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[06 Apr 2009|08:19am] |
in a game, there are winners, and definitely losers.
i never ever wanted to be a loser. but i have lost my fair share of times.
now the thing is to learn how to concentrate on the game, and possibly enjoy myself.
this, i am currently doing. but what i'm concerned about is how the loser will feel. i'm so used to losing that it probably will just scratch me and i'll be walking again in a week.
hahah maybe i'm thinking too much again. i should care-less.
today, i surprisinhly woke up early and made myself a huge-ass pasta lunch. slurp! can't wait to gobble it down now.
oh, and i didn't mention. i've got a couple of friends down from india. it's just so strange. everytime i see my teachers i just drop everything and want to be with them. i suppose it's just like wanting to be with your best friends. compared to (i really shouldn't compare) the more mature spiritual teachers i've come across, this group is in their late 20s just like me. it's just too cool talking crap, eating and hanging out. i really miss india.
air tickets are just 180 now, inclusive of tax! but my stay there will cost USD400. i hope USD plunges in october. then i can go. the other alternative plan, as conveyed to my mum by my teachers, is to go stay there for 3 months after i'm done with my degree.
i can't wait!!! i'd love to travel around india with the gang!!!
but before that, it's tioman again for me in may :P i just love love love the place, but only for short periods.
take care y'all.
loads of love.
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