| my last time for the next six months! |
[16 Jan 2009|07:56am] |
i felt kinda excited since last night and i woke up terribly early this morning.
i wonder why?
too many things in my head i guess. formulae, things to buy, crazy shit i wanna start work on, and just some things. haha. yes, i'm always so random. if you can't follow my tempo, you'll never ever understand me.
maybe it's cos of the final exams that it feels like year's end. really.
now that i'm looking back at 2008 i do not feel depressed because i have achieved something.
i got myself a piece of paper that could possibly up my net worth, i triumphed over the office bitch, i got a promotion, i grew up a little, i bought my own house, and i can take care of people. in addition, life has splashed some more cold water in my sleepy face. life is too short and random to fret over how your plans don't work out.
as i become more relaxed, my powers start to come back. by far, the sixth sense has not failed. it's a little hard to be foolish anymore. but it's good, i trust people too easily. i'm constantly looking for fairy tale endings, fireworks, and rainbows to descend from the sky.
in 2008, i opened the door from my always perfect lalaland into earth. it wasn't too bad *smirk
why am i writing this post?
well, it's early and i'm trying to practice some more math but obviously i just don't feel like staring at my books anymore.
ciao...
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