| midweek |
[25 Mar 2009|08:04am] |
so fast! in a blink of an eye it's nearing friday.
yipeeee!! tioman here i come!
(picture me splashing around in neon bikini, with a float around my waist)
(running away from butterflies also can)
i've noticed a change...ah..i change all the time anyway. this year, i'm just relaxing and doing whatever i feel like. not worrying too much about cash and all. just flowing and knowing that things will take care of themselves, and all i need to do is enjoy :)
i wouldn't have spent my money like that previously. i'd have thought it to be frivolous. but money is meant to be spent and even if i save, it'd be gone. so i'm treating myself to a long overdue retreat in india again! I MISS THAT PLACE SO MUCH. you have to experience it to understand.
the money i've blown so far on treats for myself can easily pay an instalment at school. can be earned back wan la! i'm still saving whatever i have left.
work is picking up and i'm glad cos it means i may still get a decent bonus next year. it's pretty stressful cos i'm taking on new tasks..AGAIN! but i like it. i get to put what i learnt in school to use. oh and the siao chabor - well, it's just reduced to the occassional taunting these days. i guess she's realised that she's totally powerless against me. i feel like i'm stepping on her head and spitting on it these days too. makes me feel pretty good :P
music wise, i'm pretty much running out of ideas. too distracted so i'm ignoring every thing.
i just took a peek in my cupboard last night. tonnes of toys left untouched. the mouldy ds lite, that box of crayons and sketch book, my new camera....alll forsaken cos of the evil internet. am wondering if i should bring my toys to tioman. but i'll risk having them trampled upon by the monkeys i'm going with. maybe just the sketch book.
powers are back you know, just not willing to quieten down and let them show me what i've got. soon. perhaps in india.
ciao peeps! i'll bring back some of the sea.
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