|06:51am] |
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Once again, school has taken over my life.
I guess it can been seen as good a thing, because at least I'm so busy with school I don't have time to remind myself of how homesick I'm becoming. It gets my mind off of Zach as well.
Speaking of which, these mixed signals need to stop. Heleaves me so confused that I dont know if I'm comg or going. One moment I've got myself convinced that everything's fine, then the next I feel like it's all about to fall to pieces. It's like one minute he loves me, but then he doesnt want to talk to me.
Note to all men: Don't play games like this. If something's bothering you and it has nothing to do with your girlfriend/wife/what-have-you...just say so! Don't let it fester in your head and then end up taking it out on us. It's seriously the worst feeling in the world.
I couldnt really sleep last night. I probably only got about 3 1/2 hours of sleep last night, but I'm saying 4 just to make myself feel better. Thank god I only have one class today. Then I can come home and na---wait, I have too much homework for that! Ugh. As much as I love art, this buttload of homework is really starting to annoy me.
ANyway, I really should be getting ready for class. I want to leave early so I can stop by Ghetto-MArt(the gas station by my place)and pick up some coffee.
Xteen
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| Aahh the college life |
[13 Sep 2005|04:06pm] |
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Sorry for the lack of updating. Between classes, friends, and Zach I've been pretty busy. Even though i've had classes for only one week I'm pretty swamped. Actually, I shouldn't even be doing this right now, but I owe it to you guys to tell you how I'm doing.
( Clicky clicky! )
Monday was pretty boring. Had a new class and got out early and then pretty much sat around. Of course I took a nap and while I was sleeping Seth brought over his usual 15 year old. *sigh* Had a war with my computer for most of last night so not alot of my homework got done. SO yeah....that's what I'm off to do now.
Fell free to leave me a comment, e-mail or give me a call :)
Xteen
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[07 Sep 2005|03:19pm] |
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Classes officially started yesterday morning. I started the day with Western Art at 8:15am. Yeah I know, that's incredibly early for me, but I'm not the one who scheduled my classes. That only last for about an hour and then me and Seth were free for the day. We came back, ate then made a trip to the art store and Coe Camera Shop. Afterwards I took a nap and Seth hung out with Morgan all day. A certain person visited me and it was rather awkward. I then finished my homework and turned in for the night.
Today has been pretty much the same(kinda depressing if you ask me), save for the like 3 mile walk we took to F&M to buy books. I only had to buy one thanks to Diana who is letting me use her old art history book. So instead of spending about 155 bucks, I only spent about 45-50. Go me!
Communication class is going to put me to sleep, I can tell already. Too bad he kicks you out if you sleep in class. See, this is where I wish I was at a big time university with 100 kids in a class. You can get away with alot more. I dont know, maybe I'm just not one for slacking off?
Aahhh, Seth is out right now and I'm here alone. Tis slightly depressing. Well, I'm off to be homesick.
Xteen
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| The beginning of something interesting. |
[05 Sep 2005|11:35pm] |
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So I finally have my internet up and working thanks to my roommate Seth. It took him two weeks to actually get around to doing it, but I'm not complaining. Unfortunately since it's been so long since I could have started this journal/webpage/what-have-you, much has happened and there's never going to be time for me to really bring my adoring fans up to date. But I will try to make my first entry interesting enough.
( First things first....Pictures of insanity )
Now for the nitty gritty. My first class is in about 8 hrs and Im really nervous. I was going to put all my supplies into my bag earlier tonight, but it didn't happen. I went to Dairy Queen with Diana and Ashley and then just hung around the usual people till about 8:30. I'm really too nervous about school starting to actually get anything into my bag. Putting things in there will make it all too real that my summer is now over and I'm pretty much giving up my social life. When classes start, it's going to be so surreal. The minute I step into that school tomorrow, I'm making my dreams com true. I'm going to be attending an art school in the state of PA and I'm going to go places. It's almost to insane to understand. I've been waiting for so long for all of this and it's officially happening tomorrow.
Well technically today, so I need to sleep. I will definitely write about my first day of class when I get home later.
Xteen
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