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[16 Nov 2003|07:07pm] |
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well.. yesterday was quite fun I think.. Me, Andrew, Joe and Dj went down to Brooklyn we were going to meet up with Andrews freinds and fellow band member Justin a really good singer from Up for Nothing .. yea thiers my plug for them lol.. So everyone so called had a vote on Steven being really hot and i agree.. he has the greatest hair! well.. we hung out at Maple Lanes.. it was interesting and full of Jewish people.. "WTF IS THERE A TEMPLE HERE" lmao it was quite funny and so we walked about 15 maybe 20 blocks to go and eat at the vegas diner.. it was nice of justin, steven and some other names i forgot to walk us.. and yea.. lets just say i got home at 4 am ... and my mom wasnt really mad because i did try and call about 10 times all busy .. so then at 4 am i decided to go online and then mom !!! FLIPPED!!! so I said fuck it and then I went to sleep and woke at 2 pm great sleep.. lol ttyl
Theres something
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| now 13th o3 |
[13 Nov 2003|02:21pm] |
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I havent been on here in a while..I think soon I'll start updating this thing more often
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| okay heres a little dream I had .. |
[17 Sep 2003|12:03am] |
Well I had my afternoon nap today ... because Im always tired as fuck so yea.. I Was sleeping peacefully when all of a sudden I was dreaming..so heres how it went down.. I was at this party..and I noticed some cross eyed bitch staring at me and it seemed to be a person whom I care not to say, but anyway while this cross eyed bitch was staring at me I walked up to her and slapped her in the face.. for undisclosed reasons I suppose and whatya know Amanda comes and rips this cross eyed bitches hair out of her head.. literally she had chunks...and then I walked out of this so called party with amanda all happy and peaceful and then..Amanda and I preceeded to Dj's house for a great old game of Dr. Mario .
Now I say that was a great dream... haha very practical
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| blah blah blah..ur a loser |
[13 Sep 2003|01:36pm] |
Well..Its been a pretty hectic week..my aunt recently had the baby..little georgie girl shes so damn cute I've been over there too many times.. i think i should leave them be.
Hmm...Heres a few things I'd like to get off my chest.. I can never ever tell certain people my true feelings and its beginning to fuckn make me mad..I just wish i had the guts to just say what i have to say...on to other things I feel very distant from people maybe its just me but its sucks..I hate the feeling of being alone..but not in the sense that many think..
I think everyone should download this song: THRICE--In the years to come
This song is something I love...cherish and honestly can say I feel the same as the lyrics
At least theres some things that soothe me..FUCKIN THRICE baby
yes i have alot of problems...but only certain things can fix them or better yet hold them together
FUCK FUCK FUCK this whole sitiation ...
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| Ughh |
[11 Sep 2003|04:28pm] |
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Im quite sick of this journal..Possibly I may post again..in time when i dont feel so tired....and want to kill myself
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| I want to hear u sad.... |
[04 Sep 2003|05:56pm] |
these eyes they're strongly covered in disguise
they're waiting on the real time again
you'll see that no one knows for sure
for all of this
im better of without you
do you regret so
your loneliness
this ride is drifting slowely to the side
we're swerving off the road
going past the cones that warns us from the start
for all of this
im better of without you
do you regret so
your loneliness
(everyday goes, everynight goes)
on and on we sing this song
the entire day thats oh so long
every night we sing this song for you
for all of this
im better of without you
do you regret so
your loneliness
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| its one of those moments... |
[31 Aug 2003|12:09pm] |
I notice latley...everyones gone..in a sense of not only friendship but literally being gone. Its great to now really notice whats really going on for a while now..I mean i just hope that some of them get the sense that im putting out and hopefully with thier great mind they will somehow understand what Im saying .
Ahh how nice Im just here writing my crap as I do all the time and what do you know..a nice family reunion had come our way...My father shows up at the door and my mother for once was nice i guess, and yea his niece Jamie came by to show her baby and wow i dunno its just wierd i mean from years of no one being around and years of struggle, whataya know everyones back to help when you dont need help..
okay on to lighter thoughts Schools starting yippie yay! im just so excited...not well kinda i mean yea I cant wait for some stuck up bitch to try and mess with me cause then it will be on and acctually i cant wait for that..
Okay im bored as hell everyones away..having fun =( o well
Happy birthday ToTo
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[28 Aug 2003|02:58pm] |
They say you need to pray
if you want to go to heaven
But they don't tell you what to say
when your whole life has gone to Hell!
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids
So say what you fucking want to say dont hold Back
Im sick of having everything built up...Everyones gonna get what i think real soon
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| Thrice Inspires me.... |
[25 Aug 2003|09:13pm] |
Sitting here thinking about all you said and done
now its dead
tonights for fighting
but the hurts so physical
I cant do the things you want me to
I dont care what other people say, cause i know what it means to me
Its not as easy as you think
I cant get out
Cause i said enough
Enough by now
I wait till the day you finally see
When you step into reality
but your wasted, Within yourself
As we speak Im going down,
Im burned out
Think twice...
cause your gonna feel the wrath
The wrath of hate
Its all frustration
cause I cant stop trying
Im slipping
Im falling through the cracks
"Somehow I find beauty in our failings,
Somehow i find meaning in these lies,
Somehow Im made perfect in this fracture,
Your back is begging sweetly for my knives"
I walk with my eyes closed tight
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[24 Aug 2003|11:07pm] |
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im kinda sick, damn allergies its horrible, stuffyness, ickyness, eh!
I spent the day with Andrew, we had some interesting conversation...very interesting....
I need to go i need to wake up nice and early to go register for SKOOL!! oh joy!
peace laidies and gents....
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[21 Aug 2003|12:10am] |
Okay I will officially never do what I did yesterday ever again and i really mean it, uhh sadly I think I will remeber it for along time....eh fuck it I say
Oh yea.... Inaction will Only cause tragedy....SO I will take some action...I think wayyy tooo much
DOUCHEBAG--Great word
Too much to even explain...even If I had the time..... byebye
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| WArped TOUR |
[09 Aug 2003|08:58pm] |
Well This was a great DAY !!!
Taking back sunday, Rancid, Thrice, Dropkick Murphys, Poison the Well etc... ahh Good Stuff!!!
yea well I can say I was almost killed, Knocked unconsious, Abused, Punched and I lost my shoe but hell yeah !!! I LOVED every Minute of it!!!
peace I need to sleep
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| Warped tour! |
[08 Aug 2003|05:35pm] |
oH YIPPIE YAY!
The shows tomorrow And I cant wait to see my boys from taking back sunday, Brand New, Thrice, finch and eh others but they matter the most ....
Ughh I ave to get up early tomorrow ahh this sucks but It'll be worth it
Im broke But I guess It'll have to do
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| Fuck You--- |
[08 Aug 2003|12:02am] |
Heres a nice Fuck you list:
Fuck you
Fuck the blue screen of death
Fuck that boy that calls Amanda up at early hours
Fuck not being drunk and high all the time
Fuck the government
Fuck Taxes
Fuck Mc Donalds For making people Fat
Fuck Retards
Fuck the sperm men who dont pay child support for thier own flesh and blood those mother fuckers
Fuck having to be 21 to buy liquor
Fuck RAIN
Fuck Teeny pop music
Fuck men (literally haha)
Fuck VOLKSWAGON BEETLES!!!
Fuck the G-Unit
Fuck Men who Say Hollar
Fuck bums on the train
Fuck not having money and thier for fuck the sperm men again for not giving money
Fuck people who are ignorant
Fuck not getting ass
Fuck Boys who dont listen
Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck YOU!!!
Fuck School and thier fuckin rules and those fuking teachers who fail you for not having the right fucking book and fuck the mother fuckin Gym teachers who always turn out to be lesbians and fuck trying to get into bowling which i probably wont, and for every guidance counsler who doesnt help out FUCK THEM
Fuck those grls who Drop out and have a couple of kids
And Fuck the people who dont approve of anything I do
Fuck my brother
Fuck the shitty cat
Fuck me having to always wear my favorite pair of pants because none of my othe rones dont fit good
Fuck pants that make me look like I have a small Dick, why cant it look bigger then
Fuck 7 Eleven and them not hireing Amanda
Fuck everyone who had ever screwed me over
and most of all FUCK ME ...
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| subject of sadness |
[04 Aug 2003|02:00pm] |
Here we are to sing you a song.
And there you are asleep against the window pane,
just like always.
You said you like to hear the rain sometimes.
And all I can do is tell you the truth.
And oh, my eyes will tell you the same
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[02 Aug 2003|11:13am] |
Sometimes I just feel like everythings my fault but deep down I kinow its not but I cant help but to think thats everythings my fault.
I sense the Despair
We all See how life gonna travel for us
Its only fair to take ur time
but not when I'm waiting on you
Its sad to see how every little thing we have we take so much pride in
why cant we take pride in ourselves
or maybe thats just me who cant
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| Ahh my new Journal.. |
[01 Aug 2003|05:18pm] |
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Well This is my new journal and its going to be alot different from my other one, This isnt for anyone but me and the people I allow to read it, If your curious as to what Im writing then be sure to post a comment and see If I add you back, Most likely I will but it depends well This journal is basicly going to be the thoughts and writings of me like my poems, some of my fave lyrics and crap like that Well bye for now...
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