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WOW. I'm still up at some 6 in the morning. I couldn't sleep. Me and the male parental unit went and got movies after supper: House of 1000 Corpses, The Brotherhood, and Vampire Clan [with Drew Fuller. <33333] What a hottie. It really pissed me off cause, after we were done watching House of 1000 Corpses on the VCR, I was gonna go downstairs and watch my two DVDs I got on my DVD player and the SCREEN WENT BLACK, but the sound was still playing, I was like "awh, fuck." So, I tried hooking it up to my tv. Didn't work. Tried the computer. Kept freezing. Plugged in PS2. No picture. I was like.. "God hates me; wtf." I finally got fed up and forgot about the DAMNED DVDs.. I will watch them, though o_o I WILL SEE DREW as a demented vampire-obsessed teenage fuck-up. I mean, c'mon... every guy I like or ever went out with fits that discription. ROFL. I'm changing tactics though! no more bad boys, no more "i wear all black", no more trench coats, no more... bad anything. ;[ emo guys are starting to get hotter. there's something in the water!!! goths just... i dunno, don't appeal to me like they used to. punks are okay, but they get annoying and the regular emo fucks piss me off with their.. "life sucks. i'm gonna go jack off and cry while listening to an emo song then go to bed to dream about a better life with no poverty." the NEW emos are like.. "life sucks. so fucking what? turn the radio up." ;D I like them. And.. Tiff has decided I needed a new god [wtf?] He's Emo.. He's Erik Anthony, my new emo god! <3 He's great... he gives me pixie stix at 4 in the morning. >=] OH.. and.. y'all should know about this little conversation that took place almost 2 months ago, roflz:
me: they need a new perfume
rhianna: something exciting
me: something jewish
rhianna: jews on fire?
me: no.. j00z on fire
rhianna: it'll smell like a creamatorium
morgan: i'd wear it
me: i'd do you
morgan: down, boy
o_o a little friendly conversation among rhianna, morgan, and myself during choir a few weeks ago. =D Okay, well.. it's almost 6:30 and I still haven't slept. I swear to Erik, I'm turning nocturnal. My friends and family are getting worried. Saying I sleep all day on the weekends and barely sleep at night. When I do sleep, I'm getting nightmares AGAIN [I SO don't wanna go back to a therapist] and, my mum thinks i'm predicting stuff. which I told her was impossible and seemed outrageous to even think about. then she went on to tell me about something that happened after i had got off the phone with her; that i had said something was gonna happen and it did. i told her it was coincidence but she wouldn't believe me. i just rolled my eyes and shrugged it off as nothing. another thing, last night, i woke my mum up JUST to look at the sky because it was all.. navy blue and black and the clouds were really white. she said i did the same thing as a kid, in the exact same fashion; like it was happening all over again. i don't know. i never really believed in supernatural stuff until about 2 years ago, and even then, i still SORTA thought it was fun and games, but now i'm not sure it's fake anymore.
-ex oh ex oh, britney
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