| the more we get together |
[02 Sep 2009|11:13am] |
yesterday, at a chance encounter, i had a brief discussion with a wise old man (LOL).
he said nothing is fair. really.
yeah...no doubt about it.
look at miss ris low. lol. look at my ugly scarred legs.
okie before i stray off course like i always do.
it's really not fair hor.
i look back at my past relationships, and my current one.
it's all about responsibilities.
u tell someone u love them. they assume, u'd love them forever.
so is it my own responsibility to bear in mind that people do change, and that one day that statement would bear no significance? or is it the promisor's responsibility to keep check of his feelings before saying such things?
it's not fair either way too.
because nothing stagnates in this world. mountains will be dust again one day.
so how do you deal with it when someone makes you feel like he is ready to spend the rest of your life with you, and then one day, tell you to give up that idea.
it hurts. and it's not fair again, because nobody knows how bad you hurt.
and then, it's also not fair because you are not given a manual on how this loveshit system works as well.
so do you put on a mask with a smiley face and just trust everything, or just disbelief everything? also not fair again.
so it's just responsibility from both parties who claim to be committed, and good luck too.
i don't want to get bruised again.
cos each time i think i've grown stronger, it has been proven otherwise.
the heart just gets weaker with each beating.
really not fair.
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