| achieving bigger things for dummies |
[05 Nov 2009|04:32pm] |
everything just went wrong today.
my item list for my weekly report has quadrupled.
my boss said out loud in exasperation that she's got more things to remember than me, and there i was confusing her. matters were made worse when i wrote rubbish on my email.
morning was nothing pleasant either, a perceived lack of affection for my other half is making me feel crap too.
nothing i say or do went down well.
everyone is just striking me out. cross cross cross.
sigh...am i not destined for bigger things?
why is it that at moments when it matters most, i screw up?
and why are my mistakes more glaring than others?
this despite me making a promise to focus more on work than facebook and what-nots.
does this signify that if i can't handle whatever's in my task-box now, i can never move up a corporate ladder? and that i should just be content with what i've got now?
does that mean god designed me to be as inferior?
*looks up the sky
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